Through the window, Shen Rongping looked sadly at the street, where several naughty children were pushing and igniting fireworks.

Her heart is as uncomfortable as a knife, since she went to Niuniu's house, she almost changed as if she was a different person, sullen all day long, walked alone to a place where no one was, and couldn't remember how many times she cried sadly, let her own flesh and blood in the poor ravine, in the poor family, suffering from lack of food and clothing, thinking about her tears and couldn't help but flow again, he couldn't help but cry again, he couldn't wait to immediately hold the poor daughter in his warm arms.

The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt.

Since she found out about her daughter's whereabouts, she almost ran around borrowing money like crazy, and she had to do everything she could to redeem her daughter as soon as possible; She went to her classmates, colleagues' homes, and the leaders of the package hospital, and she asked them one by one.

"Rong Ping has something to do, take your time, don't be anxious." Her good friend Yumei held three hundred and sixty yuan in her hand, handed it to her and said, "That's all I have here, I'll also find a way to borrow it for you, you must pay attention to your body." ”

"I'm going to raise $10,000."

"Oh my God—" Yumei stared at Rong Ping in surprise and said, "Are you really crazy?" 10,000 yuan, how long do you have to borrow? Are you stupid? ”

"No-I want this family to become a 10,000-yuan household, to raise my daughter with hard work, and if I want my heart, I am willing to give it to her."

"It's really a response to that sentence: pity the hearts of parents all over the world-" Yumei looked at Rong Ping, feeling infinite pity in her heart.

"Doctor Shen, I, I'm a man, where can I get pregnant?" A male patient stood there frowning and smiling, and the people on the side burst into laughter.

"Wrong, wrong, wrong for you." Although Shen Rongping insisted on going to work, she was absent-minded and often made mistakes.

"Hey—do you have any money?" Rong Ping asked an uncle sitting opposite about the sick number, and suddenly patted his head as if he had woken up, and said, "No, no, no, how can I ask like this, I'm really nervous." ”

"You're in trouble! Girl! The uncle looked at Rong Ping curiously and asked, "What's wrong?" Tell Uncle to listen, I'll help you. ”

Rong Ping told her uncle what happened and her thoughts with tears in her eyes, and said: "Uncle, why do you tell you this, you shouldn't know, it makes your old man feel uncomfortable, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

"I'll also find a way for you, you just have to see a doctor seriously." The uncle glanced at Rong Ping complainingly and said, "There are many people and there is great power, and I am also a share." ”

"No, no, I can't bother your old man." The old man got up and glanced back, Rong Ping smiled and left.

Rong Ping went out for a day and came back empty-handed, and she didn't take a penny for several days; Zhihao was also busy, handing the two hundred yuan to Rong Ping .......

"Let's eat—Rong Ping." Cui Zhihao cooked a table full of sumptuous dishes, took off his scarf, walked to the window and hugged Rong Ping tightly in his arms, and said softly: "Don't be sad, it's the New Year, let's go and communicate with that family after the New Year." ”

Shen Rongping was helped by Zhihao to sit down at the table.

"Zhihao, I'm so panicked that I can't eat......" Rong Ping wiped away her tears, was full of worries, looked at the food on the table, shook her head and said, "I'll go lie down, you can eat!" ”

Zhihao looked at her back and sighed deeply, put the chopsticks in his hand on the table, clenched his fists, and smashed them on the table with remorse, and the bowls, plates, and basins were shaken.

Gradually, Cui Zhihao's eyes blurred:

It was when the intellectual youth went to the countryside, and he finally got an indicator to return to the city, and he and his lover Shen Rongping faced this indicator, pushing each other back and forth, fighting for red faces.

"Let me make it clear to you, my dad is a leader in the city hospital, and my indicators are easier to handle than yours." Shen Rongping glared at Zhihao fiercely, and then said: "Uncle has been working in the machine ring factory honestly all his life, do you have the ability to find a relationship?" ”

"I'm back in the city, can I rest assured?" Cui Zhihao crooked his neck, sat stubbornly on the bed, and said, "I don't want to leave you alone." ”

"You go first, go one less one. Because of this indicator, several of them watched with great eyesight. Rong Ping said angrily: "Don't rub it off, it's even worse if this indicator is robbed by others." ”

"Hey—"

"I'm your person anyway, don't forget me when you're gone." Shen Rongping said, smiling happily.

Cui Zhihao left, Shen Rongping wiped away her tears, smiled and waved his hand and sent him far, far away, until he couldn't see his back.

In the days to come, Shen Rongping's life was sad, and gradually found out that she was pregnant, if the cadres of the brigade knew, this time the indicators in the city could not be won, not to mention, but also embarrassed to be criticized, she secretly went up the mountain, collected blood ginseng, Panax ginseng, white peony, raw grass and tried to boil and drink with various herbs for beating the fetus, the more this is the more tenacious the fetus grows. She was frightened, and she was often awakened in her dreams, what should she do?

She was terrified, she cried and tore her old clothes, wrapped her waist tightly around her waist, and worked in the fields with the villagers as usual.

Thanks to her figure and size, others didn't see that she was pregnant.

But the days passed, and on the snowy night of that year, Shen Rongping was born.

He lived far from the village, and after giving birth to the child, she looked at the lovely child, kissed and kissed, or wrapped the girl in tears, and walked step by step into the field in the heavy snow, looking up at the sky, the snowflakes hit the face, the snowflakes fell on the ground, the snowflakes covered the mountains and rivers, and covered the woods; The feeling of infinite sadness and helplessness permeated the hillside, composing a miserable note in the desolation......

Shen Rongping put down the baby girl in swaddling clothes in distress, took off the headscarf, carefully covered the girl's face, covering her mouth for fear of crying and being heard by the nearby villagers.

Just as she was about to get up and walk away, she suddenly saw a man with a child in his arms, walking this way, she hurriedly turned around and hid in the grove, because the snow was so heavy that he could not see the face of the fellow.

The person who came put down the child in his arms, and after seeing the child on the ground, he hurriedly picked it up in surprise, looked around, and then picked up the girl on the ground, and soon disappeared ......into the vast snow.

After Shen Rongping returned to the city, she often inquired about their girls, but they couldn't find out, and they didn't give up.

At that time, Liu Jujia's Chuntao was also pregnant, and the child died, and they picked up another girl, no one knew. Later, a careful fellow told Cui Zhihao and Shen Rongping that the girl from Liu Ju's family looked very much like Cui Zhihao. When they saw Chun Tao, they found that Chun Tao's panicked and resistant behavior made their judgment completely certain.

Thinking of this, Cui Zhihao stood up with a sad face, walking back and forth in the house, he also knew Liu Ju, but now that Liu Ju is gone, Chun Tao is a disabled person, if people refuse to return their daughter, he has no rut at all, after all, it is a handful of and urine to feed him, besides, can the child accept it? It's been almost seven years, and the child is already sensible.

"Zhihao—let's see if you can sell everything you can sell in our family." Rong Ping begged Zhihao with a crying voice and said: "Sell my clothes and furniture, I'll go back to my parents' house to borrow some more money, and we will go to see the children after the New Year, and we can compensate a little more." ”

"Okay—"

In the village of Big Locust Tree, the night is already very deep.

Chun Tao didn't feel a little sleepy, lying on the bed tossing and turning, thinking crankily in her head, the more she thought about it, the more confused it became, the more she thought about it, the more her brain hurt, so she simply sat up.

Ermao has not heard from her so far, and Niuniu has this kind of worrying thing again, what should I do?

If Niuniu really left with someone,

I......

She didn't dare to think about it, as if the sky was about to fall.

At this time, she really wanted to find a reliable person to give her an idea and say some words of comfort to her, she really couldn't stand it, she mustered up the courage to tell the sensible Mao Mao, but she couldn't bear it, how many times she couldn't remember, she could imagine that if she told Mao Mao about it, he couldn't accept it, it was really torture Mao Mao, and these problems had to be faced.

"Mother-" Niuniu sat up and touched the match and lit the lamp, rubbed her eyes, took her mother's hand and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's okay, girl, let's sleep-" Chun Tao still couldn't help but be sad, and couldn't hold back her crying.

"Mother—what's wrong?"

"My poor girl-" Chun Tao breathed a deep sigh of relief, paused for a while, and asked, "Niuzi, what if you leave your mother one day?" ”