Three

After the long holiday, everyone began to work as usual, this is a difficult week, Monday everyone is still immersed in the holiday time, meet there are endless things about the holiday, Tuesday is a difficult day, the stage of green and yellow, the happy things of the holiday have been finished, but Friday is far away, unlike Wednesday represents half of the week.

So the day after the holiday, everyone began to work listlessly, and some people can always be so leisurely before and after the holiday.

Wang Ming sat in the office, looking at the three taels at the desk outside, casually buttoning her nails, indescribable feeling, she had to be respectful to herself some time ago, and now when she saw her, she almost nodded.

So don't underestimate any woman, her career line may not be linked to her figure, some women are so lucky, which Wang Ming can't envy.

Sanliang was playing with her mobile phone at her desk, and there were many scenery taken along the way, but she couldn't find a photo of the two of them.

Every Monday, three, five, seven, basically Ding Xiuming will stay there in three or two, life is like this, you can't live with passion all day long, so after the passion is a dull life.

Back at the villa, three or two people turned on the air conditioner to the fullest, she was afraid that the room without Ding was frozen, she began to think crankily again, except for these fixed days, he will no longer appear here, the last time I asked her and Sanduo's household registration book from here, it has not appeared for a long time, and I don't dare to call over, afraid that he will dislike it, "Life is not salty and light, at least I still have a big house, beautiful clothes to accompany me."

If he doesn't come to find him, then he will accompany himself, she swiped the card that Ding Xiuming stuffed in her bag, and bought a lot of things to see Jiahui, she actually wanted to let him know, and then come to her to ask for guilt.

"Why do you think you come here to buy so many things? I'm running out of stuff here."

Jiahui's mental state is not very good, except that her belly is a little bigger, nothing else has changed, except that she is thin or thin,

"Oh, you can do your best to be my aunt."

Jiahui took Sanliang's hand and said weakly: Sanliang, I'm so scared now, I'm afraid that I will die suddenly, I haven't seen my baby yet.

"What are you talking nonsense? You must have prenatal syndrome, and old age is so good to you, what are you afraid of? ”

"I was scared in my heart, and I felt like my life was passing."

"Don't talk nonsense, okay? You must be sick, are you not ready to be a mother? ”

"I don't know what's wrong with myself? I always dream that I die on the cold operating table, which is a bad omen. ”

"Don't think too much, people say that dreams are all the opposite"

Before Jiahui gave birth, Sanliang met the most painful thing in his life, it shouldn't be Santael, it should be Sanduo to be exact, on the last day of July, this Sanduo sister who said that she wouldn't come back for the whole summer vacation, but she came back suddenly, and she sent an urgent text message to Sanliang.

Sanliang directly put down his work and ran to his former residence, the room was decadent and sat on the edge of the bed, no one lived for a long time, the house was dusty, Sanliang squatted down, took Sanduo's hand and said:

What's wrong? What happened? Tell my sister.

"Sister, I'm sorry for you, you can beat me."

"What the hell is going on? Don't scare your sister, okay? ”

"I'm pregnant"

Sanliang couldn't believe it, she felt that this was more cruel than stabbing herself in the heart with a knife, and her lungs were about to be blown up.

She didn't know what to say, she had tried to lower her voice as much as possible to speak, and Sanduo said, she was afraid of scaring her, but she still spoke loudly

"Who's? What are you going to do? ”

"I don't know,"

Sanliang felt that her little body was about to explode, and she repeatedly told herself in her heart, "I am a sister, the eldest sister is like a mother, I have to calm down and not get angry" but she has no good temper.

"What do you mean by not knowing? You're telling me, huh? ”

Sanliang felt that if she was calm, she would definitely start to fight Sanduode, she felt too disappointed, she remembered that she couldn't sleep all night because of those poor tuition, in order to find a better school for her, the corners of her anxious mouth were blistering, and even the immoral relationship between herself and Ding Xiuming was tied to her affairs, Sanliang wanted to cry, wanted to cry happily, but now is not the time to cry.

"It's Li Mingdong's, I just don't know what to do, and..."

"And Li Mingdong doesn't believe me." After saying that, the three began to cry, like pearls with broken threads, falling one by one.

Sanliang was not in a mess, but seeing her sister Sanduo disappointed, uneasy and a little desperate tears, she was not angry at once, this is her sister No matter how big a mistake she made, she is her dearest and most beloved sister, she can't bear to make her sad, she wants to give her a good life, but she ignores her love, Sanliang only found that she can give her sister a lot of things, but she can't give her love.

"But sister, I want to give birth to him, maybe she will have beautiful eyelashes, eyes and nose like Mingdong, and lips like me."

"Slap" a slap, Sanliang didn't think about slapping three times. But when she heard that she was going to give birth to this child, she was really angry.

"Have you ever thought about your studies? How much effort did it take? A fluttering sentence: If you want to have a child, all our previous efforts will be in vain? ”

"I'm sorry, sister, I'm sorry, I'm useless, I disappointed you too much, but I'm really reluctant."

Sanliang felt that she was absolutely crazy, yes, she was crazy, only in front of Ding Xiuming she was like a child, it was he who protected herself like a mud doll who was afraid of getting wet, she longed for this feeling of being loved.

In front of him, she can be full of childlike innocence without pretending, with the temper that should be at this age, she has forgotten for a long time that she is a sister, a sister who reflects on herself, and works hard to plan the future for her sister.

She was lucky to get the opportunity to continue going to school and college, but she lacked love so much that she didn't feel safe in her love for Liu Yi, she felt that only if she was strong would she be safe enough.

She didn't tell others how humble she had lived for so many years, she felt that she was actually as pitiful as Liu Yi, and she didn't love her relatives, so she found comfort in Liu Yi, she wasn't afraid to go to a city with Liu Yi without relatives, she was just afraid of waiting for a fruitless love.

She was so scared that she couldn't live without love, she needed love so much, especially her father's love, so she would be like a little girl when facing Ding Xiuming, and she couldn't hold on to the love she was looking for.

Sanliang also began to cry, she felt that she was also sick, and she was very sick, this disease is called attachment to love.

She thought that love must be heart-to-heart, but her love for her sister Sanduo was too hopeful, and she even insisted that the relationship between Sanduo and Li Mingdong was not love at all. This feeling is persistent to the point of stubbornness, even paranoia. She arranged the future of Sanduo according to her own ideas, just because she saw too much sorrow in herself. Sad that her attachment to love turned into stubbornness and paranoia.

But I forgot that the three flowers are not me, and I am not the three flowers, so these are just what I thought.

"Let's beat it down, it can be seen from his distrust of you that he doesn't love you enough," began to talk about love again, and Sanliang felt that this kind of persuasion was too weak.

"I know, sister, so I'm in pain in my heart, I don't know what to do, on the one hand I want to give birth, on the other hand I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I can't give her a complete home, and one day I will be as pitiful as we used to be."

"Beat it, even you yourself are shaken, so you can't stay, your life has just begun, there are 10,000 possibilities, don't bury your future for a man who doesn't believe in you, it's true that you're good to yourself in this world."

"Sister, my heart hurts, it hurts, I miss my mother,"