Chapter 175: Despicable
Chu Yan was completely hurt by Su Ran's attitude.
I just lost my temper, but I met the eyes that didn't smile at all, obviously in those beautiful eyes, there are also doting and gentleness on weekdays, why?!
Why be so cruel to yourself?!
"Su Ran! Did you hear me? ”
Chu Yan let go of the hand that was holding the corner of Su Ran's clothes and put it on Su Ran's shoulder instead.
Directly hugged Su Ran into his arms.
Those big hands tightly imprisoned Su Ran, as if they wanted to tightly inlay Su Ran in their arms!
Don't let her escape!
He didn't want to see Su Ran so indifferent, that would only make him think more ironically about how self-inflicted he was~
"Chuyan ......"
"I'm ...... I've been there! ”
"Chuyan...... You're taking care of a bit too much, aren't you? ”
"Count me begging you, count me begging you, can you do it......"
"Su Dye ......"
"It's not the attitude of asking for people~"
Su Ran's tone rose slightly, and he said this slightly joking sentence.
Chu Yan seemed to have gotten the meaning of Su Ran.
He let go of the hand that was holding Su Ran.
I loosened the clamp on Su Ran.
"What does it mean to ask for someone......
The hope in Chu Yan's eyes injected vitality into him like this moment, and Chu Yan's whole person regained a little vitality.
Su Ran raised an eyebrow.
Ask her?
Heh~ Of course, I have to give him all the things I experienced in my previous life~
Just when Su Ran was immersed in his thoughts, Chu Yan directly raised his hand and slapped himself.
"I know what I said to you was a bit excessive...... I've lived with guilt and regret every time since I got it......"
"I shouldn't have said that about you at the time, so that you were in a turmoil at that time, and now I can't wait to go back to the past and teach myself a hard lesson at that time!"
"You never said anything to me because of those things, I never knew that language could hurt people, it turned out that online violence was so terrible, it turned out that you were so difficult before...... I'm like an executioner, constantly letting you step into the abyss! ”
"Ever since I liked you...... Ever since I fell in love with you...... I started with endless regrets... I thought I was just a novelty to you! After all, I've never been planted in the hands of another woman. ”
"Women have always been a pastime for me. They don't deserve my heart. ”
"But I never thought that the slap in the face would come so quickly, just when I thought it was a novelty again and again, I had already been obsessed with you, you were already an existence that I could not give up so easily, Su Ran, can you understand when I say this......"
"I've never confessed so affectionately to a girl......"
"So I should be grateful to you?"
Su Ran interrupted Chu Yan's words and questioned Chu Yan indifferently.
"It's not...... That was not what I meant. When Chu Yan heard Su Ran's words, he was a little at a loss.
He...... is just expressing his feelings for Su Ran, he doesn't mean that.
"So what do you mean?
Chu Yan, you are coming to me now, it seems that you want to express every sentence, how different you are to me now, and how special I am compared to the girls you played with before! ”
"You're going to look at me and be grateful, aren't you?
Do you still want to see me like the girls you have played with before, or your suitors, who are undignified and ask for your care and love? ”
Su Ran walked towards Chuyan.
Slowly, every time he spit out a word, he gradually approached Chu Yan, and slowly forced Chu Yan into the corner.
Chu Yan could only lean on the coconut tree in embarrassment.
Shaking his head, as if trying to explain something.
But...... It's too pale.
What Su Ran said is the truth!
Chu Yan is actually so despicable in his heart!
He just wanted Su Ran to throw himself into his arms like the girls who chased behind him before, to ask for his love and mercy.
Su Ran's words just now were like tearing off the fig leaf of Chu Yan's despicable thoughts in his heart.
Chu Yan's unbearable thoughts in his heart were completely exposed.
"Do you think I should be grateful? Or should it be exciting?
Because of today's hot stars, I am almost in the third rate, and I am obsessed with the black material every day~
Should I still kneel in front of you? And then he kowtows to you and says, thank you for your merciful love? ”
"Who doesn't like you? Do you know how annoying it can be when you like to cause trouble to people? ”
"In what capacity are you questioning me? Does my relationship with others have a half-dime relationship with you? ”
"You obviously know that you have done so many excessive things to me before, and even because of your fans, I am in the middle of being exploded by the Internet every day.
Do you know that your unintentional words may make a group of girlfriend fans maliciously interpret it, pour dirty water on me, and misinterpret me into a watery poplar, a prodigal woman?! ”
"You know? Chu Yan~ Later, you also knew how terrible online violence is? ”
"Do you know that online violence can ruin people?"
"Then if you talk to me about these things now, isn't it tantamount to a weasel giving a New Year's greeting to a chicken? Isn't that tantamount to rubbing salt in my wounds? ”
"Did you know that I'm going to hurt too? Am I heartless?! Do I deserve to be hurt by you? Is it because of your liking that I want to come over and throw myself into your arms regardless of my previous suspicions? ”
Su Ran kept questioning, and Chu Yan almost didn't know how to react.
I could only wait for my eyes, looking at Su Ran with grief, and my tears almost couldn't help flowing out.
He didn't want to cry.
But my heart hurts......
I don't know how he could have been like this with Su Ran before.
Clearly...... Don't they have a future?
"Su Ran...... I can change it, and I'll make it up...... Give me a chance, okay? Don't kick me out and into hell completely, okay......"
"How will you forgive me...... Shall I kneel for you? ”
After speaking, Chu Yan knelt on the ground in embarrassment.
Tilting his head sadly, he could see Su Ran in the halo.
The girl seems to be too good......
It seems to be able to wash away all the darkness and uneasiness in the heart.
At the same time, it can also accommodate him.
Let Chuyan regain a hope.
Su Ran really didn't expect Chu Yan to really kneel down for himself.
After all, what a proud person Chu Yan is.