Every day, take the subway, go to work, punch in, go out to do market research, and then punch in and out of work, take the subway back to the dormitory, don't feel tired, maybe it's too tired, sit on the subway and take out the mobile phone, the blue light is very familiar, keep doubling the address book, the three names are recently added, Sanduo, Jiahui, Lu Xun.

The name that I have read thousands of times in my heart is not, even if I close my eyes, I can recite his number, but I still didn't save him in the address book, because I was afraid, maybe he had already thrown away the card like me, and I had the same boundary with the past, and kept looking forward, and then confused, hesitating, I don't know where the future is, put the phone away, and saw the armrest next to me and remembered that Qian and Lu Xun met for the first time in three months, can you like someone in three months.

Is it that the current relationship is too cheap, and it comes quickly, he said that we are destined, is it really fate? It should be fate, it should be fate, meeting the wrong person at the right time is destined to love the wrong life, it is now the golden autumn October, the Mid-Autumn Festival is coming, homesick?

I don't want to, because there is only my father in the family, there is nothing to think about, don't ask my mother, because I may tell you with tears that she is gone, she left when I was in the first year of junior high school, and went to a far away place, and then I had the opportunity to study with Sanduo alone, and my father had already given his love to another child, I just missed my mother, I just missed my mother and father, Sanduo we lived together, but people are looking forward, how can we always live in the past,

On the last day of the National Day in October, I decided to resign, not because the work was too hard, not because I couldn't stand the harassment of the department manager, but I couldn't face Lu Xun head-on, the one who gave me a lot of help, but I couldn't even give him a little bit of like, not how noble I was, but I didn't like a person, I couldn't force my heart, when he was drunk and hazy and hugged me on the street corner, I knew that we couldn't even be friends, I didn't like such a tangled relationship, It is not easy for him to be in this position today, so let me make sacrifices and leave, not disturb each other's lives, and have not walked in each other's lives in the first place.

When I handed over things to an employee who had just come to work, I saw Lu Xun standing in the distance, his expression was very gloomy, and he left after completing the resignation procedures, without saying goodbye to anyone, how could there be any friendship in such a short time, and once again endured the chatter of the department manager holding my hand and taking advantage of me, so that I got the settlement salary, and when I returned to the dormitory, I packed my things, afraid that I would not be able to catch the bus, after all, I had to turn the bus three times to return to Sanduo, Jiahui was always so free, Seeing me packing up my things, I was puzzled and asked:

What's the matter, who messed with you, what are you going to do here? I sat down and told her very quietly that I had resigned, I was leaving, Jiahui was a little incredible, but she didn't stop me, she just said a little low: You have a broader sky to fly, then let's go, there is no need to waste time in this kind of dead company, I laughed back: Then why don't you fly, it's a waste of time here, she looked down and looked up a little sadly and said, this is my old man's friend, I'm actually here is equivalent to him hiding me here, after all, I can't see the light, how to fly, I didn't fly high, and when she said this, I comforted her and said:

Don't say that about yourself, maybe he really loves you, and there is nothing more precious than someone who loves you.

Jiahui helped me downstairs, and I let her go up, and joked:

Go up quickly, you can't see the light, otherwise your old man can't spare me, I see that there are too many things and call the taxi back, or a lot of things, I am very experienced in bargaining with the taxi driver, downstairs in Sanduo, I sent her a text message in advance, and when she and Li Mingdong came down, I was still bargaining with the taxi driver, and the driver teased me after leaving

"Sister, I didn't expect that you, who have always been ladylike, would not be ambiguous in cutting prices with others, I have been silent, yes, such a big city has changed people beyond recognition in just four or five months, I feel very embarrassed when facing Li Mingdong, but despite this, I still don't feel at ease to teach my sister Sanduo to him,"

I've always decided in my heart that I'm going to work hard, one day I'm going to give Sanduo a good life, and I don't want her to think it's love because of who is good to her, I despise myself for having this kind of thought.

Jiahui helped me downstairs, and I let her go up, and joked:

Go up quickly, you can't see the light, otherwise your old man can't spare me, I see too many things and call the taxi back, or a lot of things, different from the previous time I was very experienced in bargaining with the taxi driver, downstairs in Sanduo, I sent her a text message in advance, and when she and Li Mingdong came down, I was still bargaining with the taxi driver, and after the driver left, Sanduo joked to me, "Sister, I didn't expect that you who have always been a lady and you cut the price with others without ambiguity, I have been silent, Yes, such a big city has changed people beyond recognition in just four or five months, and I feel very embarrassed when facing Li Mingdong, but even so, I still don't feel at ease to teach my sister Sanduo to him,"

I've always decided in my heart that I'm going to work hard, one day I'm going to give Sanduo a good life, and I don't want her to think it's love because of who is good to her, I despise myself for having this kind of thought.