Chapter 181: Is It Ivan? (2)
Ivan suddenly thought of something, glanced at Maria's belly, and asked, "Aren't you pregnant?" Is it now the birth, or is the child gone? ”
Maria frowned guiltily, not daring to look at Ivan, and replied hesitantly, "I'm done, but I've left the baby to Jingjing." ”
Ivan thought for a moment, instantly understood, and said, "That means you left your child, returned to Moscow, and threw the child to Jingjing?" ”
Maria nodded.
Alas, Ivan let out a long sigh, paused, and sighed: "I'm not surprised at all, this is in line with your style." ”
"I also have considerations, Jingjing has been married to Sergei for many years and has no children, she has always been eager to have a child, my child is very close to her, and I can rest assured that I will give it to Jingjing."
"You speak of irresponsibility as if you were gracious!"
"Ivan, I can't help it, I can't get close to that child, and I can't afford to raise a child alone, Jingjing is different, I believe she will raise the child well, and the child is better to follow her than to follow me."
"Hmph, that's right, you don't have a mother at all, and if the child follows you, it will be useless."
Maria's little face turned red and white, she glanced at Ivan's severed arm and leg, and asked, "Ivan, what's the matter with your arms and legs?" ”
"What else can it be, on the battlefield, the Ukrainian missile exploded right next to me, my left arm and right leg were blown off, and it would already be a miracle to survive."
"Then since you're alive, why don't you contact us? We all thought you were dead, and I was crying so much. ”
At the mention of this, Ivan frowned guiltily again and sighed: "If Jingjing knew that I was alive and became like this, what do you think would happen to her?" ”
What will happen? Maria frowned, thought carefully, and said, "Jingjing, she, she won't dislike you, she will take good care of you." "Yes, Maria has already seen that Ivan and Yao Jingjing have the intention of being a concubine, although Jingjing still has her husband Sergei, it does not affect the relationship between the two.
"Yes, she will do that, and that's why I don't contact her."
At this moment, Maria fully understood, and said, "You don't want to bother her?" ”
"Alas, Jingjing is hard enough, she has to support her family, take care of the boss, and now she has to take care of your children, if you take care of me again, her pressure is too great, I can't drag her down."
Ivan's words moved Maria a little, it seems that Ivan really loves Yao Jingjing, and indeed, Yao Jingjing is indeed a woman worthy of love. At this moment, Maria was no longer jealous of Yao Jingjing, and there was still a trace of appreciation and faint gratitude.
"Ivan, what do you do then? The way you are now, life is very difficult, right? ”
"After all, I was crippled because I went into battle to kill the enemy, and the state gave me a pension."
"How much can the pension be, it can't be paid every year, how should you live once it's spent." Maria began to worry about Ivan, and she couldn't see Ivan suffering, and she was distressed to death.
"Don't worry about me, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, let's talk about it later. I save some flowers, and I can spend a long time. ”
"You're optimistic."
For the future, Ivan didn't think that once the pension was spent, he wouldn't even be able to pay the rent, and he was afraid that he would have to sleep on the streets.
"Ivan, actually, you can go to Jingjing."
"No, never, I'd rather die now than go looking for Jingjing." Yes, you can't drag Jingjing down by saying anything, this is Ivan's bottom line.
Ivan turned his head and stared at Maria very seriously, and said solemnly: "Maria, don't tell Jingjing about your meeting with me today, promise me." ”
Ivan's eyes were sincere and determined, and Maria was at a loss, so she nodded and said, "Okay, I promise you." ”