Chapter 90 "You don't need to expect anyone's umbrella, you're a rainstorm yourself."
Shen Li has been paying attention to the live broadcast.
Although Mr. Xi didn't show anything, with Shen Li's understanding of him-
If it weren't for Miss Shiwan, Mr. Xi's state after Mr. Xi's death would definitely not be as good as it is now.
Mr. Xi may work frantically, use ruthless methods to eradicate dissidents, and boxing in the gym, and may exude low air pressure and not see a smile for a long time.
But these are all the images that Mr. Xi usually shows to the outside world, but there is also a difference in degree.
He doesn't show his vulnerability to the outside world, but he also needs to lick his wounds in a place of absolute safety, like a helpless beast.
Xi Jin raised her eyelids and glanced deeply at Shen Li.
Then he went over and pinched the back of Shi Wan's neck, which was still facing away from him, and pushed the person forward, "Lead the way." ”
Shi Wan put down his hand, "Finished talking?" ”
She was very happy after confirming that Xi Jin would continue to be with her, "You will continue to accompany me to record variety shows." ”
"Xi Jin, you are such a good person."
Xi Jin pressed her head, "Don't fool me with your casual praise of others." ”
But it didn't interrupt Shi Wan's happy little mood at all, she blinked her starry eyes, "You are very strong." ”
"Xi Jin." Shi Wan said with certainty: "Don't be affected by Shen Li's emotions, he is always worried about you, but you are very strong, super strong, super invincible!" ”
The tone was the same as when a three- or five-year-old child watched Ultraman fight monsters.
She clenched her small fists, similar to a cheering posture, "You don't need to expect anyone's umbrella, you yourself are a rainstorm." ”
Xi Jin's eyes were deep, and he looked at it for a long time when he was locked.
This feeling... It's been a long time.
In a trance, it seemed that he was locked in a claustrophobic and dark utility room when he was a child, from the initial helplessness to the moment when he smashed the door and escaped with his own strength.
There was no panic, no joy of escaping death, only excitement and a sense of accomplishment, and a truth that was understood at that moment.
No amount of bloody wounds will become thorns that bind him forward, but will only become nourishment for him to be sound and strong.
Even if everyone, including my grandfather, didn't believe that the experiences of being abused and mentally controlled didn't affect him in the slightest, he knew too well that he had never had any childhood shadows, and he had never had a crippled personality or mental health.
He is such a person.
All the obstacles that he could overcome on his own strength were not enough to be a problem for him.
Whether it is a psychiatrist or Shen Li, he has always thought that he lacks the feelings that a normal person should have.
He seems to be out of step with this world, but what if he is an alien in everyone's eyes?
The world does not give him light, He creates light, and if He is destined to be darkness, darkness is light.
And now, suddenly a little vampire appeared, and she actually understood him.
Xi Jin chuckled from the bottom of her heart, this feeling of being pleasant is really... It's addictive.
"Hmm."
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Labyrinth exit.
Although it was only two days, the feeling of being trapped in a maze and not knowing what to do and surviving in the wild was really uncomfortable, and it was a psychological and physical torture.
So when Shi Wan and Xi Jin came late, what they saw was the scene where several other people were tired and sat there and didn't want to speak.
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[Xi Jin is Xi Jin, arrogant and powerful enough. He is perfectly self-consistent. 】