"Ah Zhi, am I going to die?"

I know my physical condition very well, and by the time I ate this morning, I couldn't taste it, and I was too tired to walk a few more steps now, and I knew I was going to die.

"Shallow, don't do this..."

I can't see Ah Zhi's guilt and regret, Ah Chi is the person on the tip of my heart, and I don't want him to be annoyed by me.

"Ah Zhi, Han Zhao."

I looked at Ah Zhi's side, but I didn't see Han Zhao, Han Zhao is Ah Zhi's martial arts person, strong martial arts, since Ah Zhi saved him, he has often been by Ah Zhi's side, but I know that Han Zhao is a subordinate of the old prince of the former dynasty, and I may not be able to deal with him with this poison, in short, I can't get rid of him.

"Han Zhao went to the mountains to collect medicine yesterday, shallow, you want to go back to Chang'an?"

"I'm dying, I can't die in Suzhou, I have to go back to Chang'an, I think my aunt and father still have an uncle."

"Then I'll go with you."

Ah Zhi didn't hesitate, as if he had already thought about it.

But I know that Ah Zhi doesn't like Chang'an, but I never thought that Ah Zhi would accompany me back to Chang'an, I only vaguely remember that Ah Zhi said that his parents died in Chang'an, so he was prejudiced against Chang'an, and was later picked up by his master and returned to the medical valley.

As soon as I woke up in the morning, I saw Han Zhao standing in front of my bed, still holding his sword in his arms. The two of us looked at each other, and neither of us spoke for a moment.

Finally I couldn't help it.

"Why, I finally can't help it, are you going to do it?"

I looked at him mockingly, my eyes full of disdain.

"I didn't do it, I don't know who did it, I only found out half a month ago that you are the county lord of Anning, I have been guarding Gu Zhile for half a month, and you have been avoiding me."

I didn't expect him to come to my room early in the morning to talk to me about this, but in fact, when I didn't know his identity at first, I was friends with him.

"And I didn't mean to hurt you."

He saw my distrust and continued. I continued to taunt.

"Oh? Then I have to thank you well. ”

Seeing that he was speechless, I felt a sense of relief in my heart, and I felt that my chest was not so stuffy. I got up to eat, but Han Zhao was in front of me without the eyesight. I pushed him away and walked out, seeing Ah Chi preparing my meal.

Suddenly, I don't know why, I remembered Su Ming, my craftsmanship with Su Ming is not good, in the past, Ah Zhi was preparing to eat, Su Ming and I were arguing on the side, arguing about what to eat, or reminding Ah Zhi that it was time to put salt, it was time to turn over, so that Ah Zhi was busy, and then Ah Zhi would put on a straight face and say, don't eat any more noisy, and then Su Ming and I will obediently wait for Ah Zhi to do it.

Su Ming returned to Chang'an half a month ago.

In the process of fighting with Liangguo, his eldest brother was accidentally hit by an arrow, which was not a critical point, and the wound was not very deep, but he didn't expect that the arrow was coated with poison, and the military doctor was helpless.

Now although the war situation has entered the stage of negotiation, the overall situation is not optimistic, the lord is dead, whether it is the Liang State or the Song Kingdom, they are waiting to see who the next master will come up and whether he can bear this burden.

As a major general of the General's Mansion, Su Ming must return to Chang'an, maybe he will have to go to the battlefield. I'm really worried.

I'm not a county lord who doesn't understand anything, it's because I understand, that's why I'm worried that Su Ming will go back to Chang'an this time, and I will be more auspicious, so I secretly put my county lord token in Su Ming's package. My token can mobilize up to a hundred Red Flag Generals, and it will play a key role when necessary, and I hope he will use it and I hope he will never use it.

I was also going back, but Su Ming and I analyzed the current situation in Chang'an, not only did we do a lot of detail, but if I acted with Su Ming, assassination would definitely be indispensable on the road, and it would be better for me to stay in Suzhou safely, he asked me to slow down and go back, at least I have to wait for him to send me a message, and then go back to Chang'an.

I thought about it and agreed, but Su Ming has not written to me until now, and I don't know what the situation in Chang'an is, and whether my father and mother have caught it.

I'm thinking about it, and I'm ready.

"What you made today is what you like to eat, and after eating, we will continue to test the medicine."

Ah Zhi said that the test medicine is to use acupuncture to magnify some of my symptoms first, and then take the medicine to see if there is any reaction, or take a medicinal bath or something, I understand that Ah Zhi is so busy that he doesn't have much time to sleep for me, and he has been scrolling through medical books, but it has only been three days, and I have already done this......

"I read the ancient books yesterday and found a case very similar to yours, but I still haven't found a few of the medicines in the prescription."

"The sun is very good today, so you can come out and bask in the sun more."

"Why don't you eat it? Not to your taste? Watch me do what? ”

I smiled and shook my head, I just felt that Ah Zhi thought about me like this, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to see it in the future, so now I look at it twice, put it in my heart, and engrave it in my mind.

I don't know if it's because I feel like I'm dying soon, but I suddenly figured out a lot of things, and the buffer time of the past few days also made me completely calm down.

I just hope that my father, my mother and my uncle can be less sad, my mother only has a daughter like me, I didn't expect to leave before her, my mother will definitely scold me for being an unfilial girl, let her white-haired people send black-haired people, and when I see her, I have to tell her, I am worried that they will not have a good time below in their old age, so I will go down to explore the situation first.

"Achi is good-looking."

I've been staring at Ah Chi, Ah Chi has always been thin-skinned, as soon as I heard me say this, Ah Chi's ears were red and dripping blood, what I like most is to see Ah Chi shy and pretend to be serious.

Achi's craftsmanship is superb, even though I can't eat it right now, but I know that Achi's craftsmanship is superb. Looking at Ah Zhi, I was in a much better mood and ate two bites, and Ah Zhi became happy.

After eating, Ah Zhi went to study the ancient books and dispensed medicines, Han Zhao was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, and I was lying on the rocking chair made by Su Ming himself and was drowsy, it was good not to do anything, if my stomach didn't hurt.

Just when I was about to fall asleep, Han Zhao took a thin quilt and covered me, I felt uncomfortable being disturbed by someone's sleepiness, I was about to talk about him, seeing his expression of wanting to speak and stopping, the words came to my mouth and swallowed back.

Forget it, don't let him ruin my good mood.

"I..."

"It's not annoying, just say what you want."

I know what he's going to say, maybe he's found the person who poisoned me, maybe he's found someone who poisoned me, but either way, I don't want to know.

"If you find someone, you can solve it directly, and if you find the poison, send it to Azhi. Maybe I'll live a few more years. ”

"When I found him, he was already dead, poison..."

"What, didn't find it?"

"Poison is my family's secret medicine, I don't know how they got it, this medicine..."

"Okay, I know what you're going to say, let's go, I don't want to see you, the next time we see you, we won't be able to talk again."

This is the truth, he is the old party of the former dynasty, I am the current county lord, but I have been poisoned again, no matter what, my father and mother will not let him go. If Su Ming was still there, Su Ming would have killed him if he tried his best, maybe Su Ming would not have been poisoned at all in my life, and Su Ming would never let me be in any danger.

He stood for a while, and then left, I saw that he left the wooden card, the wooden card was made by me, the craftsmanship is not very good, Ah Zhi is peace and joy, Su Ming is the victory of everything, and giving him that is a hundred steps through Yang, without him, because his martial arts are really powerful.

I turned my head away from the wooden sign on the table, closed my eyes, and didn't think I would even be in tears. I couldn't stop thinking about how good it would be if he wasn't the prince of the previous dynasty.

Han Zhao and I met at a rally.

At that time, Su Ming fell in love with a girl from a Qinglou, and almost every day he pestered me to ask me to give him ideas to hook up with that girl, and I happened to meet a rally, so I thought that Ah Zhi and I might not have gone out to play for a long time, so I took this opportunity to go to the rally together.

The big gatherings are held only once a month, and each time it is very lively, with acrobatics of monkeys, fire-breathing technicians, and talented people who can turn into pigeons, and in the evening, there are open-air singing and dancing performances. Rally can also put Krathong. It's funny, Han Zhao and I met when we put Krathong.

I fell in love with a colorful fish-patterned lamp, and collided with Han Zhao, but I didn't expect it to be the last one, and I was about to leave to see the other lights, when he stopped me and gave me the lamp.

Later, when I put the lights on the shore, I didn't expect to meet him, and what I didn't expect was that Ah Zhi actually knew him, because he was a martial artist next door.

In the past, there were often people in the medical hall who came to make trouble, and we thought about finding someone from the martial arts to stay in the medical hall and solve the problem of the person who came to make trouble, but then Su Ming couldn't bear to beat people, but I didn't expect the person who made trouble to be gone, and finally the matter of finding the martial arts hall was over, but I didn't expect Ah Zhi to remember him.

After learning that he was a member of Wuxing, Su Ming and I often went to Wuxing to find him, and Su Ming also helped teach Wuxing's children.

I know that he and Su Ming have secretly competed, but I don't know who won, I only know that Su Ming has been guarding against Han Zhao since then, I asked the reason, Su Ming didn't say anything, only said that Han Zhao practiced kung fu that directly took people's lives, let me be careful, I only thought that Su Ming lost to Han Zhao at that time, and I was afraid that I would laugh at him, so I didn't take it to heart.

Later, when Su Ming ransomed the girl in the Qinglou, Han Zhao also told me that the girl had always had a lover brother in her heart, but it was not Su Ming, and I was still struggling with whether to tell Su Ming, but I didn't expect Su Ming to know it.

Ah Zhi and I have been persuading Su Ming, don't be deceived, Su Ming didn't listen at all, saying that the girl had decided to be with him well, let's not be entangled in the past.

My head is so big, I have no choice but to rely on Su Ming, but Ah Zhi still warned that girl to be honest in private.

Unexpectedly, Su Ming found out that the girl was dealing with her lover brother on the spot, and Su Ming beat the girl's lover brother on the spot, if Han Zhao hadn't stopped him, maybe he would have died under Su Ming's hands.

Somehow, the girl felt sorry for Su Ming's efforts, and chose to jump into the river, or Han Zhao and I went down to the river to save her.

For the sake of them, we were not much entangled at that time.

Later, Su Ming was still hurt by that girl, until he left Suzhou, he was still drinking, I told Ah Zhi many times, he didn't listen, I couldn't help it, I just asked Ah Zhi to give him anti-alcoholic pills, thinking of this, I don't know if Su Ming drank less, the pills are not enough, after all, drinking hurts the body, according to his drinking method, maybe he will be able to go down to see me soon.

The girl in the back was solved by Han Zhao, and I don't know what Han Zhao said to her, the girl stayed outside our hospital for three days without eating or drinking, not crying or making trouble, and let her come in and didn't hear it.

Su Ming didn't go to see her, and Ah Zhi and I thought he had let go. Later, the girl sent money, which was the money that Su Ming gave her to ransom herself, and then she returned to the Qinglou to become an Oiran, and then Su Ming never mentioned her to me again.

That wooden card was a birthday gift for Han Zhao on a whim.

I was going to give a sachet, but my three-legged cat couldn't embroider anything nice at all, and then I saw that there was a wooden sign selling on the street, so I thought I would make one for him myself.

In fact, I don't know how to engrave, and I can barely see it after practicing for two or three days, but his birthday is approaching, so I have no choice but to make the best one for him all night.

I didn't expect Ah Zhi to ignore me for two days after seeing the wooden card, and I was also reminded by Su Ming to react, and then practiced diligently for four or five days, and made a better one for Ah Zhi, which made Ah Zhi happy. Of course, I will not forget Su Ming's share.

How did I find out about Han Zhao's identity?

In fact, after I received the letter from Chang'an, on the way to Su Ming, I met Han Zhao, Han Zhao saw the seal on the letter, and then doubted the identity of me and Su Ming, in the face of Han Zhao's temptation, I didn't have it at all

Feeling that something was wrong, Han Zhao guessed my identity very smoothly.

Then when Han Zhao was in contact with his fellow partymen, he was discovered by Su Ming, Su Ming didn't say a word, he just did it with his sword, and his fellow party members died, Han Zhao thought of his affection, and he didn't make a move, and he was seriously injured.

Ah Zhi found out that the two were fighting, and Su Ming kept killing him, so he stopped Su Ming, Su Ming saw that I and Ah Zhi were coming, so he directly picked out Han Zhao's identity, and told me that he was going to murder me, I was surprised at that time, you know, on the way to Suzhou, there was a person who assassinated me from the former prince.

I couldn't stand the blow and asked Han Zhao why, obviously we were friends, and we planned to go to the mountains to collect medicine the day before. Han Zhao was silent and didn't speak, and then looked at Ah Zhi, Ah Zhi's heart was the softest, Han Zhao had been bleeding and was dying, Ah Zhi planned to save him.

Su Ming and I don't understand, we can't accept it, he wants to kill me!

He approached me to kill me, he was kind to me and fake, he was always looking for an opportunity to kill me, he was the former crown prince, he might have assassinated me once......

Su Ming and I couldn't stop Ah Zhi at all, and I haven't seen Han Zhao since then, and Su Ming was still persuading me to be careful Han Zhao on the day he left.

Since that day, Ah Zhi and I have been arguing, I asked Ah Zhi to leave Han Zhao alone, what does he think of me, Ah Zhi said, he told him, he didn't want to do anything to me, he didn't tell those people my identity at all, and when he got better, I didn't care about him.

I don't believe it.

I don't believe it at all.

Later, I was poisoned, and the poison was in the chicken soup that Achi made, which was the chicken soup that Achi used to apologize to me, and I drank it and vomited blood on the spot, and then I fainted.

Han Zhao was not at home on the day I was poisoned, and he had been taking care of the children in the martial arts hall, and he knew that I was hiding from him, so he would not show up when I got along with Ah Zhi.

Ah Zhi was frightened that day, and after putting me in bed, he went to Han Zhao, who said that he had not contacted those people since that day, and had been either with Ah Zhi or taking care of the children in the martial arts hall, and had no time to contact those people at all.

By the time I woke up, it was already night, I had been vomiting blood when I was dizzy, and my pulse was chaotic, Ah Zhi didn't know what kind of poison I was in, Han Zhao promised Ah Zhi to find out the poison and antidote in me, and find the person who poisoned me, Ah Zhi let Han Zhao go.

That was the first time I saw Ah Zhi's look, I was very surprised, Ah Zhi said that he originally saved Han Zhao because of his friend, and he didn't continue to harm me before he continued to follow him, otherwise he could just live, and he didn't need to be saved at all, Ah Zhi said, in his heart, no one can compare to me.

And then there's today.

"If you don't want to laugh, don't laugh, cry if you want to."

Ah Zhi held my hand next to me and said to me gently.

"Ah Zhi, I just want to be Li Qianqian."

I looked at Achi.

"I understand."

I just want to be Li Qianqian, who can't do anything, and I don't want to be Li Ruonan, the peaceful county lord of the Song Kingdom.

"Ah Zhi, I'm so uncomfortable."

Ah Zhi wiped my tears, looked at me with distressed eyes, didn't speak, I hugged Ah Zhi and finally couldn't help but break down and cry.

"It's okay shallow, my shallowness will be fine."

Ah Zhi's voice was also crying, but I knew that Ah Zhi would not cry, at least not in front of me.

I was not in good spirits, and after crying, I became drowsy, and the original test was delayed.

When I woke up, I was sure that my maid Lan'er, and I thought I hadn't woken up, and when Lan'er stepped forward to help me up, I knew that the people from Chang'an had arrived.

When they arrived, it meant that I had to go back to Chang'an. I looked at it and didn't affirm Ah Zhi, thinking that he was going to research the antidote, so I didn't pay much attention to it. When it came time for dinner, I hadn't seen Ah Chi yet, so something was wrong.

"Lan'er, have you seen Ah Zhi?"

Lan'er was puzzled for a moment, then realized who I was asking.

"The county lord is asking about Doctor Gu! The slave and maid only saw him once when they came, and then he told him some precautions and left, and he never saw him, and the slave and maid sent someone to look for him. ”

I'm worried about Ah Zhi, I can't eat, you must know that after I was poisoned, Ah Zhi never left me for so long, even if he slept, he had to check me several times a night to feel at ease, I was uneasy, worried that something would happen to Ah Zhi.

"Send more people."

"What are you sending people for?"

It's Achi! I turned my head and saw him walking towards me with a medicine basket on his back, and he was dusty, so he had gone to collect medicine.

"Why did you come back so late, I thought something had happened to you. Don't leave me too long next time, I'll be worried. ”

Ah Zhi replied to me with a smile: "Okay, listen to you, this is waiting for me to come back for dinner?" ”

"Uh-huh, let's eat it! I'm starving. ”

"Okay, it's not right for me to let our family starve."

"This is delicious, you try this."

"Well, it tastes really good."