Knowing that Jingjing was reluctant to rest, although Sergei was distressed, he no longer persuaded him, he paused and said, "Jingjing, have you noticed that Ivan has been a little abnormal recently?" ”

Perverse? Yao Jingjing frowned and thought about it, she went out early and returned late every day, and she had very little time to talk to Ivan, as if she didn't notice anything unusual.

"What's the anomaly? How I didn't find out! ”

"You're so busy every day that you may not notice."

"What's wrong with Ivan?" Listening to Sergei's words, as if something was really wrong with Ivan, Yao Jingjing couldn't help but worry.

"He has eaten very little lately, and he doesn't talk much, and I occasionally get up at night to go to the bathroom, passing by the guest room, and I can still hear him sighing, I guess I often have insomnia."

"Is there anything bothering Ivan?" Yao Jingjing became more and more puzzled, and a little self-blamed, she didn't care enough about Ivan recently.

"Alas, since the outbreak of the war between the two countries, Ivan has been like this."

"Is he worried that if the two countries go to war, our village will suffer?"

"No, not because of this?"

"What's the reason for that?"

"Ivan, he is a retired soldier, and when he saw the country fighting, he was also eager to try, wanting to put on his military uniform again and go into battle to kill the enemy."

Eh, Yao Jingjing was startled, her eyes opened wide in the dark, and a trace of fear and worry flashed in her eyes.

"He wants to go to war? Crazy? It's going to die! ”

"Yes, people will die, but for a soldier, he would rather die in battle than live. Charging into battle to defend the country is a soldier's lifelong dream, and this is also Ivan's dream. ”

Sergei's words made Yao Jingjing fall into deep thought, from her point of view, going into battle to kill the enemy will kill people, if you can't go, you won't go, it's too late to hide, how can you take the initiative to go, it's purely a brain disease. But for Ivan, who once served as a soldier, the meaning is different, from the perspective of a soldier, almost every soldier hopes that he can fight once in his life, even if he dies in battle, he will die without regrets, this is indeed the dream of a soldier, but not every soldier can realize his dream, and now there is such an opportunity to realize his ideal ambition in front of him, how can Ivan's heart not waver! Would a promising young man with outstanding abilities like Ivan let him live in this small village for the rest of his life? Wouldn't it be selfish? Although this can ensure Ivan's personal safety, is this really what Ivan wants? If it is really for Ivan's good, should he consider the problem from Ivan's point of view, for a man, he should not spin around for pots and pans, or should he take the realization of ideals and ambitions as the main goal, so that this life is in vain, and Ivan was a soldier.

Since Yao Jingjing talked with Sergei that night, Yao Jingjing deliberately paid attention to Ivan, and found that it was true that Ivan had become less talkative, his appetite had become smaller, his already thin body had become thinner, his beard had not been shaved much, and the whole person had become depressed and a little decadent. Yao Jingjing saw it in her eyes, and she was also thinking in her heart, although she didn't want Ivan to go to the front line, after all, her life was in danger, it can be seen that Ivan is getting more and more haggard, and she can't bear it, maybe she should help Ivan realize her dream.

In the evening of this day, Yao Jingjing closed the stall and returned to the village, back to the village, it was already dark, she drove a tricycle on the country road, and when she was about to reach the entrance of the village, she caught a glimpse of a figure standing in front of her, and saw that the figure was none other than Ivan through the light, Yao Jingjing was a little surprised.