At eight o'clock, in front of the playground, I thought I was ready, until I saw the figure.

The scenes in my mind that I minded began to resurface.

Obviously, he and I don't know each other, why is this feeling of suffocation so strong.

I struggled to adjust my breathing.

"Huang Xiaoxian, you can not go." Bai Ze suddenly flapped his wings and flew in front of me and said to me. He seemed to see through me and was a little uneasy.

I looked at Bai Ze, and then at Wenwen and the others who cheered me on not far away, telling me that they would rush over at any time if they needed to.

I took a deep breath, then pinched the brick behind me, and whispered to Bai Ze beside me, "You accompany me, Bai Ze." ”

"Okay." Bai Ze replied decisively.

This strange and familiar back.

I tightened the brick in my hand, walked over to Chen Ziming and tentatively called out his name, "Chen Ziming? ”

"Yes." Chen Ziming turned around when he heard the sound.

This strange and familiar nasty feeling. The scenes I had seen with him in my mind suddenly came back to me like a marquee, more clearly in my mind than I had ever seen before.

But it was also strange that the moment I saw him, the uneasiness and fear in my heart suddenly became less intense.

"You're so beautiful tonight." Chen Ziming looked at me and said with a smile.

Chen Ziming, height 180, looks ...... Tsk, it looks okay, but it looks like a horse monkey. I also like to drink, play games and smoke, because I am in a hurry to go back to play games, and even leave me alone at night. How could I like him to die? At a young age, he smoked old yellow teeth. Don't I have a bubble in my brain? If I had the chance, I would have to ask who gave me this marriage line!

It's impossible to like him no matter how you think about it.

Anyway, so far, it's absolutely impossible!

"Whew-" I suddenly felt relieved, and the bricks in my hand didn't seem to need to be taken out in a hurry.

Thinking of this, I laughed inexplicably, only to remember that he seemed to have said that I am beautiful, and replied to him: "Thank you." ”

"Where do you want to go?" Chen Ziming asked me.

The look in his eyes was exactly the same as the look I had when I first walked and looked at me in my future memory. I don't even see such "wolf ambitions"? I guess I was also blinded by what I thought was my first relationship.

I said helplessly: "Just go for a walk." ”

Chen Ziming took a sip of the mineral water he was holding in his hand and said with some pride: "I didn't expect you to agree to come out with me." ”

It was clear that he had put the accent on the "I" at the back.

In the eyes of the classmates around him, he seemed to be starting to lose himself, almost forgot, but he felt that his conditions were very good.

This reminds me of what he will say to me in the future: "I told my mother that there were many people chasing you at that time, but you chose me, my mother said, which means that my son is very attractive." ”

I couldn't help but laugh when I thought about it, and at the moment, it seemed that it wasn't that he was attractive, but that I was looking away. It was my blind liking that gilded him.

"I'm asking you a question." I slowly stopped and said to Chen Ziming.

"What?" Chen Ziming asked.

I sneered and said, "If a boy tells a girl that he likes her very much, he will die without her, and he wants to have children and marry her, and he only loves her and marries her in this life." As a result, they have been together for three years, and it is obvious that it is the girl he chases, but the boy has always been self-righteous, and it is always the girl who is paying. He doesn't take care of her feelings, often leaves her on the street, and finally breaks up after the girl gets pregnant on the grounds that he hasn't played enough. What do you think this kind of boy is? After I finished speaking seriously, I glanced at Chen Ziming next to me.

"Who?" Chen Ziming asked me directly with his eyes shining.

I felt a sudden wave of disgust in my heart, and seeing that he only wanted to gossip, I was even more sure that as long as I lived, I would not like him. What they found by Bai Ze was definitely a mistake. If it's fate, then just as Bai Ze said, I don't want to give myself to this illusory fate!

I glanced at Bai Ze, who had been accompanying me carefully and cautiously on the side, without saying a word. Then he said coldly to Chen Ziming, "No one, I'm just making an analogy." ”

Chen Ziming just said: "I will never do this!" This kind of man is a scumbag, not a thing. How can there be such a person! If I like a girl, I'm sure I'll just like her and be nice to her. And the girl is pregnant, she must be responsible! If your girlfriend is pregnant, you have to get married! You want to give someone an explanation, right? ”

Looking at Chen Ziming's self-righteous way of saying these words now and the way he would have become in the end is really a funny contrast. I couldn't help but feel like complaining: "It's nice to say now, but it's a pity that you will be the kind of irresponsible person in the future, aren't you surprised?" "On second thought, perhaps, he has always been that kind of person, and he didn't become like that later.

I looked at Chen Ziming and began to feel funny and asked knowingly, "You won't be like this?" ”

"Definitely not." Chen Ziming seemed to be very confident in himself.

It's just that the smell of smoke in his mouth that can't be covered up after drinking water, I can smell it so far away. It makes me feel that his self-confidence is a little too blind.

I really don't understand why I like Chen Ziming! I didn't expect that I would be scarred by the person in front of me and couldn't extricate myself. Now it seems that there is definitely a bug somewhere, so that I will be with him, I'm afraid it was a prank that God joked on me.

Walking in the playground, I looked at many young people in the playground who were just starting to fall in love, and asked Chen Ziming casually: "You will go back to the dormitory in a while, and what are you going to say to your roommates." ”

"What?" Chen Ziming asked a little embarrassed after hearing this.

Probably because he was told by me, he felt embarrassed. After all, he is the kind of person who says he loves me on the surface, but behind the scenes he discusses all the details of being with me with other boys and shows off that he got me.

Someone kindly reminded me, but I was carried away by love and didn't believe it.

This kind of mindless love is really speechless.

"Nothing." I sighed impatiently and said.

"Let's go over there." Chen Ziming suddenly pointed to the road leading to the outside of the school and said.

I also saw this path in my head. After leaving the school, Chen Ziming and I would pass by a flower shop, and he asked me if I wanted the pot of longevity flowers, and he said that if he wanted it, he would buy it for me, and I said, no......

It's so impossible to like him, I obviously haven't experienced it, but it's so "fresh in my memory"! I can't help but wonder if God really gave me the opportunity to choose again! If being with him was the previous destiny? Then I don't like it now! It's a bad dream!

I sorted out my thoughts and was about to reject Chen Ziming, but a familiar voice suddenly appeared on the side:

"Fairy."

I looked at Bian Ying, who was smiling softly and was coming this way, hooked the corners of my mouth, and felt an intuition in my heart: "You can really meet him anywhere." ”

I politely greeted Bian Ying back.

"Who is this?" Bian Ying, who came over, looked directly at Chen Ziming and asked, obviously his expression still looked quite gentle, but his tone was no longer gentle.

"Chen Ziming." I replied.

"Bian Ying." Bian Ying smiled slightly, but her attitude was directly a little tough and introduced herself to Chen Ziming.

Looking at it so closely, the two of them are about the same height, but the difference in appearance is a little obvious.

Bian Ying suddenly smiled and said to Chen Ziming: "I really envy you for being able to ask such a beautiful girl out for a walk." After saying that, Bian Ying looked at me.

The atmosphere seemed to suddenly become a little awkward for a second.

"That's right, Xiaoxian." I saw Bian Ying looking at me, holding up a gift box in her hand and slowly opening it in front of Chen Ziming, and said to me, "I have always carried this gift, I found someone to make it for you, you can accept it, okay?" ”

The moment the box was opened, it almost blinded me.

"Is this bracelet a diamond?" I asked, a little surprised. To be honest, I really didn't expect that the gift he had been preparing turned out to be a diamond that was shining all night, and I couldn't help but feel that Bian Ying was really hidden, and thought interestingly: "The shot can be said to be quite generous, young man!" ”

"What's wrong?" Bian Ying suddenly looked at me and asked, "Did this brother already give you a gift that is more in line with your heart?" Can you show me? After Bian Ying finished speaking, she stared at my right hand, which I had been holding behind her.

"Huh?" I was stunned for a moment, and quickly hid my right hand behind me.

Bian Ying smiled, and then turned to Chen Ziming and said, "I confessed to her several times and she didn't agree, you see, she didn't even accept my gifts, but she could agree to go out for a walk with you, so can you show me your gifts?" I want to learn what kind of gift it is to learn so that such a girl can agree to come out with you. ”

Bian Ying's tone suddenly changed in the middle of speaking, and continued: "Ah, you shouldn't mind, brother, I really like Xiaoxian very much, will you blame me for competing with you?" She should...... Haven't promised you yet, have you? Do I still have a chance? After speaking, Bian Ying looked at me with some affection.

I looked at Bian Ying and laughed directly in my heart, thinking: "Bian Ying, Bian Ying, I can't see it, I'm quite good at the whole thing." ”

I secretly glanced at Chen Ziming, and his expression was now visible to the naked eye, as if he was about to say something. As a result, before Chen Ziming could speak, Bian Ying continued to say to Chen Ziming: "Xiaoxian is very beautiful, isn't it." ”

I saw Chen Ziming smile helplessly and nodded.

Bian Ying said again: "Chasing such a beautiful and good girl, in addition to a mouth, we should always use more snacks." Otherwise, even if you catch it, you will always not cherish it, after all, your own conditions are like that, right? ”

Chen Ziming smiled bitterly after hearing this, nodded again, and then opened his mouth with a slightly ugly face, and said, "That, I'll go first." After speaking, Chen Ziming turned around and left directly.

Truly...... The picture I saw in my mind was that from chasing me to being with me, Chen Ziming never gave me anything, and even a rose on Valentine's Day that I have been together for two years is something I really like to ask for, and I bought a lipstick online for three years...... Nothing, just because people said a few kind words, I ran away with others. Thinking about it now, I can't help but want to complain in my heart: "Is this a science fiction drama of the current era?" ”

But if you think about it, maybe there are not a few people who go for love, and the so-called authorities are confused......

Looking at the back of Chen Ziming leaving, those grievances of three years that I had not experienced but felt deeply burst out of my heart at once, and then completely dispersed from my heart.

If there is no beginning, there should be no follow-up.

I hope you can be sincere and attentive to the girl who will be with you in the future, love her, protect her, cherish her, and be responsible from the beginning to the end.

I also hope that all those who are brave enough to run for love can finally get what they want, be loved and loved, and after hitting the south wall, they can meet the person who is really worth running to and towards themselves.

"Xiaoxian, are you crying?"

I thought about it too seriously and forgot that Bian Ying was still beside me.

I immediately pulled back my emotions and recycled my tears, and said to Bian Ying, "No." The wind blows. ”

"Can I bring this bracelet for you?" Bian Ying asked, looking at me, still holding the jewelry box in his hand.

Under the flickering lights in this night, Bian Ying looks really affectionate.

I looked at Bian Ying, who seemed to really like me in front of me, and suddenly wanted to ask God: "From now on, can I have a new choice, I won't meet Chen Ziming and them again, and I don't have to worry about making that mistake anymore?" ”

"Are you going to promise him?" Bai Ze, who didn't say a word the whole time, suddenly spoke when I stretched out my hand to Bian Ying.

My left hand, which I had just stretched out, stayed in mid-air. Then I laughed softly, continued to reach for my hand, and slowly closed the lid of Bian Ying's jewelry box.

"Fairy?" Bian Ying looked at me puzzled. He was about to take the bracelet, but he stopped moving.

I smiled at Bian Ying.

With a bang, I tossed aside the brick I was holding in my right hand behind me. looked back at Bian Ying, who was a little stunned, and said to Bian Ying with a slight smile: "Thank you Bian Ying, this bracelet is very beautiful, and it looks very expensive, so let's put it away." It feels like it's going to rain again, so don't get wet. Let's go back to the dormitory early. ”

After saying that, I clapped my hands lightly and walked in the direction where Wenwen and the others were.

"I thought. ......," Bai Ze muttered a little puzzled on my shoulder.

"You think I'll take it?" I looked at the white mouse and asked. Then, I smiled with ease.