Chapter 302: Childhood
"How did he bully you?"
"It's bullying. Yes, exactly. ”
Li Yutang was still concise when she spoke, or I felt that she was hiding something.
After Huang Na thought about it, she said to Li Yutang, "If someone bullies you in your dream, what will you do in your dream?" ”
"I tried to find my mother, trying to get help, but my mother didn't help me, he just told me to take a cold shower."
"You mean that your mother didn't help you in any way, did you? At least on this side of the green-faced people. Huang Na asked Li Yutang.
"Yes." Li Yutang nodded at Huang Na, but I noticed that Li Yutang's face twitched visibly when he said this.
The corners of his eyes drooped slightly, which would be a sign of sadness if he were a normal person.
"If your mother can't help you, maybe we'll help you, believe it or not?" Huang Na smiled at Li Yutang.
"I can believe it, but there are some things I can't really say."
When Li Yutang said the second half of the sentence, his whole person's emotions were completely out of control, as if he had thought of the scene that made him feel painful.
Her brow furrowed, and large tears slipped from the corners of her eyes.
I'd be foolish if I couldn't see the problem anymore.
It seems that there is something deep in Li Yutang's heart, but we can't dig it out at the first time, if we touch those painful points in Li Yutang's heart, it is very likely that Li Yutang will be a little unbearable.
After thinking about it, I took a deep breath and slapped the table, Li Yutang was still in a very sad state, and was a little frightened by me at this moment.
He immediately looked up at me, his eyes still red, and her tears were already pouring out.
Huang Na frowned and looked at me and said, "What are you going to do?" Shocked. ”
I shook my head and said to Li Yutang, "Maybe you can't show your heart well here, so I'll leave first." ”
Unexpectedly, Li Yutang suddenly grabbed my hand and said to me, "Although you can't leave me first, there are some things I want to tell you alone." ”
Although Li Yutang's eyes were still red, and he obviously had a sad look, there was firmness in the eyes he was looking at me now.
I frowned, not knowing why he had to stay for me, but I turned to Huang Na and the old wolf and said, "You two wait for me outside for a while." ”
After the old wolf and Huang Na glanced at each other, they nodded, stood up, turned around and left, leaving me and Li Yutang in the entire room.
I stood up, turned around and closed the door of my room, and sat down across from Li Yutang.
Huang Na and the old wolf seemed to be very curious, the two of us were talking about something, and they were lying on the edge of the window, wanting to take a look at the two of us.
I hurriedly waved my hand at the two of them, and the two of them didn't appear there, I sat there and looked closely into Li Yutang's eyes, and said to him, "What's wrong?" Let's talk about it. ”
Li Yutang looked left and right, as if no one could hear what he said except me, and he took a long breath.
"What I'm going to tell you next, officer, I like you to keep it a secret from me."
When Li Yutang said this, her tears were still falling like raindrops, and her lips were trembling, and even the words she spit out were a little unclear.
And I can clearly see Li Yutang's handcuffed hands pinching the table with his fallen soul and green tendons.
What kind of thing is this? Anger, pain, sadness, and he didn't want to mention it, how could such a thing happen in an ordinary family.
"I've been talking since I was six years old."
Li Yutang almost cried, and it took five minutes to say to me, I just nodded cautiously and didn't say anything else.
"I was sexually assaulted when I was six years old."
My brain buzzed and I was sexually assaulted at the age of six, and what an impact it had on his life.
And combined with what we analyzed before, his pain and resentment came more from his family, was he sexually assaulted at home when he was six years old, or was he sexually assaulted by his family?
"When I was six years old, my father forced me to give her a massage, which is that kind of massage and that kind of fill-in, you know."
I frowned and nodded at Li Yutang, if what he said was true, what had he experienced?
Having had that kind of experience with his father at the age of six, whether he wanted it or not, would have caused him a lot of psychological damage, and it seemed that he didn't want to.
"Did you resist, then?" I tried my best to keep my tone calm and asked him.
"I resisted, I told him that I didn't like this, but he also told me that if he didn't, he would kill me with a knife."
He was only six years old that year, and for a six-year-old, the threat was almost life-threatening.
"Did he keep you on the line and massage him with his hands?"
"No, it was only when I was six years old, and by the time I was 11 years old, it started to go too far, he made me use my mouth, and then I ...... later."
Li Yutang didn't say anything further, but he didn't need to go on, I could already guess it, and then something even more excessive happened, which is basically something that anyone can guess.
"Me. Don't say it, I won't say it, I can't say it anymore. "When Li Yutang was thinking about it, his mood changed again.
Compared with the sadness when I was entangled before, this time the emotional change almost reached a crazy level, I subconsciously stood up, stood beside him, hugged her shoulders, and said to her, "It's okay, it's okay, don't say it, don't say it." ”
Emotions explode, and it's not so simple to take it back.
He cried for ten minutes before he slowly stopped wheezing.
"It's all right, it's all over, it's all over." I comforted Li Yutang and said, I quietly opened the door.
"Okay, I'm tired enough today, I know, maybe this can help you and your brother, rest and rest."
Seeing that Li Yutang's state was extremely collapsed now, I hurriedly hugged her.
But I have a judgment of my own in my heart about this matter.
I think Li Yutang shouldn't be able to speak, at least he's not a very good actor.
If he is an old actor now, and he says such a thing in front of me, then I may still wonder if he is acting, but Li Yutang is just an ordinary college student.
When he said this, he had the same expression on his face everywhere.