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At the most critical juncture of the transformation of the gods, Zhao Fuyi fell into the illusion of his heart.
"Zhao Xiu, step forward to test the spiritual root."
Hearing this strange and familiar name, it took Zhao Fuyi a long time to come back to her senses and found her standing in front of the gate of Tianyanzong Mountain.
A golden light rose from the crowd, as bright as the golden glow of the morning sun, which amazed everyone.
"Metallic monologue root, rooted in ...... Nine! ”
"It's only a little bit away from the golden spirit."
The golden light in the sky lasted for a long time, and Zhao Fuyi's eyes passed through the crowd and saw the little girl bathed in the golden light.
The body is thin, the little face is cold and hard, as if he was born arrogant, and he does not smile at a young age.
She almost forgot that her original name was Zhao Xiu, but she was just an abandoned baby of unknown origin in Zhaojia Village, who was adopted by the old Taoist master of the fourth level of Qi training in the Houshan Taoist Temple.
Dao Chang was very old, so he brought her to the gate of Tianyan Sect when she was six years old, and measured an amazing single spirit root.
No one else had higher qualifications than her that year, and as soon as she entered the sect, everyone was in the limelight.
The steps of ascending to the immortal opened, and the children who received the wooden cards rushed up the steps, but Zhao Xiu walked at the end, looking young and old.
Zhao Fuyi followed Zhao Xiu and watched her calmly deal with the illusion on the immortal steps.
Zhao Xiu is very smart, he can always find flaws and pass the test easily.
"Who are you? Why do you keep following me? ”
Halfway through the journey, six-year-old Zhao Xiu suddenly turned around, looked at Zhao Fuyi, and questioned fiercely.
Zhao Fuyi was stunned, she didn't expect Zhao Xiu to see her, just now she passed directly through someone else, she was a phantom-like existence, and no one noticed.
"Probably...... It's a demon. ”
This time, Zhao Xiu was stunned, "I haven't entered the Tao yet, how can I have demons?" ”
Zhao Xiu is precocious, and he has been following the old Taoist since he was a child, and he knows more about cultivation than others.
"Don't follow me, or when I enter the Tao, I will destroy you first!"
Zhao Xiu raised his hand and pointed, his eyes were full of anger, he turned around, and continued to go up with a firm pace.
Zhao Fuyi stood on the steps, watching the little Zhao Xiu step by step, step by step...... Go straight up the ninety-nine steps of the green cloud ladder.
So small, and so tall.
The corners of Zhao Fuyi's mouth rose, feeling relieved and proud.
Time began to get fast, and Zhao Fuyi always followed Zhao Xiu to watch her enter the inner door.
Entered the Tao overnight and stepped into the first layer of Qi training.
In the middle stage of Qi training, he was proficient in talismans, and defeated the old disciples in the late stage of Qi training in public.
Zhao Xiu that day was full of spirit and shining in the mountains and tsunami.
She enjoyed the feeling of being in the spotlight and was intoxicated.
On the day when Zhao Xiu had just stepped into the late stage of Qi training, the old Taoist who raised her had a long life.
"Xiu'er, don't waste your qualifications and talents, don't be dragged down by irrelevant things, have no distractions, and devote yourself to hard cultivation in order to achieve immortality."
In the mountain behind the Taoist temple, twelve-year-old Zhao Xiu knelt in front of the nameless tombstone, no crying, no trouble, quiet, no sorrow and no joy.
It's just that her eyes are getting deeper and deeper, and the night can't hide the light under her eyes.
"Heart Demon, are you immortal?"
In the past few years, Zhao Xiu has always known about Zhao Fuyi's existence, but it was the first time he took the initiative to talk to Zhao Fuyi.
Zhao Fuyi looked at the tombstone and did not speak.
"If you are unknown, what is the interest of immortality?"
Zhao Fuyi opened her mouth to speak, but Zhao Xiu had already gotten up, took a tattered array atlas left to her by the old Taoist, and drove the flying magic weapon to leave the Taoist Temple and leave Zhaojia Village.
He didn't even look down.
Zhao Xiu was born with a weak kinship, and his heart is higher than the sky.
For as long as she can remember, the villagers have always dismissed her as wild seeds.
It's just because she has seen the methods of the immortal family since she was a child, and she understands that most of them are just mortals.
The old Taoist priest said that she was not mortal.
Zhao Xiu's eyes looked towards the sky, and only the Honghu Immortal Crane could stand side by side with her.
The voice of mortals, the song of ants.
She never came back.
Returning to Tianyanzong from Zhaojia Village, Zhao Xiu rejected the olive branch of Tianjian Peak and switched to the Tiangang Peak Xi Formation.
When a young man has Lingyunzhi, he competes in the sky for thousands of miles.
Zhao Xiu forgot to sleep and eat, devoted himself to studying the formation, and the small ratio during the qi training period was unstoppable, and he won the first place with a crushing momentum.
did not apprentice, but asked the sect master for the opportunity to enter the Ten Thousand Law Hall to study.
Since then, Zhao Xiu's name has always been the first in the same rank of the Array Academy.
"Why is it Zhao Xiu again, she is too powerful!"
"The formation assessment is full of marks, how can people live?"
Every month, Zhao Xiu likes to stand under the corridor and listen to the admiration of his fellow brothers and sisters.
Zhao Fuyi silently looked at Zhao Xiu, who stood out from the crowd, and the light was pressing...... Not even friends.
"When the moon is full, it is lost, when the water is full, it overflows, and when it is full, it loses."
Zhao Fuyi couldn't help but speak, interrupting Zhao Xiu's interest.
"Demons, don't mess with my heart!"
Zhao Xiu had a calm face, and went straight to break up Zhao Fuyi's body, and left with a formation.
"Alas......"
Zhao Fuyi sighed, the wind and the sun were beautiful at this time, but he didn't know that the rain was coming, just like the rainy season, it was dripping, and there was no sunshine.
Zhao Xiu's glory in Wanfa Hall only lasted for one year, not because she fell out of the first place, but because she never fell behind.
"This month, Wei Chong's kid actually won the second place in the Array Courtyard, and he counted down last month."
"It's a little incredible, let's go and ask him for advice."
Zhao Xiu stood in the rain, wet from the rain, and his whole body was cold and heavy.
Her name was still in the first place, but everyone seemed to be invisible.
"When is the second to be proud of?"
Zhao Fuyi held an umbrella for Zhao Xiu, but the umbrella was just like her, just a phantom, unable to shield Zhao Xiu from the wind and rain.
"It's because you're so good, they can't see the hope of transcendence, they give up, get used to it, and they turn a blind eye and don't hear it."
Zhao Xiu clenched his fists, "Is it wrong to be excellent?!" ”
"It's not wrong to be good, but your heart is wrong."
Zhao Fuyi looked at Zhao Xiu seriously.
"I wasn't wrong! You demons, get out of the way! ”
Zhao Xiu was angry and hurriedly left, and when he went back, he swallowed Tsukidan.
At that time, Zhao Xiu was sixteen years old.
Racing against time to build the foundation, just to break the record of Tianyan Sect's eleven years of foundation building.
acted impulsively, but had a determination to move forward bravely, fortunately favored by God.
Ten years of foundation building, a product of Taoism.
Zhao Xiu thought that she would be in the spotlight again, but after the announcement of the whole sect, everyone's reaction ......
"Zhao Xiu? That's not weird, it's weird if she can't break the record! ”
Later, this sentence became the most common words heard by Zhao Xiu, and it also became a shackle that she could not break.
When she goes out on a mission and encounters a life-and-death crisis, everyone can escape, but she can't, because she is Zhao Xiu.
Three big competitions, encountering opponents from all factions, everyone can lose, but she can't, because she is Zhao Xiu.
The time to connect Dan has been 'arranged', and it must be before the age of thirty-five, just because she is Zhao Xiu.
Zhao Xiu can only be excellent, can only stand at the peak, can only continue to break records, and can only be a 'good boy'.
Zhao Xiu secretly cried, she felt very tired, and she suddenly began to miss the Taoist temple in Zhaojia Village.
"Heart Demon, what should I do?"
"Don't care about other people's eyes, only you have the final say on who you are, in fact, ......"
"That's right! I don't care about their gaze at all! ”
Zhao Xiu threw up his sleeves and went out, and Zhao Fuyi slowly spit out the second half of the sentence.
“…… Sometimes rebellion fails, and there's nothing wrong with it, if only I had understood it sooner. ”
Thirty-five years old, Zhao Xiu married Dan, Dan became a product, and the road number was Whisk.
After the matter, the clothes are gone, and the leaves do not stick to the body.
Zhao Xiu is reminding himself that his heart is as calm as water, not stained by the hustle and bustle, fame and fortune, and passing by the clouds.
Zhao Fuyi found that she turned out to be the kind of person who wanted something in her heart, and the more she would say that she didn't care.
Whip your clothes and wash your clothes, so as to deceive yourself.
Zhao Xiu after the knot Dan seemed to be a different person, quiet and indifferent, intoxicated with the formation path and not asking about the world, completely enclosing himself in the world of the formation road.
In the continuous improvement of the formation, joy and satisfaction are obtained.
It's just that when she heard that Li Jiuchuan, who had a five-spirit root, had built a foundation for ten years and was only a few months behind her, she was inevitably stunned.
Seeing that Li Jiuchuan was praised by the sect master, the whole sect was hotly discussed, and his heart was sour.
"When did the Five Spirit Roots become something worth showing off?"
Zhao Xiu is practicing harder and harder, even if she works behind closed doors, she can also build famous cars.
Less than two hundred years old, Zhao Xiu successfully married a baby and became the first seat of Tiangang Peak.
On the day of the ceremony, it was deserted, not because no one came, but because it was full of guests and friends, which made Zhao Xiu feel 'deserted'.
She could see that those smiles and respects were not in her heart and were superficial.
She is lonely and arrogant, and she is not good at making friends, she has always been.
Along the way, the only people who tolerated and supported her the most were the two sisters, the Sect Master and the Supreme Elder.
In the ghost tide of the Stygian Sea, Zhao Xiu was driven out of the sect by the Supreme Elder and went to Wentian Island to preside over the coordination of all the magic circles of the allies.
After many years of studying the formation, Zhao Xiu didn't know how far she had thrown the world's array monks away, and when the 'small array' she was accustomed to attracted everyone's admiration and surprise, Zhao Xiu's calm heart made waves again.
On the Stygian Sea, Zhao Xiu has repeatedly won miraculous feats, and he is at the forefront of everything.
Where there is Zhao Xiu, there is Zhao Xiu's array, and the allies are invincible!
Zhao Xiu was high-spirited and scolded Fang Xuan.
It's a pity that Zhao Xiu is only one person after all, and the ghost tide is endless, and it is inexhaustible.
The others are not her, and she also has times of exhaustion.
After all, the Allies were defeated, and in the face of the coming surging ghost tide, the Allies wanted to retreat.
Zhao Xiu is unwilling, unconvinced, unwilling!
She was left alone, and even if everyone left, she had to stick to Wentian Island.
Because, she is Zhao Xiu!
"You know, it's useless to stay."
The sea breeze was salty and wet, and Zhao Fuyi whispered to Zhao Xiu.
Zhao Xiu's face was gloomy, and he kept waving his sleeves to plant the cumbersome array flags all over the island, focused and stubborn.
"If you don't try, how can you know it's useless? I, Zhao Xiu, have always been like a rock, and the demons don't want to bewitch me! ”
Zhao Fuyi was silent, and could only watch Zhao Xiu fail, and even catch Li Jiuchuan's future.
After returning to the sect, Zhao Xiu lost his soul and locked himself in the main hall of Tiangang Peak, and every time he remembered Li Jiuchuan's appearance when he was dying, he felt uneasy and guilty.
She has always been a person, one is bitter and one eats, one is sweet and one is delicious.
This is the first time she has hurt others because of herself, and she tried her best to make up for it, but she still couldn't soothe her heart.
Zhao Xiu's 'retreat' was broken by Elder Taishang and he threw her a child to teach.
After accepting Li Shenzhi, Zhao Xiu was 'forced to helplessly' accept Mu Wushuang, who caused the battle between Canghuo and Ling Guanghan.
Zhao Xiu had never worshiped Master all the way, and even if she was a sect master who treated her like a master, she rarely got close.
She didn't know how to be a master, so she could only teach with all her might on the one hand, and on the other hand, let her regrets not happen to the two disciples, such as the ghost tide.
Zhao Xiu always believed that she was not strong enough, otherwise those things that would not have happened later.
Therefore, her requirements for Li Shenzhi and Mu Wushuang are extremely high, even higher than when she was back.
The completely different temperaments and temperaments of the two disciples also made Zhao Xiu suffer.
Zhao Xiu is a little paranoid and likes to be perfect, Li Shenzhi and Mu Wushuang do not match her expected apprentices.
But the two disciples were in awe and admiration for her.
Zhao Fuyi watched from the side, the two disciples were still willing to endure all the hardships, and it was difficult for her to make her happy even if she tried her best, and her heart was bitter.
She's really not a good master.
Later, Zhao Xiu accepted Tang Weimian again, and how to forget the dust, in fact, the disciple she wanted the most at that time was Lu Nanzhi.
The first time Zhao Xiu saw Lu Nanzhi, he felt like his childhood self.
Cold, focused, goal-oriented and distracted.
Zhao Xiu's eyes still couldn't see the dust in the low places, only Lu Nanzhi standing at the peak of that generation.
In the yin wind stream, the person who was ignored by Zhao Xiu was only seen by Zhao Fuyi this time.
It turned out that at that time, Jiang Yuebai's eyes looked at her, just like her disciples, full of admiration.
"Zhao Xiu, have you ever seen her?"
When he came out of the Yin Wind Stream, Zhao Fuyi asked Zhao Xiu.
"Who?"
Zhao Fuyi shook his head, he couldn't hide when he should come, and there was no need to hide.
Later, when all the pride of the whole sect was shattered, Zhao Xiu suddenly realized.
Time was frozen in a dark space, and Zhao Xiu faced Zhao Fuyi, who was exactly the same as her.
"I'm the demon, right?"
Zhao Fuyi looked at Zhao Xiu, watching time rewind on her, all the way back to Zhao Xiu's childhood.
The little Zhao Xiu's eyes were unwilling and stubborn, "Are you here to kill me?" ”
Zhao Fuyi lowered her eyes and thought for a moment, bent down her waist that had never bent, half-knelt in front of the little Zhao Xiu, and looked at Zhao Xiu's eyes calmly.
"I want to make peace with you."
"Peace?" Zhao Xiu's eyes widened in disbelief.
Zhao Fuyi nodded, raised his hand and pulled Zhao Xiu's sideburns behind his ears.
"You are who I am, despite failure, despite imperfection, you are still an indispensable part of me, and extremely true, no one can be perfect, everyone makes mistakes, as long as you change it."
"You don't have to dwell on your past failures, torment yourself with your past stupidity when you dream back at midnight, the past has become an unchangeable fact, just like I know what the outcome will be, but I still can't change your decision."
"So, I want to make peace with you and accept you who are stubborn and imperfect, I ...... Can I hug you? ”
Zhao Xiu bit her lip with teary eyes, clenched her fists and stiffened.
Zhao Fuyi's eyes were also misty, and he opened his arms to Zhao Xiu, embraced the ignorant and imperfect self into his arms, and reconciled with himself.
Zhao Fuyi let go of Zhao Xiu, and Zhao Xiu also let go of Zhao Fuyi.
If you let yourself go, you can let go of yourself.
The demons in the heart can also be turned into the force that drives them forward, don't people all grow from mistakes?
Zhao Xiu clenched her little fist to wipe away her tears, looked at Zhao Fuyi and asked.
"What kind of person do you want to be in the future?"
Zhao Fuyi thought about it seriously, led Zhao Xiu to stand up, and looked up at the stars shining in the dark night.
"I want to be like the star Beidou, no matter how time changes, people who can guide the direction of those who are willing to raise their heads and fight for their lives."
Zhao Xiu smiled, "Then you have to be a master before you are qualified!" ”
Zhao Fuyi also smiled, "Yes." ”
"Zhao Fuyi, I hope you can really do it in the future, and you will go to Fuyi, not for fame and fortune, but for ...... His heart is pure, and his heart is unstained. ”
"Yes."
Zhao Fuyi and Zhao Xiu looked at each other and smiled, and the little Zhao Xiu turned into a ray of light and merged with Zhao Fuyi.
The sound of the catastrophe dissipated in her ears, and Zhao Fuyi turned into a god, and her head was above the sky......
The stars arch the Beidou, and the birds are towards the phoenix!