My name is Chu Nan, I am twenty-six years old, and I have achieved nothing. It's a little man who doesn't do anything in a big city.

Recently, I was in debt at a young age, and I didn't know what to do, and suddenly found that after graduating for so many years, I was a person with no work experience, and I couldn't find a job when I just graduated, and finally went to an electronics factory to eat, and delivered takeaways. Later, a friend helped him enter a good company, because he liked to pretend to be high in front of the leader, and never peed in a pot with the leader. Then the leader said that he felt that I was not suitable to follow him, and that I should have more lofty ideals and let me find another job. Later, I thought that opening an Internet café should be quite interesting, and then I took my friends together and spent two years to bring down one. Before the gang broke up, a major shareholder friend came to me, and I thought it was because I had some hard work and wanted to share a little more money with me to repay the loan. It turned out to ask me where the market research was at the beginning, and I said it was in your mailbox two years ago. He was silent for a while, and then asked me, why don't you think we made any money? I said maybe the market environment has changed. Then he rubbed his forehead and told me to go first, saying that he wanted to "be quiet".

In the past few days, for loans and rent, I have been swindling everywhere to apply for a job in the company every day, but now HR is like a human spirit, as if I know at a glance that I am a bastard, and I don't listen carefully to my work experience throughout the whole process, and let me go home and wait for news. So while waiting for news at home, my girlfriend broke up with me by the way. Before going out with a suitcase and a dog, she told me that her youth was not for me to grow up. I watched from the window as she got into a black Cadillac, thinking that I should buy one when I had the money. I heard that this big brother here is really good to my girlfriend, and when I'm not around, I often accompany my girlfriend to go shopping, watch movies, eat or something. Knowing that she could queue up from the north of the city to buy her favorite salted duck eggs and send them to the company in the south of the city within half an hour without breakfast, she could also send her 520 red envelopes at 0:01 in the morning on every special day, and at the same time still buy gifts and flowers to wait for her on the way to work the next day. Needless to say, a small cold was stuffed directly into her arms with a large bag of medicine and some disgusting words. Once I also had a cold and wanted to take it in parts, and found that there were even quick-acting heart pills in the bag, and I wondered if the medicine would be bought for me, what a meticulous man. With such a good big brother, everything is better than you, what do you want. I'm relieved at this moment, come on big brother, I wish you happiness! Looking at the man, woman and dog, I opened the window and sent my blessings - ha~~~ Te!

Feel at ease, ask a friend for a drink.

I called three friends to go to supper before 7 o'clock in the afternoon, and the night market stalls have not yet opened. But today I want to eat something from the supper stall and drink some beer from the supper stall. Or maybe it's a late-night snack atmosphere where a large group of people don't know each other at all. It's the same environment as when I first met her.,It's a place where it starts and where it ends.。 My friend saw at a glance that I was in a bad mood, so he didn't do much, just patted me on the shoulder (although it is also possible that he saw my post). So he pulled out the rainproof cloth that the boss was covering the table, chair and bench, pulled out the stool and table by himself, took out his mobile phone, and turned it on. When the boss came to open the stall, he froze, and said that the wifi signal here is not good, is it here to eat? But he still came over to say hello with a smile on his face: "What are the handsome guys eating?" My friend didn't look up and said, "I'll order later, let's just get a beer." My buddy is in a bad mood today, and my girlfriend ran away with Kaizi, mainly drinking. "The boss was happy when he heard it, maybe the wine was profitable. When he came over with a box of twenty-four bottles of beer, he also said, "How can you solve your worries, only Du Kang" took the wine, and one person picked up a bottle and drank while playing games. By the end of the day, by the time edamame and peanuts were served, the four of us had already drunk it. I drank the most, and before I knew it, I had just picked up the fourth bottle. I found that the other three had begun to hook their shoulders and backs, each talking about their recent disappointments, and even cried. Anyway, everyone said their own thing, no one listened to anyone, and they had a good conversation. I took the bottle of beer and asked the owner how much it was. The boss didn't seem to be very happy and said, "Paid the bill?" I stared at my boss and said, "Oh." Then he turned and walked home. The boss seemed to be quite speechless, but he still cared about me behind him and said, "Let's order food first after this amount of alcohol." ”

Chu River Han boundary Chu, southeast, northwest south. It's not that "virgin", but it's pretty much the same. There have been several love experiences, and the one who ran away with Cadillac even lived together for a few months. But he hadn't felt the taste of a woman a few times. The love experience made him feel so tired and hard, the first few days were fine, but within a few days, he wanted to let his girlfriend sleep on his shoulder at night, and then he could hold it in a more comfortable position. But my girlfriend always thinks that it is uncomfortable to sleep like this, or it is pressing my hair. The two people who slept together looked like strangers. I've suspected that it might be my problem, I've looked up videos, I've been to the hospital, I've asked friends. Except for some difficult and large-scale ones, it should be no problem if I haven't tried it. In the end, after everyone knew about this matter, an old driver buddy came up with a hypothesis. Is it possible that the woman actually just wants to share a room with you, but doesn't want to pay the rent?

I'm not a salted fish, because I still have dreams. Since I became an adult, I have always dreamed of finding a gentle, virtuous, lovely and beautiful wife to grow old with a greasy and crooked and simple white head, there is always a lot of noise, but the person who walks hand in hand in the sunset in the future is still her, and it has always been her. Maybe this idea is a little ahead of its time at this age? In short, he gave everything every time he was like licking a dog, and in the end he often got a sentence "We are not suitable". Thinking of the bag that his girlfriend had just bought for her the day before yesterday, it was the one he bought with all the quota of Huabei, and it was also the most expensive thing he had ever bought in his life. My heart hurts even more.

Recently, the hot weather for a month has made it a problem to eat, and I have to turn on the air conditioner when I get home so early, so I simply sneak away from the supper stall with a beer on the way back to the park by the river. Sitting on the side of the road drinking beer, he watched passers-by unscrupulously, especially women. Looking at the white flowers on the legs with beer, I suddenly felt that this is life! I didn't remember until there was no one in the square, and it was time to go back. As soon as I stood up, I was knocked down by a punch, and then the person who knocked me down also asked: Is it you who molested my girlfriend? I turned my head and looked, three men and one woman. In his twenties, he must be younger than me. I looked at the woman's face again, I hadn't seen it. Legs, no impressions. Then I laughed and said, "It's good to be young", and they beat me up again while scolding me for "daring to look" and "stinky hooligan". Finally they stopped fighting, and I was going to just lie down and sleep, but before I could fall asleep, a few of them put their hands on me up and down, and I was very shy to touch them, and finally they ran away after getting my phone. I stood up and shook the dust off my body, took out a 10 yuan bill from my butt pocket and scolded: "Silly fork, I still have ten yuan here." "Before going home, I bought two cans of cold beer for ten yuan downstairs, these two cans of wine are really frozen, it is said that the boss helped others freeze in the quick-freezer and forgot to take it out, and it was hard.

When I got home, I put the beer on the cabinet at the door, felt sweaty, and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After taking a shower and changing clothes, I feel like people are alive again. Seeing that every part of the beer on the cabinet was beaten suddenly became more painful, I picked it up and opened the lid and poured a big sip, almost drinking the part that had just been thawed. This mouthful felt as if my brain had been washed away by cold beer, and it hurt, and I felt that if I was a little more cold, I might have to smoke it. Ah~~ After a long hiccups, he looked like he was going to die, and he held on to the cabinet and smirked. Suddenly a gust of wind blew from the balcony, huh?? Such a cool wind? No, the air conditioner in the refrigerator hasn't been as strong as this day lately. This kind of rental house remodeled with the top floor is a VIP who is served in a sauna 24 hours a day. I walked to the balcony and looked up at the sky and the ground, it didn't look like it was raining. Then I leaned on the fence and looked at the street below, and then I felt it carefully, and looked in the direction of the flower platform on the right, and I didn't pay attention to that direction at first, because although it was a flower bed, it was full of weeds, and I usually looked at it more. In case you look at the mosquitoes hiding inside, a group of mosquitoes will come to bed at night and sleep a fart. At this time, I looked over and found that there was actually fog there, and the air in the fog seemed to be moving very quickly, as if it was wind, but Chu Nan felt that the cold wind was not to mention how mild, at least there were only two or three small winds, and it seemed that there was another world in the fog. Staring at the fog for a while, Chu Nan was like a demon, reached out to touch it, and then stepped in with one foot. It was a strange feeling, and I didn't realize what it was, and my hands and feet were wrapped in the fog. By the way, I raised my hand and took a sip of the freshly thawed wine, and then the whole person fell into the fog. At the moment when I completely entered the fog, I felt as if my soul was stirred by the cold wind here, and it hurt. Then I fell out. The pain in my heart made me stare at the fog for a moment. Some were afraid.

I went back to the toilet and propped up the sink, blew my nose, coughed a few times, spit out phlegm, and washed my face again. I think people are still a little confused, I think it's better to wash up and go to bed early, good-for-nothing people often don't have good habits, I understand the truth, but only occasionally like now will I remember, go to bed early, it's not good to think nonsense. There's something to do tomorrow ... I have nothing to do tomorrow... So lying on the bed and remembering the scene just now, suddenly a stirring spirit seemed to finally wake up! Did something strange happen just now, the sudden appearance of the fog, which should have been a walled flower bed, actually stepped into it without hindrance? Adventure?...... This is an opportunity! Thinking of this, I rushed out again, carefully poking my head out of the balcony to look at the foggy place before, this time my mind was not as foggy as before. Seeing clearly that the fog was only about two meters wide, and the height was more than one floor high, I felt that this was a door, a door that attracted me to step over, and I clenched my fist. The only thought in my heart now is that this door can change my fate, and my current situation needs to be changed. Then don't think about it, I'll have to go in and have a look! Just when I felt that I had come to my senses and made up my mind to walk through this door even if it was hell, my body did not obey, and the cold breath that came from the fog made me instinctively afraid. It's like the feeling of being threatened with a knife by the gangsters in society back then, and the goddess of crush is by your side. Obviously, he decided in his heart to resist, why can't he raise his clenched fists, and his legs are still shaking cowardly, as if he forcibly moves half a step but will only make his cowardly self fall and chew. This is my psychological shadow, something that I will recall every time I face difficulties in my later life. This time, I want to change, and this time I want to try again. Leg lifting... Come on, do you still want to live in the shadows all the time... Sure enough, he fell, lying on the ground and looking at the fog in front of him, gritting his teeth, Chu Nan used his limbs together, crawling forward, one meter, half a meter, Chu Nan stretched out his hand and could already touch the fog again. He wanted to feel the feeling of his soul being eroded by the mist and cold again. The moment Chu Nan's hand touched the mist, the mist flowed violently, and this time the feeling was more real, not only erosion, as if it was about to be torn apart by the air flow in this mist. Chu Nan took back his hand and looked at it in front of his eyes, there were no scars, and there was no other discomfort in his fingers when he returned to his eyes. Just as I was wondering if the pain would kill me as soon as I entered, I noticed that the fog seemed to fade, and there seemed to be a figure in the mist, who was walking towards me step by step with difficulty, and the world inside seemed to be blowing like a blizzard. Judging by the man's walking posture, he should be facing the wind and coming this way. The red ribbon that was blown behind him like a scarf was the only conspicuous item, only because most of the time the red was behind him, and it was hard to tell what it was, but it was like a blood-colored star in the mist, blinking around him from time to time. Looking at the figure a little distracted, I almost didn't notice that the fog was really fading, and now where is the original size, close to the fog, lying on the ground, I know that if I don't go in again, the fog will disappear immediately, and the door of the other world will be closed to me. Whether or not to grasp the opportunity in front of you is in this last moment. Put your heart sideways, whether he is hell or heaven, another world or two-dimensional, even if you need to kill another self in order to survive in a parallel world, there is no time to think at the moment, only stand up and jump into the fog will have an answer. But the strange body obviously didn't think about anything to be afraid of, and there was no reason to tremble, but the whole body was still shaking badly, and after trying a few times, he couldn't stand up at all. When Chu Nan, who was sweating profusely, finally knelt in front of the mist, the fog counted the blurred edges around the mist, and the thin parts were already only one meter left. Chu Nan felt that unless his body suddenly returned to normal mobility at this time, coupled with two steps to run, he would be able to jump in as a circus lion jumping into the fire ring. Chu Nan withdrew his gaze as the fog grew smaller and smaller, and looked down at his hand propped up on the ground. Raise your hand with the last bit of strength and want to smash it to the ground with a punch, and then scold yourself as usual with "I'm really still a waste". But when he raised his hand, he was suddenly grabbed by something. Then the whole person flew up and plunged headlong into the mist.