Chapter 120: Self-love is not self-esteem
"Hehehe...... I said that Township Chief Liang, you should insert this pole less," Mancang grinned and said: "That Yinhua is a tigress, catch whoever bites, anyway, I don't have the ability to convince her, she and Gao Zhishu didn't know before, that is Gao Zhishu's gun, what did Gao Zhishu tell her, she will deal with Liang Laojiu, Yinhua is a person with no brain." ”
"The brain is reversed," Liang Xiangchang's eyes widened angrily, he took a hard puff of his cigarette, pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray to extinguish, stood up, and continued: "I found that this high branch secretary is not enough to succeed and more than to fail, but there is a set of ways to deal with people." ”
It is difficult for Qing officials to cut off family affairs, like this situation, Township Chief Liang is also helpless, and he can only feel indignation and pity for Liang Laojiu.
The sun was already very high, and the villagers had already been working in the field for two hours, so Yinhua stretched her legs on the bed, raised her arms, stretched her waist, blinked, sat up slowly, put on her clothes, kicked and pulled her shoes, and walked out.
"Hmph...... that damn one didn't come back last night and one night, I'm just against your turtle grandson, hurry up and die......," Yinhua muttered to herself, gritting her teeth, shaking up the quilt on the bed, looking for clothes and muttering: "I have followed this nest of waste in this life, I have really poured eight lifetimes of mold, I am green you, green you, green you ......, as long as the old lady is happy, I don't care who he is." ”
Why does Yinhua hate Liang Laojiu so much, even she herself can't say clearly, anyway, she did this, Gao Zhishu was happy, and over time she became accustomed to it, anyway, it was very hateful and very entertaining.
Yinhua delicately carried the stool, holding the mirror and a wooden comb, in front of the door of the upper room, twisted her waist and sat down tactfully, she put the mirror on the steps, combed her hair with a comb, hummed an unknown song in her mouth, began to dress up, and pressed the hairstyle left and right with her hands, and then stood up and pulled the placket, and then, very satisfied, walked out, no one knew where she was going, in short, it would definitely not be to do anything good.......
Since the head of Liang Township left, Liang Laojiu's heart was like a ball of broken cotton wool, every time he thought about it, he felt an unforgettable hatred in his heart, like a pile of boiling firewood, emitting strong black smoke, as if there was a burning explosion at any time, the more this Liang Laojiu's heart was more uncomfortable, and his image in front of the leader was completely trampled by the silver flower worthless.
He endured this kind of hatred, endured it with his overloaded patience, he even hated it so much that he hit his head against the wall, slapped his face with his own hand, only slapped his nose and gasped for breath, and he endured it strongly.
But when he saw the villagers, he was very kind and enthusiastic to do everything well, because he thought that this was his job, and only by doing his own job well could he be called doing it properly, and he could get a trace of comfort in his heart; A sense of accomplishment.
Suddenly, one morning, when he saw that there was no one around, he took out a dagger more than a foot long from under the bed in the duty room of the village headquarters, which looked cold, and he sharpened it vigorously on a pebble, gritted his teeth, and raised the knife, and hung the sharpness of the blade with his thumb on the blade with a hideous face, and then sharpened .......
Early in the morning, Niu Tiancao was anxious to go to the township government for a meeting to get the report materials, just to see that Niu Tiancao was so frightened that he shivered, hurriedly retracted and hid, and his heart couldn't calm down for most of the day, looked at his watch, time was pressing, and then pretended not to know anything, stomping his feet to the village, tilting his head to see that Liang Laojiu was adding water to the pot in the stove room, so he said hello and took out the materials in a panic. Frightened, he hurriedly slipped away.
Something big is going to happen, on the way Niu Tiancao thought left and right, analyzed and investigated, and finally determined that this was to the silver flower, will not finish the cow sweet grass in a panic grabbed the bag and rushed back, she was in a hurry to look around to inquire about the silver flower, and finally found the silver flower in Longwan Village "slingshot" home, is smiling and buttoning the clothes out of the button, Niu Tiancao pulled her to the corner, softly said to her, Yinhua also looked at Niu Tiancao suspiciously, only to see Niu Tiancao's pale face, Yinhua immediately frightened, suddenly frightened legs weak, Hurried back.
"You don't ...... run yet," Niu Tiancao hurriedly pulled the panicked Yinhua, walked to the gate and poked his head out to see that there was no one in the area, so he hurriedly pushed Yinhua and said: "Go to Liu Maomao, go ...... quickly, don't come back, find a job there." ”
Liang Laojiu didn't make any moves here, he was very calm, as usual, he led the villagers to hoe the saplings, took everyone to hoe the grass together, it was time to water, and picked up the bucket to water the saplings with everyone.
After Yinhua found Liu Maomao, Niu Tiancao also called, and Maomao also heard Mancang talk about it, so he arranged for Yinhua to cook in the brick factory.
The environment creates people, the workers here are also diligent and thrifty, hard-working rural people, especially the work is also very hard-working, the wages are also satisfied, three shifts, the whole brick factory is rigorous and modest, after work they have to talk and laugh, together in an orderly manner to sit in the brick factory studio to watch the video, or a group of three or five to the side of the road for a walk; Or go into the dorm room and play poker together; The older ones are sleepy and sleepy, so they lie down in the bed to rest.
A change of environment is also very good for Yinhua, at least it is better than being idle at home, and she knows how to save up to earn some wages.
The main thing is that there is a couple here, which makes her deeply touched, sister-in-law and Brother Hu, the two are affectionate and considerate of each other, which makes people envious.
"Hey......, your brother Hu has suffered all his life, I used to be poor, there were many children, so we came out to find a job to work, earn two scattered money, and also provide for the children to go to school," Qin's sister-in-law often came to help Yinhua choose vegetables and peel onions, slowly, smiling, very happy, chattering and said: "They saw that we were both old and refused to take in, and the money we came out to get was spent, and there was no place to eat, so he went to beg for food cheekily, I watched from a distance, sometimes he was kicked out of the restaurant, I was sad and cried when I saw it, He is also a strong man, he endured bullying for me, he was reluctant to eat if he wanted to stutter, he let me eat, he also said that he ate it, I don't know if he ate it or not, I was angry that he didn't eat it, and I didn't eat it. ”
Speaking of this, the sister-in-law wiped a handful of tears, and then said: "The two of them are the closest people, he can feel sorry for you for a lifetime, and he is also the person who will accompany you to old age, you say that I don't feel sorry for him, who else does I feel sorry for, especially if there is a headache and brain fever, except for his own man, who will crawl forward and kneel down to serve you?" Later, I met Boss Mao, a good person, and let me eat and give me money, you Brother Hu didn't want money, he said he wanted to work, and Boss Mao took us to this brick factory, and we have been here for more than three years, right? Yes, it's been more than three years. ”
Yinhua rubbed her hands, gradually slowed down, tears couldn't help dripping, she walked to the side and pulled up the scarf, secretly wiped her tears, and said with a wry smile: "Sister-in-law, you said this is so touching, it's so touching, I was moved by you and cried......." ”
Yinhua also began to feel guilty about what she had done before. The salary was paid, and two thousand and seventy-five yuan were paid, she couldn't wait to go to the set to carefully choose a set of Mao suits for Liang Laojiu, bought a pair of new leather shoes, and put them on the bed with a smile, looking at them affectionately, with a smile on her face, Liu Maomao glanced at the house and walked away with a knowing smile.
After the fall of Gao Zhishu, they held a grudge, and at the instigation of the "slingshot", they secretly and privately instigated their family and colluded with each other, a force full of hatred was gradually formed, and the undercurrent was surging, because their family power should not be underestimated, except for more than 30 outdoor areas in Longwan Village, which were distributed in various villager groups.
And preach: in the popularization of wealth, there are still great benefits to be made, including packages according to the needs of family labor, the population can be divided into sheep, cattle, interest-free money, if let the high branch secretary in office, these people income is inevitable, now they have to fight on the basis of reason, even if they squeeze their heads, they must have the upper hand, otherwise, they will take the lead in making trouble, disrupting the work layout of the village department, they have arranged quarrelmakers and thugs, and a group of rabble that looks very standardized.
Liang Laojiu was in the hospital.
"You can come back in the afternoon to get a diagnosis," at the laboratory window of the county people's hospital, Liang Laojiu looked at the doctor's face in confusion, and looked left and right at the patient number and the family members who were waiting for the test results. ”
"There can't be anything serious, right?" Liang Laojiu smiled bitterly and asked, "Could it be ......." ”
"I'm not sure now, I'll check it again in the afternoon," the doctor smiled apologetically at him, and said with a very experienced and casual smile, "This is also responsible for you!" ”
Liang Laojiu gradually felt an ominous sign coming to him, he was now extremely sensitive to this matter, what could it be? This time I had a meeting with Mancang to come to the county, and I just checked it casually, is it an incurable disease? The doctor didn't even give him his own test list, which obviously didn't want him to see the test results.
Liang Laojiu was very depressed and squatted on the side of the road outside the hospital gate, he scratched his head and thought seriously, thinking about his physique: his body has no other uncomfortable symptoms except for frequent nosebleeds, is it sepsis? Well......, it can only be sepsis, at this time I am unwilling to have this disease, and there are two children to take care of, and I died like this, what should I do with the two babies? Thinking of this, the tears couldn't stop flowing, and the snot also flowed down, he hummed out the snot vigorously, wiped a handful of tears, looked down and saw that his hands were full of blood, and his nose was bleeding again, he felt dizzy for a while, and hurriedly sat on the ground, and suddenly felt paralyzed and physically exhausted, about an hour, Liang Laojiu felt much better.
Mancang came over in a van, and Mancang saw that Liang Laojiu's face was pale and weak, so he hurriedly jumped out of the car and helped him get into the car.
"What's going on? What are the results? Man Cang looked at Liang Laojiu's face and asked, "What did the doctor say?" ”
"Hey......, the doctor said that he would recheck it in the afternoon," Liang Laojiu said embarrassedly: "I'm afraid there is a problem, then please go and see it together in the afternoon?" ”
"Look at what you said, if you didn't get the award in the morning and couldn't leave, where would I let you go to check alone?" Man Cang said and started the car, the car moved forward slowly, and comforted him: "There will be no problem, your physique and spirit are there." ”
"I hope so,......" Liang Laojiu said helplessly, with tears in his eyes: "If there is really any terminal illness, the last thing I can let go of is the two babies, they are still young and ignorant." ”