Alas, Sergei sighed anxiously, he rubbed Yao Jingjing's arm, and said uneasily: "Jingjing, what if I can't do it in the future?" ”

In the dark, a trace of despair flashed in Yao Jingjing's eyes, and she still comforted: "If that's the case, then it's okay, your body is not good at your age, it's normal, don't think too much, let's go with the flow." ”

"But you're still young!"

"I'm fine. For me, the most important thing is that you are healthy and can always be by my side, which is what I want most of all. ”

Sergei didn't speak again, and the hand holding Yao Jingjing tightened again, but the anxiety and guilt in his eyes did not decrease.

Although Yao Jingjing said comforting words, she still felt disappointed and lonely in her heart, she had no sex life, whether it was for men or women, it was very painful, she was also a normal person, and she also wanted her husband's caress and intimacy. But Sergei is indeed old and his health is not good, which is understandable, but in fact, Yao Jingjing knows that Sergei's problems are more from psychological disorders. Since that incident, there has been no sex between the two, and Sergei's body has also failed since that incident, it is obvious that that incident hit Sergei very hard, thinking about this, Yao Jingjing can't help but be a little worried.

"Sergey, you say, do you want to see a psychiatrist?"

Sergei was stunned and said, "See a psychiatrist?" ”

"Yes, I don't think you're physical, it's psychological, so why don't we go to see a psychiatrist?"

Psychological causes? Sergei's mind once again remembered the scene of the fugitive violating his wife that day, and he knelt on the ground to watch, he closed his eyes in agony, and said indifferently: "No, I don't go to the doctor, and I'm not sick." After saying that, Sergei turned over and turned his back to Yao Jingjing, he didn't want Jingjing to find out about his strangeness. Of course, he also knew that he had a psychological problem, but he didn't want to recall the beginning and end of the incident in front of the psychiatrist, and then recall the humiliating scene, he would rather be sick like this than mention it again.

Yao Jingjing knew that Sergei's heart disease was very serious, and it seemed that it would not be easy to resolve it. Yao Jingjing pulled the quilt for Sergei and stopped talking.

This morning, Yao Jingjing was chopping dumpling stuffing in the kitchen, and accidentally glanced out the door, and found that there were snowflakes floating outside the house. ”

Sergei, who was lying on the bed in the bedroom with his eyes closed, heard the sound, opened his eyes, looked out the window, and sure enough, it was snowing outside. He got up and got out of bed and walked outside the house on crutches.

Yao Jingjing had already come to the courtyard, looking up at the snow flying in the sky, she was in a good mood, she opened her hands to meet the snowflakes, when the snowflakes melted in her hands, a trace of coolness came, she smiled happily.

"Sergey, this is the first snow of the year."

"It's not the first time I've seen snow, so I'm so excited!"

"Please, you can't be romantic, this year's Hatsuyuye."

Sergei pouted disapprerovingly, he sometimes really didn't understand women, so it snowed, and he could be excited for a long time, snow is the most common in Russia, and when the snow closes the door and it is difficult to travel, you should hate this thing.

Yao Jingjing walked to Sergei's side, gently hugged Sergei's waist, put her head on his chest, and said softly: "Sergei, this is the first snow we have been waiting for in this village, and it is very commemorative." ”

"Yes!" What's the commemorative significance? Sergei's face was full of helplessness, and it was difficult to refute Yao Jingjing's interest, so he simply didn't speak.

"We're going to spend a lot of first snow, and it's romantic just to think about it."

Romance what! What's so romantic about this! Sergey, of course, just thinks about it and will not speak.