Lin Xiaowan herself likes to watch movies and TV series, even if she is not a relevant practitioner, she still has basic literacy: "That's not good, that's not good, it's too much to say 123." ”

"So you agreed? Come and try it? Gu Yuwu climbed up the pole.

“…… It's not impossible. Lin Xiaowan awkwardly agreed.

Well, she's actually quite interested in filming.

Anyway, it's all about having fun, so drawing and singing are fun, and acting should be one?

However, after impulsively agreeing, Lin Xiaowan, who calmed down, doubted whether she could do it the more she thought about it.

What Gu Yuwu said was very simple, just sit there and say 123, but Lin Xiaowan knows that for an excellent role, facial micro-expressions and eyes are very important, even if they are professional actors who have taken acting classes from the class, some will be ridiculed for having no acting skills, and they will be complained about their poor performance.

Is it really okay for a person like her who has never been in contact with the entertainment industry at all?

At the end of the day, there is still a lack of self-confidence.

Lin Xiaowan knew that she was affected by her family and growth environment, although she had tried her best to hide it, she was actually inferior in her heart.

She persuaded herself not to care about other people's eyes and opinions, and she has performed very well in the past few years, but I don't know what the reason is, she has always been a little afraid of the crowd gathered, and it is nothing to be an inconspicuous little fish in the crowd, and once she becomes the focus, her brain is blank, her heartbeat soars instantly, and she only knows how to laugh.

She was a little scared of being watched.

In her previous life, even the wedding was attended by no guests because of her request, except for her and Huo Zheng, only one master of ceremonies was present.

Lin Xiaowan felt that she had made a wrong decision, and she should not have agreed to Gu Yuwu.

"Ugh." Lin Xiaowan's thoughts drifted inexplicably to when she got married in her previous life, she once again felt that Huo Zheng was really good.

He didn't ask the reason, nor did he ask one more question, so meekly accepted her proposal, which seemed to be a bit unreasonable.

When Huo Zheng got home from work, he found a forest cat with his tail and ears drooping, huddled in the corner of the sofa with a pillow, and looked a little depressed.

Lin Xiaowan threw away the pillow and stretched out her arms at him: "I want to hug." ”

Huo Zheng immediately realized what had happened while he was away, he strode over, bent down and easily picked up the person, Lin Xiaowan's head was resting on his shoulder, hugging his neck.

"Qingqing seems to be a little unhappy?" Huo Zheng hugged her and sat on the sofa, his voice was soft and soft, "Can you talk to me?" ”

"There's nothing you can't say." Lin Xiaowan muttered, didn't look up, and relied on him to tell Gu Yuwu about finding himself to play a role.

Huo Zheng: "Not happy because of this? If we don't like it, we can say no, and that's a reasonable refusal. ”

"Not really." Lin Xiaowan felt very conflicted, "I'm afraid that if they look at me, I won't be able to act well, but I really want to hear them praise me." ”

She was afraid of being the center of attention, but she loved to hear compliments from strangers.

"I don't think I'm up to the task, and if I refuse, I feel like I'm sorry." Lin Xiaowan whispered, talking a little confused, and sighed, "Alas, I don't know what I'm talking about." ”

It was a valuable experience to have the opportunity to try things that had never been touched before.

Huo Zheng laughed briefly because of her coquettish complaint at the last sentence, and then spoke to her softly: "It's okay if we give it a try." ”

"If you still feel that you are not good after trying, and tell her, she won't blame you, because Miss Gu is your friend, and friends can show weakness between friends, right?"

"If you're sure you don't want to go, and you don't know what to say to her, just tell me and I'll tell her, okay?"

Lin Xiaowan nodded, and her voice was muffled: "I'd better go, they don't know me anyway, and it's not good if I don't behave well." ”

Huo Zheng thought for a while: "We can set a small goal, you say you need to sit there, then our goal is to sit well, and everything else is your plus." ”

Lin Xiaowan thinks this method is good, just sitting there surrounded by people and looking at it, it is still very easy to implement and easy to accept...... Right?

She exhaled easily and laughed, "Okay." ”

Huo Zheng kissed her little head: "You are the best." ”

Lin Xiaowan raised her head with a smile and hugged him very much: "You speak so gently like this, I like it." ”

In fact, Lin Xiaowan herself has formed such a contradictory character of being afraid of being noticed and wanting to be noticed and praised, and there are also reasons why she has been denying herself, she needs a lot of love and pampering, and she needs the constant encouragement of the people around her, which is what she has always longed for.

But because she has not been cared for, she has been belittled and disliked by the so-called family since she was a child, and she is surrounded by people who like to stare at her and chew her tongue, so for a long time, she subconsciously feels that she is not worthy, feels that others hate her, and is afraid of the crowd gathered.

Huo Zheng looked at her smiling face, and also showed a smile: "I will praise you every day in the future." ”

The Huo family has always pursued "encouragement education", and Huo Cheng and Huo Zheng have grown up in continuous encouragement and praise, including the current Huo Dabao and Huo Erbao, who are often praised every day.

For example, the last time the two cubs went downstairs hand in hand, Huo Zheng's first sentence when he saw them was to praise them for the good clothes they were wearing.

Huo Zheng had always treated Lin Xiaowan as an adult before, and Lin Xiaowan used to be considerate and sensible for various reasons, and he never felt that there was anything wrong.

But now there is no estrangement or misunderstanding between the two of them, when Lin Xiaowan faces him, he is more childish, and some of his little temperament is more and more cute, and he gradually realized that Lin Xiaowan is a little less confident during this time.

Huo Zheng saw that the little girl was in a better mood, so he changed the topic and asked her how her aunt was today.

Lin Xiaowan still likes the aunt who came over today, the aunt's surname is Wu, there is a 14-year-old daughter at home, amiable and has a good personality, and she used to work in the kindergarten cafeteria.

Lin Xiaowan felt that she could keep this aunt.

Huo Zheng: "It's good if you say it." ”

He got up with the man in his arms and walked to the kitchen: "What did the chef cook today?" ”

When Lin Xiaowan talked about eating, she immediately threw away all the unhappiness just now: "There are yogurt salad shrimp!" I secretly tasted one, but it was delicious! ”

"yes, then I'll try it too." Huo Zheng kept carrying the person to the sink before putting it down, "Wash your hands." ”