"Hearing." The judge smacked the table with a small hammer.

The trial continued.

After the trial, Li Changfeng and Li Yutang sat on the witness stand again, and Song Zhengqiao returned to that calm and energetic state, this time I don't know if he pretended to do it or because of his nature.

He walked up to Li Yutang and said to him, "Okay, Li Yutang, did you have any dreams or expectations last summer, looking forward to some good changes in your life?" ”

Li Yutang nodded and continued, "Of course there is, I am ready to go to university, I have applied to more than ten schools, many of which are foreign schools, because my teacher suggested that foreign schools will give me the best education, and my family is relatively wealthy, so I can afford to go to a foreign school." ”

"Are there any schools abroad that interest you?"

"There's an American university that I'm interested in, and I've got a scholarship to sports, and I'm all about it, and he's everything to me."

We have talked about these things when we chatted with Li Yutang before, that is, the matter of applying to universities, and then there will be problems.

"Did you go to that school?"

"No," Li Yutang shook his head. "At first, my father told me that I was not allowed to go to foreign schools, only domestic schools, so I applied to several universities as a halfway way through."

"So, did those universities give you a good feedback in the end?"

"There's a good university in the middle of our city."

"Did your father approve of your going to that university?"

"No, he said he wouldn't pay for me at that university, not from schools in other provinces, and at the beginning he also applied, until the school sent me an admission letter, and I said, I want to live on campus."

"And what did your father say?" Song Zhengshu asked at Li Yutang.

Li Yutang looked at the ceiling and muttered to himself, not very loudly, as if he was telling us, as if he was reminiscing about himself.

"It was an afternoon, the weather was very nice, my father was in the yard, resting on a recliner, I found him, showed him my acceptance letter, and I also told him that I wanted to live on campus."

"And what did he say?"

"He said you can go and apply for a dormitory. But I want you to stay at home four days a week, and I'm going to check your homework. I told him, but I can go back to my dorm and sleep, but he took his eyes off, threw the newspaper aside, said no to me, and then stood up and looked me in the eye, you have to sleep at home, four nights a week, or I won't pay your tuition. With that, he turned and went back to his room. ”

When he finished saying this, Li Yutang paused for more than ten seconds, took a deep breath, and then continued to us, "Then I understood that it was because of this matter, because this matter will never be over." ”

"And how do you feel about it?" I asked Li Yutang.

"I feel like I've lost hope."

"Do you have any other plans?"

"I, I'm going to kill myself, I feel like a coward, I hate myself, I took a picture of myself and put it on my wrist, but I couldn't do it." When he said this, Li Yutang let out a sigh of relief.

"How long before your father died?"

"About ten days ago."

"Have you considered talking to someone about your situation? For example, your second uncle's psychiatrist, I know that he has a psychiatrist who has been serving your family. ”

"Nope." Li Yutang shook his head truthfully, "He will tell my parents, I haven't told anyone else, I once wanted to talk to my brother, but after thinking about it, I still didn't do it." Because I'm so ashamed to admit it. ”

"And how did you tell the others after that? Was there anything that happened that changed you? ”

"Yes. It was one day when I came home, and as soon as I entered the house, I found my eldest brother arguing with my mother. ”

"What are they arguing about?"

"At first I didn't know, I could only hear clearly, and my mother said he didn't need that. But my brother said he needed it. Mother then said to her, "I don't care what you need, but you can't get it now." My brother said to my mother, this thing is very important. But my mother said it didn't matter, and ripped off his wig and hair cover, pulled him in front of the mirror, and said to him, Did you see it? It's good that you're like this, you don't need a wig. After saying this, he left my brother there alone, and my brother, after seeing me looking at the back, immediately picked up the wig and ran out. ”

I thought about it for a moment and asked Li Yutang, "Did this matter shock you?" Of course, I was completely shocked because I had no idea that my brother's hair was fake, which made me feel like I was living his secret and gave me the courage to talk to him about my dad because it made me feel more real about him. So I went to his room. ”

"So how did she react at the time? Am I talking to you about this? ”

"No, he asked me what was wrong, I said I was going to talk to him, and he seemed to be angry and came out loud and asked me what was wrong? I couldn't speak, so I could only repeat, I, he was a little angry after a while, and yelled at me, what the hell is wrong? So I said to him, brother, my father is still doing that. ”

Li Yutang's emotions are a little out of control again, his recent emotions have been repeated, and this time he seems to be a little out of control.

So I hurriedly stopped Li Yutang's words and said to Li Changfeng on the side, "Then can you talk about the next thing?" ”

"Of course you can, I was shocked when I heard this, I didn't expect that this has been so long, that thing has been repeated, I walked out and stood in front of him, I thought about it for a long time, I didn't know how to talk to him, I didn't hold back a sentence after a long time, I asked him, do you like it?"

He shook his head and said to me, of course I don't like it, I hate this kind of thing, I want to kill myself. He was on the verge of crying when he said that. ”

"And did you comfort your brother?"

Of course, I walked up to him, patted him on the shoulder and said to her, "Okay, okay, it's okay, say I trust him, and it wasn't until I told him that we would figure out a solution, and his expression was a little better." ”

"So what did you come up with?"