Chapter 483: The Life You Want
The shadow of Xianyuntan is long, and the stars change a few degrees of autumn;
Where is the alchemy under the light? The magma in the mountain is artesian.
In the interior of the Alchemy Volcano, although time has not passed so quickly, in this environment of not knowing day and night, Yang Yu has no idea whether it should be day or night at all.
At this moment, Yang Yu has been lying on the ground for nearly five hours, these five hours, no matter how Yang Yu relaxes himself, he can't fall asleep again, but the more difficult it is to fall asleep, the more Yang Yu wants to sleep, the more he wants to sleep, the more he can't sleep, and Yang Yu has entered a dead loop.
In this way, Yang Yu is like a person who is rotten to the extreme, doing nothing, thinking about nothing, just wanting to lie on the ground and sleep.
I don't know how long it took, but when Yang Yu opened his eyes again, Yang Yu found himself in a vast field.
This is very familiar, the countryside is the land of Wangxiang Township's own home, and now I am standing in front of the crops, after the special medicine cultivation of Yaolingdu, the current corn branches are two or three meters high, just like a small tree.
And Yang Yu also looked at himself, he was wearing a coarse cloth shirt that had been sewn and repaired, and he was holding a hoe in his hand, under the scorching sun, Yang Yu's skin was dark, and he was sweating profusely, and he was looking at the different and growing crops in front of him.
"Yu, it's time to eat! You know that look at the crops, and the crops are your life!" , Just when Yang Yu's thoughts had not been completely transformed, a familiar female voice appeared in Yang Yu's ears.
When Yang Yu turned his head, he saw a scene that made him suspicious, in front of him, it seemed to be Belle! But why is Belle so simple, even a little old-fashioned.
However, this is Belle, like Belle in her thirties, Belle at the moment, carrying a basket of food and a kettle, a little tired, and a little happy to come over.
At this moment, Belle has fully grown up, and she is not as amazing as Yang Yu imagined, but in Wangxiang Town, she can be regarded as a good-looking woman.
Belle was dressed in the same shabby cloth as a sheep's feather, her black hair was coiled on her head, and her hands were not so white and a little rough, and she looked like she had done a lot of farm work, but it could still be seen that she had once been a pair of delicate hands.
"Yu! Why do you look at me like that? I've been watching it for seven or eight years, and I haven't seen enough!" , Seeing that Yang Yu was in a daze, Belle said jokingly.
"Hinbei, Belle, it's you, me, where am I? What is the relationship between you and me?" At this moment, Yang Yu's mind was a little confused, because he seemed to remember that he should be in a cave full of flames, but he didn't seem to remember it very clearly.
"Yu, are you too tired from work! We are now looking at the Qi family in the township! I'm your wife!" Belle touched the head of the sheep feather and said with some doubts.
"Yes, yes? Are you my wife? We're not ......", hearing this, Yang Yu was also a little stunned, and he remembered clearly, as if Belle was his sister, although not pro.
"What's wrong? When you married me, you didn't care about that, what? I regret it now!" , Hearing Yang Yu ask, Belle was also a little angry for a while.
"Ah! Oops!" , Suddenly Yang Yu's head hurts, and the picture of himself marrying Belle appeared in Yang Yu's mind, which is very real, as if it just happened.
"No, no, what's the matter? I don't regret it", Yang Yu scratched his head, a little embarrassed, and at the same time, Yang Yu raised his hand and kept hitting the corn branch in front of him.
"What's wrong? Yu, you're very strange today!" Seeing Yang Yu's inexplicable action, Belle asked with a strange face.
"Well, it's okay, I'm wondering, why don't I have spiritual power?" , Feeling that he had no spiritual power at all, Yang Yu asked with some doubts.
"Yu, you still don't come to work lately, you see, you're stupid. You forgot! Back then, neither of us had an awakened physique, we were just ordinary people, otherwise, my father wouldn't have let me marry you", touching Yang Yu's face, Belle said with some memories.
"Ah, hey
Yo!" , In an instant, Yang Yu's brain hurt again, and in Yang Yu's brain, the physique that he awakened back then was indeed an ordinary person, and then the two of them who had no guess gradually knew each other and fell in love, and this scene also appeared in Yang Yu's brain one after another.
After thinking of this, Yang Yu felt that these things were extremely real, as if he had really done it, and slowly, Yang Yu even forgot that he was still a psychic in a certain place and a certain world.
"It's okay, it's okay, don't worry about me, maybe I've been really tired lately! Come, let's eat!" , no longer thinking about it, Yang Yu pulled Belle aside to eat.
On the ordinary wooden seat, a plate of shredded potatoes, a plate of Chinese cabbage, and slices of meat are embellished on it. And in the kettle on the side, there is a faint rice wine, and everything looks so bland.
At the dining table, Belle wiped the feather's sweat and poured him wine, and the few pieces of meat were also given to the feather by Belle.
Looking at the virtuous wife beside him and the ripe harvest in front of him, Yang Yu's floating heart also calmed down, as if this was the day Yang Yu had always wanted to live.
"Yu! Don't do it in the afternoon, let's go back to accompany my father and mother and the children, okay?" After eating, Belle stood behind the sheep feather, and said softly while squeezing his shoulder.
"Father, mother, child?" When Belle said this, Yang Yu thought of this, and Yang Yu's head hurt a little, and suddenly a picture appeared in Yang Yu's mind.
In that picture, I seem to be only seventeen or eighteen years old, lying motionless on the bed, next to my parents, who seem to be saying something to themselves, and then my mother has been crying.
"Yu, what's wrong with you? Isn't there something uncomfortable?" Just as more images were about to appear in Yang Yu's mind, Belle's voice woke Yang Yu up again.
"No, it's nothing, maybe I'm really tired! Let's go home", Yang Yu said lightly.
After waking up, Yang Yu couldn't think of the picture behind him, Yang Yu felt that what he just thought was too fake, and what existed now was the real thing.
"Belle! I'll tell you! Recently I had a strange dream, I dreamed of it! I am a peerless genius that I have not met in a thousand years, and you are also a high-level full-attribute physique, but we are not together again, and the Qi family is also facing annihilation, and then I was forced to go to the ruined city ......", in the process of returning home, Yang Yu unconsciously wanted to say this to Belle.
"And then? And then?" , Belle asked a little anxiously, because Yang Yu was talking in too much detail, as if they had happened together.
"Later! I was woken up by my Belle! I'm so weird, so good, how could I have that strange dream?" , Looking at Belle, who was a little curious, a little worried, and a little angry, Yang Yu explained again and again.
Belle wondered why Sheep Feather could say so much, and it was all so true; Belle worries that their fate in the story told by Yang Yu is as if everyone is not doing well; Belle is angry that in the story of Yang Yu, Yang Yu actually has two people he likes, and he is not his wife.
As the two of them continued to approach home, the previous scenes kept appearing in Yang Yu's mind, but most of them were looking at the peaceful days of the township, and these things were slowly accepted by Yang Yu.
Half an hour later, a familiar house appeared in front of Yang Yu's eyes, but this one had obviously expanded a lot, because it had become taller and had many more rooms.
"Xian'er, Chen'er, Daddy is back!" Outside, Belle shouted.
"Dad, mother, you're back!"
"Sister, wait for me, wait for me", just when Yang Yu was still recalling, two very cute children appeared in front of Yang Yu.
The two children are about five or six years old, very cute and clever, but the name is a bit strange, why are they called Chen'er and Xian'er?
But in an instant, the memories of the two children appeared in Yang Yu's mind, that is, Belle was pregnant for ten months, and then she liked to be a father, and then there was a picture of her husband and children.
Thinking of this, Yang Yu quickly picked them up
The child is also very sensible, just leaning on the arms of the sheep feather.
"Yang Yu, you, you're back", Yang Yu's mother, Xiuxiang, said with some excitement to the point of being excessive.
"you, it's not a life and death, why are you so sad?" , Saying that, Qi Juan also pushed Xiuxiang.
At this moment, the two of them were standing in the house, and the key was that they were not very old, as if they were only a dozen years older than Yang Yu.
Seeing Yang Yu come back, both of them were very excited, Xiuxiang seemed to be about to cry, but Qi Juan on the side held her down.
Seeing his parents again, Yang Yu also had a different feeling, he always had a feeling that he wanted to tell what happened in his dream.
"Xinbei, take the children to rest, we have something to talk to Yang Yu", Qi Ju greeted Belle and pulled Yang Yu into their room.
"Yang Yu, what do you want to tell us! Whatever happens, talk to your parents!" , After arriving in the room, Qi Juan said as if he had something to say.
"Dad, mother, I have had a strange dream recently, extremely bizarre", seeing his parents like this, Yang Yu was going to say this strange dream. ……
This time, Yang Yu felt that his parents were very strange, no matter what details of the dream, they had to ask, and it took Yang Yu five hours to finish everything.
"Yang Yu, you, you have suffered, you must be strong, you ......", on the side, Xiuxiang said with great concern and excitement.
"Uh, your mother! She has a strong sense of involvement, it's okay, it's okay", stopped Xiuxiang on the side, and Qi Juan immediately said.
"Dad, mother, Yu, it's time to eat", just as a few people said this, Belle's voice came from outside the door.
"Haha, Yang Yu! You've got a good wife! I hope you can take good care of your sister", what Qi Juan said was a sick sentence, which made people extremely embarrassed to hear, what is a wife and a sister.
"Uh, let's eat!" Yang Yu didn't say anything, and led them out.
The dinner in the evening is obviously sumptuous, and the family of six has a happy life.
"Dad, mother, eat! Why do you keep looking at the feathers?" , Looking at the two Qi Ju who were not eating well, and had been looking at the sheep feathers, Belle said with some doubts.
"It's okay, it's okay, eat, eat," Qi Juan said again and again. ……
And just like that, the time came to night. In the room, Xiuxiang was talking to Qi Juan with tears on her face.
"Daddy! Yu'er has been so hard, you see how good it is! Isn't it okay for us to live here for the rest of our lives?" , in the house, if this is heard by Yang Yu, Yang Yu may be shocked for a few years.
"Xiuxiang, it's good to be able to see the feather again, to see that he has grown up. Yu'er has grown up, and many things are no longer what we can think of, and this current life may just be what we want!"
"Yu'er still has his future, his friends, his partner, we are his parents, but we are not him, all this should be left to Yu'er to choose", hearing Xiuxiang's words, Qi Juan said these meaningful words, it turns out that Yang Yu can have such a positive three views, and his father's words and deeds are related.
"Alright, let's spend a day with Yang Yu! I'll tell him all tomorrow," in the house, after Qi Juan said a word, he quietly lay on the bed and fell asleep.
"Belle! Tonight, isn't it a little strange for my father and mother! Why do you always say some strange things", on the bed, Yang Yu thought of his parents' behavior today, and asked with some doubts.
"Whew! I think the strangest thing is you, isn't there too much these days, tomorrow you will have a day off, don't go to the field again, the field to be cultivated is not that acre!" , Looking at the feather who was constantly thinking, Belle said soothingly.
"Huh? Belle, what are you doing here?" , Looking at Belle, who suddenly hugged herself and touched her messily, Yang Yu asked with some confusion.
"Hmph, silly, of course it's a reward for you!" , Belle also said a little shyly, she felt that Yang Yu really didn't understand.
That's it, big quilt
Over-covered, the rain went down, and the Spring Festival passed like this.
At five o'clock in the morning, Yang Yu who was lying on the bed suddenly woke up in pain, don't get me wrong, it was a headache, because Yang Yu dreamed of more pictures of that world, and that scene came to mind, for a while, Yang Yu didn't know which one was true.
"Yu, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that the sheep feather was woken up by pain, Belle immediately asked with concern.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm thinking too much, I'll go out for a walk!" , looked at the real Belle next to her, Yang Yu denied that idea for a while, and then walked out.
As soon as they walked to the door, the neatly dressed Qi Ju and the two were already standing at the door, and when they saw Yang Yu coming out, the two of them were a little expectant and a little sad.
"Dad, mother, why do you get up so early!" Seeing that his parents had something to say, Yang Yu hurriedly asked.
"Yang Yu is here, Daddy has something to say to you", saying that, the two of them beckoned Yang Yu outside.
"Whew! Early in the morning, I don't wear a coat when I go out for a walk", in the room, looking at the clothes of the sheep feathers on the side, Belle picked it up and chased it out.
"Dad, mother, what's the matter? God mysterious", beside the gate, Yang Yu asked with some curiosity.
But this time, the two did not speak, but pressed their hands on Yang Yu's head together, and for a while, a picture also appeared in Yang Yu's mind.
This scene is the scene where Yang Yu fainted, and the two used the depraved contract to save him, and the subsequent death of the two.
And when Yang Yu opened his eyes in confusion, Qi Juan pressed Yang Yu's shoulder and nodded gently.
"Yang Yu, that's not a dream, that's the life you really experience, all this you are experiencing now is illusory, it's all because your parents want to see you......", sighed, and Qi Ju told Yang Yu everything here.
"Dad, mother, you must be lying to me, you are not dead, that is a dream, that is fake", after this dull and beautiful day, Yang Yu is not willing to accept the cruel reality.
Syllable! With a familiar voice, Qi Juan still slapped Yang Yu, just like before.
"Yang Yu, do you remember what your father taught you? Facts are facts, you can't change it and don't run away from it, you should face it, not be so decadent", after calming down, Qi Juan said to Yang Yu with a serious face.
"Whew! It's all bad for my father and mother, obviously just an ordinary person, but I let you have a top-level full-attribute physique, we are farmers, and we have no background, so you have suffered so much."
"But if you have to endure hardships to become a superior person, you have to persevere, even if you die in a month, so what? Now you are our pride, forever proud!" , Seeing that the sheep feathers were still confused, Qi Juan continued to enlighten the sheep feathers.
"Yes, Yu'er, you did a good job, you are the pride of your father, no matter what happens in the future, go back! Face the world that belongs to you!" On the side, Xiuxiang also began to comfort the sheep feathers.
"Dad, mother, I, I, okay, I'll ......", after a few breaths, Yang Yu was also ready to agree.
"Yu, are you going to abandon me like this, is Belle not doing well? Is there something wrong with Belle?" , Just when Yang Yu was about to agree, Belle, who had been listening for a while, said with tears on her face.
At this point, Yang Yu and Qi Juan didn't know what to say, because this world is fake, and Belle is also fake, they are just a dream of Yang Yu.
"I know, it's not the real world, I know, maybe it's just a dream, but can you finish this dream?" Looking at the sheep's feather dilemma, Belle took a step back and said.
"Belle, I, I ......", for a while, Yang Yu didn't know what to say, maybe Belle in this world, she didn't know so much, she didn't feel that she was fake, she just thought that she was very happy with Yang Yu.
"Yu, my husband, you have changed, since I saw Chen'er and Xian'er yesterday, I knew that you were not you, because you didn't act like a father", Yang Yu was speechless, but Belle had a lot to say.
"But I know that you are a feather, but you are a different feather from another world, and my feather may never come back."
"But I've had you, I've had you, I'm very happy, I hope that no matter where you are, you won't forget me, promise me, take care of your sister, take care of another her", Belle is also amazing, accepting so much for a while, and completing self-enlightenment.
Yang Yu understands that the other she Belle is talking about is Belle in the real world, and that Belle does not have such a happy past as her.
"Belle, my good daughter, woo woo woo", Belle can say this kind of thing, that really touches Xiuxiang.
Hearing this, Xiuxiang was very moved, Belle is a good daughter-in-law, but this sheep feather is not worthy of her, and they probably shouldn't have met in the first place. Maybe yesterday, they should have told Yang Yu directly about this fact, maybe they didn't have it, and they wouldn't be so sad.
"Dad, mother, Belle, I will always remember you, always", looking at the three people who were crying and hugging each other, Yang Yu said with a serious face.
It's not that Yang Yu doesn't want to communicate anymore, but because Yang Yu can feel it, this is the same feeling as seeing Xinyi and them yesterday, as long as he moves again, this world will disappear.
In this way, the four of them looked at each other crying, and with the slowly confused picture, the three of them disappeared forever.
(Men plough and women weave, husbands sing and women follow, this is what the author wants.) But in this world, that kind of life may no longer exist, the suffering we experience, or the real life, but no matter what, we should not give up. Because Qi Ju said that only when you suffer hardship can you become a master)