When I got home, my daughter had gone to school, and I didn't see my wife's shadow, so I threw my bag on the coffee table, turned on the TV, but I didn't want to see what it did, I put my hand to my lips and touched my tongue, which was bitten by three or two, and laughed stupidly.

got up and went to the bathroom, his wife was sitting on the toilet, her hair was messy, and there were metabolites hanging from the corners of her eyes, and for a moment Ding Xiuming had a feeling that he didn't know.

"When will it be over?"

"You wash yours! By the way, where did you fool around last night? Don't get burned. ”

Ding Xiuming didn't know whether to really go into the bathroom to wash or answer his wife's questions, and finally he sat back in the living room.

"It's okay to act on the spot, don't block your life, I don't care where your heart is, as long as your body is still with me, it's okay in this home," After speaking, Ding Xiuming heard the sound of the toilet flushing.

"What nonsense, isn't my heart always in this home,"

Long.

"You don't give me the time, can you give Fei Fei some time? She's your daughter."

The chest was a little stuffy, and there was blood stuck in the throat.

Ding Xiuming doesn't like his wife to be so aggressive, and there are many times when he wants to tell her directly, "Fei Fei is not my daughter, she is just your daughter," but he didn't, many years of officialdom life, too much good temper.

"I see, I'm a little busy sometimes, so you have to worry about it more"

"I'll Discuss Something with You"

"Say it!"

"I want to send Fei Fei to study abroad,"

"Forget it, don't make such a big move,"

"This doesn't work, that doesn't work, I can't change to a bigger house, I really don't know what you think, you can't spend money if you have money."

"If you want to live like this, you can carry my head,"

The wife stopped talking, went to the bathroom to clean up herself, and said to Ding Xiuming in the living room while rubbing foundation on her face: There is a performance at Feifei School today, will you go?

He went to the bathroom and picked up the toothbrush, the toothpaste had been squeezed, so many years, he had become accustomed to his wife taking care of his life in an orderly manner, as big as every piece of clothing to wear on a business trip and meeting, as small as squeezing toothpaste, she could take care of almost every detail, and spit out the foam into the washbasin

"I won't go, you will replace it, and there are still some things in the unit that I have to deal with."

The wife stopped talking, still smearing in the mirror, Ding Xiuming looked at his wife's face in the mirror and slapped layer after layer of foundation, and sighed in his heart

"This woman is also a girl with bright skin, elasticity and fullness when she is with herself, after more than ten years, her face is also yellow, she has begun to have spots, and her foundation can't cover her wrinkles, the years are really scary!"

"Every time you don't go to her school for something, you haven't been to a parent-teacher conference, Feifei has to complain when she grows up."

Complain! Complain! I am not a qualified husband, how can I be a qualified father, but sometimes I also want to take my wife and young daughter out shopping and traveling.

But what he longed for when he was young has deprived him of all his time, so that later he reached a certain position, and when he had time, he was too lazy to do this, his wife was no longer delicate, and his young daughter was not his own, so it was better to spend more time on his youthful pursuits.

"So you're a good mother

, okay, don't paint it, you want everyone to grow old together, no one dislikes anyone, I'm leaving. ”

The wife is still happy in her heart, just because of the sentence "If you want to grow old together, no one will dislike anyone,"

"Will you come back for dinner in the evening?"

"Look!"

When I arrived at the unit, everyone was respectful to myself, but I was only like this to one person. Sitting in the office, I thought about it for a long time.

He thought about the girl named Sanliang, the phone rang for a long time and no one answered, Ding Xiuming felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he felt very stupid, he knew that this Sanliang, maybe now he was hiding in a corner and drilling the blind corner he dug for himself.

Why leave this unknown night and worry alone with this girl I like, and finally call someone from the phone on the desk.

"Wang Ming!"

"Yo, big brother! What do you command, how do you think of calling your brother today? ”

"Did you come to work?"

"Oh, she's sick, please for a week, you have something to do with her? I'm going to call her and ask her to go to you. ”

"No need, you can tell me the address, and hand over your business, how about it?"

"Everything is going in the direction of expectations, and this is all a blessing to Big Brother."

Ding Xiuming didn't have time to listen to Wang Ming's nonsense, so he asked for the address and hung up the phone.

Wang Ming held the file in the office and thought to herself, "This three taels!" ”

Putting down the phone, Ding Xiuming found that this woman who touched my heart was not involved at all except for a moment of pleasure, and he didn't even know where she lived! This made Ding Xiuming a little injured.

Watching the car drive away from the downtown area little by little, and then the building outside the window became old and dilapidated little by little, when the car was parked in a narrow alley, Ding Xiuming was a little stunned, this girl he wanted to give her more, wanted her to call the wind and rain, she lived here.

He guessed which one would be the little girl behind the door?

He looked around for a while, and decided to start with the door with the word "big blessing" pasted on it, and after a long time, when he thought that there would be no one, the door opened, and he stood behind the door in despair, wearing pink pajamas, his face was haggard, his expression was cold, and his eyes were full of anger to see him, Ding Xiuming's heart began to hurt, Ding Xiuming in the morning was still full of confidence, but Ding Xiuming in the afternoon was already injured.

: I heard that you were sick, so I bought some fruits and medicine.

Sanliang neither took the things nor let him enter the door, the things in his hands froze there, Ding Xiuming didn't know whether to stuff the things in Sanliang's hands or turn around and take them away.

"I'm sorry, Santael, I was sorry last night."

Ding Xiuming didn't think about apologizing, but when he saw the door ajar behind him, he blurted out an apology somehow.

He hung his things on the door, and said with a hurt expression: "Sanliang, you have a good rest."

Although the door was not closed, Ding Xiuming's resolute expression made Ding Xiuming cry out in pain.

Looking at the man who was chatting happily a few days ago, talking and laughing, and helping himself without asking for anything in return, he left with his back and disappeared in the aisle, closed the door in twos and threes, squatted down little by little with his back against the door, and then buried his face in the crook of his arm, crying, and said to himself in his heart: I don't owe him anymore, I paid it off, but why does my heart hurt.

Ding Xiuming got into the car, opened the window, and smoked a cigarette fiercely, this mint-like cool girl had rejected herself for the third time in a short period of time, he was afraid that she would say no to her, he had been strategizing for many years, but he never thought that he would lose in the hands of a little girl today.

This silly girl, if he laughs, his heart will be soft; If he cries, he will be at a loss; If he is indifferent, he will be afraid; If he decides to break up, he will feel pain in his heart.

When she wants you, you don't even have to beckon, you just rush to it like a puppy, and when she doesn't want you, it's useless even if you plead.