"My sister-in-law and Yutong's mother are close friends, so I already knew her when she was very young, and I can be regarded as a big sister who watched her grow up." As she spoke, Sister Juan's eyes revealed a trace of nostalgia. "I'm not afraid to tell you, her previous personality can be said to be very different from now, she used to be lively and laughing, sunny, and often clinging to the people around her, whether male or female, almost. She is very cute and pretty, so none of us don't like her. All she has to do is smile sweetly, or sneer a little bit with you, and you'll want to pick all the stars in the sky to her. ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but think of her bright smile at me before, and I silently agreed with Sister Juan's last words.

"But when the virus came suddenly, everything changed. Her mother volunteered to respond to the country's call to go to the epidemic area to help, but due to overwork and unfortunate infection, she never returned, and then Yutong's father ...... The ruthless man, who couldn't even be called a man, married another woman directly after her mother left, leaving Yutong's biological mother behind. Later, we learned that those two people had that kind of relationship a long time ago. ”

Just a few words made my heart tremble fiercely, as if I had been pinched hard by iron tongs, full of pain. Mother sacrificed, father cheated in marriage, quickly changed his mind, and when his mother just died, he saw his father's infidelity and betrayal of love, which was a heavy blow to a young and delicate girl at the time! I finally understood why Luo Yutong had such an unusually disgusted expression when others mentioned her father a few times before. Such a man is not worthy to be called a husband, let alone a father, or even a man.

And after experiencing these few things, Yutong didn't make a noise, she looked at her familiar and strange biological father, watched all the ridiculous things happen in front of her, silent and quiet, no one knew what she was thinking in her heart. After that, Yutong's whole person has undergone earth-shaking changes, it seems to have matured overnight, her smile has become less visible to the naked eye, and she no longer likes to laugh and play with people. She closed herself in her own world, replacing the pitiful delicate with cold strength, and the soft whisper that no longer existed with the seemingly gentle indifference. Because of this personality change, her original friends are separated, scattered, and there are almost no new friends, and now the only two female friends may be Wang Suxi and me, who know everything in her family......"

How can we, the people closest to her, not feel sad about these changes in her, but we can only watch her, step by step, towards the distressing maturity and indifference that should not belong to her age. We all understand that all this is actually to cover up her heart that is afraid of deception, afraid of being hurt, and unwilling to show her pain, like a little hedgehog with thorns on her body, she would rather hug herself tightly and hurt herself than show her soft side. She has lived as the image of the "cold goddess" in many novels, but who can know if this is the real her, and who knows if she wants to live like this? Over the years, her only entertainment has been reading books, and only every time we read novels, we can see those familiar vivid expressions, as if we can see the shadow of the little girl who can laugh and cry. ”

My heart has mixed feelings, not only because I feel sorry for her past, but also because I feel sorry for her changes, I feel sorry for her maturity, and I hate myself even more, why can't I meet her earlier, get to know her earlier, and give her warm love earlier. In her most difficult and uncomfortable days, walk to her side, accompany her, comfort her, and hold her tightly.

"But since she went to high school and met you, she seems to have changed."

I couldn't help but shake my body.

I can't say what kind of concrete change it is, but we can clearly feel that she can slowly be herself, she can remove the heavy thorny shell, she can laugh youthfully, she can sweetly coddle us, she can talk to a boy without any scruples, and she can no longer suppress her yearning for love in her heart. I've seen her smile more times this month than I've seen in previous years combined. Although I haven't been in love, I'm not a person from the past, I don't know if it's the reason why you are young and fall in love, but I know that as long as you are by her side, she can be herself, be an ordinary little girl, let go of the heaviness of the past, remove all disguises and defenses, live freely and freely, smile happily at you and us. This is what all of us who care about her and love her, including you, want to see. ”

"So Jiang Jianxuan, listen well, please promise us, since she likes you and you like her, then no matter whether you can really go that far in the end, at least, as long as she is by your side every day, we hope that you can treat her better, love her, give her the best, so that she will no longer be mature alone but live alone and cold."

[It's been updated for more than two months, I'm sorry everyone, it's been really busy during this time, and the study life in college is really heavy (dog head life), but it's slowed down recently, and I'm trying to finish this book within this month! ] I can't promise you a perfect ending, but I'll do my best to make it everyone's satisfaction! And at present, there is a plan, which is to extend the high school life of this book to the college life of the next book, and I am still looking forward to it...... But I don't know if I can write it, no matter what, let's write this book first! 】