Liu Yufeng has a secret hidden in her heart for a long time, and she feels infinite fear whenever she thinks of this unspeakable suffering.

That was three years ago, Liu Yufeng's cousin Wu Neng, in his thirties, a rural man who did not farm steadily, was good at gambling, and his family was poor, so he had been single; But there is a mouth that can't be chewed, no, I came to pester my cousin, that is, Liu Yufeng's mother, and I had to find a partner for Yufeng.

"I said cousin, the conditions of this house are quite good, rich-" Wu Neng patted his thigh, opened his round eyes, and said with a very serious look: "Hey-if you have money, you can't do anything now, this kid's name is Zhehe, his father is the director of the paper bag factory, that's called a capable person-tsk-tsk-you can't find such good conditions with a lantern--we Yufeng misses you so much, who doesn't say that we are beautiful?" ”

"I said cousin, Yufeng is still young, wait, let's stop for two years," Liu Yufeng said helplessly: "You don't know this girl's temper, she is very stubborn, I told her, I don't want to, you say it's not angry." ”

"Let's make an appointment to meet somewhere first," Wu Neng looked at his cousin in a tentative tone and asked, "If you haven't met, how do you know if it's okay?" In terms of appearance, Zhehe is to be tall, talented, talented, if we are not relatives, where would I care about this nonsense. ”

In fact, Wu Neng and Zhehe have the same smell, and they often hang their children, leading a few gangsters, shaking their heads and tails to bully and dominate the market on the street, blackmail merchants, eat and drink, and fight; The child's father is the director of the paper bag factory, and he has already driven this uncompetitive rebel out of the house, Zhehe can't go home, rents a house on the street, and sets up his own door, so that it is like a duck falling into the river and the sea, shaking off and fluttering in the water.

The two of them felt bored, so they were embarrassed to find a woman, and Wu Neng began to attack his niece in order to get along.

"What is this going to do?" Yufeng's mother rubbed her hands, thought of a way, and said, "That is, if you want them to meet, it depends on their fate whether you want to meet or not." ”

"Then say so," Wu Neng said with a hippie smile, "In the past two days, I will come back by bicycle and bring Yufeng with me so that they can meet." ”

Yufeng's mother is called a soft girl, she is a money fan, Wu Neng just raised her feet and walked out, she hummed a little song happily, her heart was like eating honey, her face smiled like a flower, and she thought in her heart: Now that I have climbed the high branches, I can often go to the city to live with my daughter, there is delicious food, there is money to spend, and how beautiful it is to live that day! I Yufeng people are also beautiful, and I have a talented and beautiful ......life.

Soft Ni's plan was overturned, and Wu Neng was taken away by Yu Feng, and when they arrived in the city, they first ate and drank together in the hotel, and Zhehe took Yu Feng to the hotel to .......

"You have to be willing if you want to, you have to be willing if you don't want to," finally Zhehe revealed his fierceness, took out his knife, and shouted: "You come to the city once a week, and if you don't obey me, I will kill your whole family." ”

Liu Yufeng was frightened and frightened, how could he dare to squeak, he was so swayed by Zhehe, and suffered humiliation, Liu Yufeng just cried and cried to Soft Ni about it, and Soft Ni also persuaded vigorously:

"It's good after getting married, now the children in the city are like that, and the father is still a factory director, this child must be unruly and unruly."

In this way, the marriage was not engaged, Liu Yufeng often had to deal with Zhehe, and was often beaten and abused by Zhehe; Zhehe has been to Liu Yufeng's house, and has been there twice, and Soft Ni happily worships as if she had seen the emperor, and said with a courteous smile: "This child is so handsome, wearing bell bottoms and perming his hair, the more I look at it, the more I like it." ”

Zhehe went and paid thirty or twenty yuan for Softie, but Softi was excited to see everyone and praised it, and the son-in-law was sensible and knew the ...... of honoring the elderly.

But Zhehe never mentioned the engagement. Liu Yufeng lived a difficult life in this way, and buried this thing deep in his heart with tears;

Only after seeing Liu Maomao, Liu Yufeng was even more silent and worried, which is why she did not plan to establish a relationship with Liu Maomao.

But where would Liu Maomao be willing to abandon his beloved woman, Liu Maomao has been observing for a long time, and he didn't find that Liu Yufeng has his own sweetheart, since he realized that now, the same way, works diligently in the brick factory, occasionally talks about bricks, and rarely laughs and fights like other girls, how can this be explained clearly to Liu Maomao? can't say clearly, Liu Yufeng knows that Liu Maomao has already fallen in love with him, and he can see it clearly from his eyes, including every move, and he can't bear to refuse, and hurt Maomao's heart, how long will he hide it? Liu Yufeng fell into extreme anxiety;

She can't just stick to it, the longer it goes, the more damage it will do to Maomao, Liu Yufeng couldn't help but cry while thinking about it, and tears stained the pillow;

When you meet your beloved, you can't love boldly, this is a very embarrassing thing, not to mention that they are young people who are just beginning to fall in love, to be honest, Liu Yufeng can't control her emotions, how happy she is with Mao Mao, and I deeply feel the indescribable comfort and happiness;

She really wanted to be with Liu Maomao, in the brickyard, she couldn't see Maomao, she was worried in her heart, looking forward to Maomao, and couldn't help but look at Maomao's office, and saw that Maomao had an infinite sense of shame and avoidance. That's not how you talk and behave in normal times.

However, no matter what, Liu Maomao is still infatuated, and he goes to contact Yufeng with affection, and even sometimes buys sugar and fruits for Yufeng to eat, and half-jokingly says:

"Give—coax—eat—"

Liu Yufeng couldn't help but laugh when she was provoked, she really loves Maomao too much, Maomao respects her very much, and cares about her meticulously.

"It's raining-" Liu Yufeng was taken aback, looked at Mao Mao and said, "It's raining on the brick frame-"

Mao Mao hurriedly took off his clothes and put them on Yufeng, and he ran back to the brick factory in the rain, beckoning the workers to build a brick frame, he hurriedly folded back, let Yufeng return to the office and rushed out, Yufeng looked at Maomao's back, and felt very happy, and the happiness disappeared in an instant, but his heart was heavily pressed with sorrow.

Liu Yufeng really can't bear this unbearable torment, she really wants to find someone who can be relied on, tell her about this matter and give herself an idea, what should she do to be appropriate, who should she tell to? She thought sadly, this kind of extremely embarrassing thing, how can she say it, she is in a dilemma, her heart is very conflicted, maybe who can think of a good way to let her and Maomao be together forever, hey-how can you think nonsense, as long as Maomao can leave herself without pain, and she still wants to be together, this is not a big joke?

She repeated it in her mind day after day, thinking over and over again, and even involuntarily speaking, she was depressed, her face looked very haggard, and her thoughts were in a trance, as if sometimes in a confused dream; She thought of Gao Fan, who was her best friend, and she had to say it, because if she continued to torture like this, she would go completely crazy; Finally, one day she mustered up the courage and pulled Gao Fan to find a very remote and secluded place and sit down.

"Yufeng—what the hell are you doing all these times? Looking at you like you're suffering from a serious illness? Gao Fan took Yufeng's hand, looked very worried, looked at this pale face, and continued to say regretfully: "The eye sockets are collapsed, have you seen a doctor?" ”

"There is something in my heart, I am very panicked, and it is this incident that tortures me and I don't want to think about tea and food, and I can't sleep at night, and it is like this," Liu Yufeng's face was full of sorrow, and he was so anxious that he almost cried, and continued to say to Gao Fan: "When I say this, I also trust you, I have no good friends except you, besides, I also regard you as my sister; But you have to promise to keep it a secret from me, and you must not let a third person know. ”

"Say it - my poor good sister, I feel sorry for me," Gao Fan looked at Liu Yufeng affectionately with tears in his eyes, and said, "Say it!" Don't worry! I absolutely promise, take my personality guarantee. ”

"Thank you—my good sister—" Liu Yufeng stretched out his hand to wipe Gao Fan's tears, her eyes were stunned, and she gradually entered the memories of hatred, she looked at Gao Fan's two expectant eyes, took a deep breath, couldn't help but shed tears, and said, "I shouldn't listen to my mother and my cousin......." ”

Liu Yufeng told Gao Fan the reason for the troubles before and after, Gao Fan shook his head when he listened, he couldn't believe that his good friends, who were friendly and got along on weekdays, lived this kind of life against his will, she held Yufeng's hand tightly, trying to add strength and courage to her.

"That's it, I feel like I'm dying, I really can't stand it," Liu Yufeng was already in tears, looked at Gao Fan longingly, and asked, "What should I do?" My heart is for Mao Mao, he is infatuated now, I really don't want to hurt him-Ang Ang Ang-"

Liu Yufeng couldn't bear it anymore, and suddenly cried with a loud cry, Gao Fan moved over and hugged her tightly, very helpless and very sorry; Gao Fan could feel that this was a very difficult problem.

"What I'm afraid of is that Mao Mao knows about this, and he will go to fight with Zhehe," Liu Yufeng tried her best to restrain herself from crying, but she couldn't restrain herself, crying and saying: "If that is the result of harming Mao Mao, Ang Ang-"

"Sister Yufeng, don't be too sad, it's a thing, there is always a solution," Gao Fan patiently comforted and said, "You let me think about it, seeing you so sad, my brain is already a mess." ”

"I'm thinking about dying," Liu Yufeng looked at the sky in a daze, and whispered to himself: "It's good for everyone to end this sad entanglement." ”

"You are talking nonsense, there is a way to solve it, what are you anxious about?"