"Am I dead?"

……

"Huang Xiaoxian."

"Huang Xiaoxian."

"Who? Who's calling me. "When I was confused, I felt like I was being called.

"Is it Bai Ze?" I tried my best to think about Bai Ze, trying to regain consciousness.

"Huang Xiaoxian, hurry up."

Why doesn't the sound seem to be Bai Ze.

"Hurry up! Huang Xiaoxian! ”

Before I fully recovered my consciousness, I felt as if my body was being pumped up by some force, and the darkness in front of me instantly became clear:

White walls, white-green foliage curtains, drying racks full of clothes, and ......

"Huang Xiaoxian." Chen Ziming frowned and looked at me with an uneasy expression.

"Chen Ziming?"

Seeing Chen Ziming in front of me, I was stunned! What burst out of my heart immediately was the panic that had been suppressed in my heart about Chen Ziming and others!

"Chen Ziming!"

"Why Chen Ziming? I'm ......" I frantically regained my consciousness and looked at my surroundings seriously again!

"This scene...... Am I renting in City H? ”

"Four years from now?"

"How is that possible!" I sneered at this place, but I had to be nervous and panic again, and a lot of questions popped up in my head, which made my heart beat faster.

"Why am I here?"

"Did you listen to me, what are you doing!" Chen Ziming on the side looked at me directly and said impatiently.

I couldn't calm myself down and looked at him in disbelief.

"What did you say?"

Suddenly, there was a vicious pain in my lower abdomen, and I subconsciously covered my stomach.

"Can you go and clean up your things, toilet!" Chen Ziming said with disgust on his face, and took out his mobile phone and lay on the bed.

He continued, "It's disgusting, I can't stand it! It's so disgusting, I'm sick with blood. ”

"Something? What is it? "I wondered in my heart, I was not sure that I could endure the pain in my lower abdomen and really walk to the toilet without missing a step based on the memory in my head.

Then I saw the lochia on the ground, which should have belonged to the doctor who asked me to pay attention to the comparison four years later, and now it really appeared in front of my eyes.

I immediately remembered the pictures I had seen: Four years later, in H City, after surgery, Chen Ziming felt that I was so disgusting!

I looked at the lochia in front of me, my brain buzzed, my body collapsed directly against the wall, and I once again asked in my heart: "Why am I here!" ”

"How could it be, how could it be!" I couldn't believe it.

Before I could figure out the situation, I heard the disgusting voice in my ears again:

"Have you packed up? I'm going to go to the bathroom! ”

It made me vomit and I had to frown.

I couldn't figure out the current situation, but I still endured the pain in my lower abdomen, squatted on the ground and silently cleaned up the missing things on the toilet floor, and my mind was filled with all the memories I had seen for a moment:

A person goes to the hospital......

A man came back from the hospital in the rain!

A person lying on the bed was in pain to death, and finally in exchange for a sentence "You are so disgusting!" ”

This is obviously the doctor's explanation to pay attention to the observation and comparison of lochia, how did it become a ...... in his mouth

"Why are you looking at me like that? It's disgusting. Isn't it just one operation? As for such a look of whether he is going to die or not live? ”

As soon as he cleaned up and stood up and got out of the toilet, he bumped into Chen Ziming again.

His face and the way he looked at me really made me feel disgusting.

I felt a wave of disgust in my heart, and I just wanted to say, "I hate him so much!" ”

This face, the face that I had to forget, why did it appear in front of me again. It even reminds me of the love words that Chen Ziming said to me, those looks are really ridiculous compared to his current appearance.

I stood in the room, trying to calm myself and telling myself, "I'm getting out of here!" ”

But why is the pain in the lower abdomen so real......

I'm not here.

I was obviously in Fengming Palace just now.

I'm with Bai Ze, with Bai Ze!

"What about Bai Ze......

My mind started to run wild, and I started to panic......

There was no Bai Ze around at all, and even everything in this room seemed to be reality.

Looking at everything in this rental house, my heart began to become more and more anxious, and I became more and more panicked, and I was suddenly afraid that all this would really come true!

"Shirasawa ......"

I kept thinking about Bai Ze in my head, and I tried hard to tell myself: "I don't want to stay here!" ”

But when I wanted to use my powers, I couldn't summon anything!

I looked at my hands in amazement and horror at what I couldn't do anything.

"Why, why don't I have the strength, Divine Sect?"

"What the hell is going on!" I was anxious.

"What are you doing!" It's Chen Ziming again!

Chen Ziming passed by me after going to the toilet and looked at me with disgust on his face.

His voice was really ugly.

I could hear myself frantically telling myself, "I really hate him, I don't want to stay here, he really makes me so sick!" ”

But my lower abdomen hurts so much, and I don't seem to have any strength in pain.

"Ugh."

I don't understand why it hurts so really.

I slumped against the wall, thinking, "Why?" ”

Chen Ziming on the side didn't seem to give me the slightest chance to think quietly, and his voice made me uncomfortable in my ear:

"Haven't you washed your clothes? What are you doing all day today? ”

Chen Ziming looked disgusted again.

I really want to ask, is there no other expression than disgust for him? Anyway, you chased me!

"Heh, it's easy to get, won't it be cherished......" Looking at Chen Ziming's appearance, I couldn't help but feel cold enough.

Due to the pain in my lower abdomen, I began to squat against the wall, and said to Chen Ziming uncomfortably but indifferently: "The doctor won't let me touch the cold water." ”

As soon as these words came out, I was shocked again: "Why can't I control the words in my memory?" ”

I crouched in the corner and looked at the white wall opposite, and I began to doubt the authenticity of my experience.

"I, where the hell am I supposed to be." I asked myself.

"If you don't wash, will I wash it? I don't want to wash either. I'm still tired. "Chen Ziming's voice upsets me, and I don't want to see him anymore.

"Huh."

I sneered directly, I don't know if I was laughing at myself, or if I was laughing at the ridiculous fate that made me meet Chen Ziming again.

"What are you laughing at?" In the afterglow, I saw Chen Ziming, who was originally lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, sit up and talk to me.

I laughed again, and all I wanted to say was, "What do you care I laugh at?" ”

I just squatted in the corner and remembered everything I had seen about me and Chen Ziming......

I was scolding the fuck in my heart, but my eyes were full of tears at some point.

I raised my head, channeled the tears I wanted to fall, and said coldly to Chen Ziming:

"Are you tired? You've only been on the job for a few days, and you're tired. Anyway, didn't we break up? Didn't you say you were going to break up with me? What are you doing here? I guess I paid for this house. Why should I do your laundry? You me off. ”

As a result, my tears fell at the moment when I finished speaking.

I didn't know that the hidden psychological damage brought to me by a predicted "Chen Ziming" was so deep.

I breathed a sigh of relief, wiped away the tears that had fallen from the corners of my eyes, and stood up against the wall.

Chen Ziming actually got up from the bed and walked over and yelled at me fiercely:

"Didn't you ask me to stay here with you? Do you think I'd like to see you look so ugly here? ”

I looked at Chen Ziming's appearance, I was first shocked, shocked that he had such an ugly face, and then I changed the weakness I knew I had been with him for four years, and I stared at Chen Ziming and said:

"Isn't the child yours? It's already in their twenties, and they only know how to play all day. Wasn't you the one who said you would marry me if you had children? ”

A trace of shame flashed on Chen Ziming's face in an instant, but only for a moment, and finally he became angry and yelled at me:

"What's the point of saying this now!"

I chuckled, "What? In a hurry? I want to go. Yes, give me 100,000 yuan, and you can get out. ”

"What? I don't have two thousand, where can I give you one hundred thousand! You're crazy! Chen Ziming threw his phone on the bed and looked at me in disbelief.

Looking at Chen Ziming's disgusting appearance, I thought to myself: "I don't know why I didn't know why I didn't know these things when I went through those times with you in my foreknowledge, but now I will never let you go." ”

I directly said to Chen Ziming without losing momentum:

"You probably don't know, do you? Now this matter is your fault, you have to bear the tort liability, you have caused me personal injury, you should compensate for the reasonable expenses of medical expenses, nursing expenses, transportation expenses and other treatment and rehabilitation expenses, as well as my income lost due to lost work, you have to give it to me! ”

I stared firmly at Chen Ziming, who was in a hurry.

Chen Ziming looked at me in disbelief, "What? ”

I wiped away the tears from my incontinence, and still said indifferently to Chen Ziming:

"And in your mobile phone, your mother transferred you 5,000 for me, don't think I don't know! Transfer it to me. ”

"How could you." Chen Ziming was a little incredulous.

"Turn!" Before Chen Ziming finished speaking, I yelled at him directly.

"Bang!"

"You're a lunatic!"

After transferring the account, Chen Ziming took his clothes and left a sentence, and slammed the door directly.

"Don't think about the rest of the money!" I stood in the room and shouted out the last words with the last of my strength.

For a moment, the tears could not be stopped.

In the foreknowledge I once saw, Huang Xiaoxian is me, who has been with Chen Ziming for nearly four years, a recent graduate, went to a different place alone for his so-called love, and finally paid off 20,000 yuan in debt......

"How else can you be in debt? Of course, I was carried away by love, thinking that growing up with him, and finally being able to get double the cherishment and love of others, but even the money for the air ticket back was given by myself in debt......"

"Hahahaha!"

I started laughing at myself in this familiar and unfamiliar rental house......

Obviously, I didn't have a start with Chen Ziming, thinking that everything would be solved by sewing, but in my heart, I was still so scared and minded......

"Why did I meet him again?"

"Why am I in H City!"

"Why am I here?"

"Isn't it said that there will be no follow-up without a beginning?"

A lot of questions burst out at once with the fear that had been hidden in my heart, and the pain from my body itself made me almost suffocate.

"Shhh

I walked to the bedside and picked up my phone, clicked on the chat box with Wenwen, and looked through the chat history between me and Wenwen.

I still don't understand why these chats are exactly the same as the ones I saw in the foresight.

"What the hell is this TM ......?"

"Bai Ze."

When I was uncomfortable, I thought of Bai Ze again.

"Why is Bai Ze missing......"

"I don't want to stay here."

"I want to go back."

"I hate ...... here"

"I hate Chen Ziming so much, why do you still let me be here."

"Could it be that Fengming Palace, Bai Ze, and Divine Sect are all a dream?"

"Bai Ze...... Help me......"

The more I thought about it, the more blurred my consciousness became.

……

"Fairy."

"Huang Xiaoxian."

"Huang Xiaoxian, are you a tiger?"

But Bai Ze's voice and impression in his head are obviously so clear, don't tell me that everything is a dream.

I walked frustrated in this rental house.

"Is there really no way for me to escape the fate of meeting Chen Ziming?"

I smiled wryly, and burst into tears uncontrollably.

I saw in the foreknowledge that I was too eager for love and bruised all over my body, which made me afraid to accept my heart several times and dare not face Bai Ze's love, and finally I was together with Bai Ze over the mountain in my heart, and let me go back to this nightmare?

I sat limply on the ground against the window, looking feebly at the outside of H City.

"Huang Xiaoxian, are you too weak, and you are not dead! The scumbag drove away, took care of his body, worked hard to repay the money, and polished his eyes in the future and cheered up again! What to cry about! ”

"Hahaha!"

"What am I doing here?"

I see, a little crazy......

……

It was dark outside and so quiet.

"Bai Ze, I miss you so much."

Sitting on the ground, leaning against the window, I couldn't help but say this sentence when I was not very conscious, and the tears hanging on my face at some point slipped down and dripped directly to my hands.

I looked down at my hands in a daze, ready to wipe away the tears on my hands, but I looked at the corner of my eye, but I seemed to see something shining blue in my pants pocket.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out what was shiny inside.

"It's ......"

I looked at the glowing stone in my hand, and my weak and confused consciousness suddenly became clear:

"I don't have anything to look at right now, and the only precious thing on my body is this, I'll give it to you first."

"What is this?"

"I see that you like Bu Lihe, this is sharpened from the hilt of the streamer sword I took, and this is the only thing I gave to my loved ones."

"I also borrowed the streamer sword to talk to heaven and earth about my heart of Muqing."

"The ancient streamer sword is proof, look at the heaven and earth and listen, I am Bai Ze ......"

……

This is the streamer hilt that Bai Ze gave me and I carried with me!

When I woke up, I hurriedly wiped my tears, looked carefully at the gem in my hand, and smiled happily: "Yes, this is the gem that Bai Ze gave me, a gem sharpened with the hilt of the streamer sword!" ”

"Bai Ze, Bai Ze is ......" I instantly stood up from the ground, and remembered what the elders of Fengming Palace said while being overjoyed:

"Now that the Golden Wings and the Immortals on the Clouds have been sucked in by the Soul Eater Realm refined by the Soul Devouring Beast, how can it be. I've heard that the Soul Escape Realm of the Dementor can take away the souls of those trapped inside! ”

"It's the Soul Leaving Realm!" I instantly realized that I had been sucked into the Soul Realm!

I realized that it must have been the magic in the Soul Realm that probed the deep fear in my heart, so I fell into the scene I feared the most!

"Hemp egg!" I was angry and happy with tears in my eyes, and scolded viciously.

"Showed me that bastard! also made Lao Tzu cry like this! You're going to die! Regents! I clenched the gem that Bai Ze gave me in my hand and said angrily.

Sure enough, if there is fear in people's hearts, there will be defects, and this time I understand it deeply!

Now I just want to get out of this place quickly.

I immediately calmed down, tightly grasped the stone in my hand, and began to gather divine power.

Slowly, I, who had not been able to summon divine power, began to feel that divine power was still full of divine power in my body.

"Heh, Lao Tzu is still Huang Xiaoxian! Grass Nima, regent ghost or Chen Ziming, all get out of Lao Tzu! ”

"Get out—"

I struggled to burst out of my divine power, wanting to break through this soulless realm and charge up another blow!

"It's all for Lao Tzu Si!"

"Oh-cough, Huang Xiaoxian, you're going to hammer me to death."

Hearing the familiar voice, before I could calm down, I saw Bai Ze, who was lying under me, covering his chest, frowning and talking to me.

I immediately stood up and sat up, looking at Bai Ze in front of me in a daze, and my nose was directly sore.

"I hugged you and called you for so long, you didn't react, as soon as you woke up, you gave me a hammer, and before you passed the door, this is about to murder your husband?" Bai Ze rubbed his chest, slowly sat up and looked at me and said.

I couldn't help but have a sour nose, squeezed out a lot of small golden beans, and looked at Bai Ze directly crying and laughing.

Bai Ze looked at me a little stunned.

Before Bai Ze could speak, I jumped up and hugged Bai Ze and cried.

"Ouch." Bai Ze was thrown to the ground by me again.

"What's wrong?" Bai Ze asked as he hugged me.

The more I cried, the tighter I hugged Bai Ze.

"I thought I would never see you again! Whoa—"

"Ah, don't cry, don't cry, I'm here, here. I'll always be there, I'll always be by your side, and you won't fail to see me. Don't cry, don't cry. Bai Ze hugged me and gently patted me and comforted me.

I hugged Bai Ze and buried my head deeply in Bai Ze's body, feeling so happy in my heart: "It's good, it's good." I am back! I'm not dreaming, Bai Ze is still there. ”

I cried and laughed happily.

"That's great!"

(To be continued...... ）