Chapter 120: Face Your Heart
"I'll tell him well."
Before hanging up the phone, Jiang Xueru said, "By the way, which hospital are you in?" ”
Wen Ruxu couldn't answer for a while, and looked at Shen Yuzhi.
Seeing that he finally had a place to come in handy, Shen Yuzhi spoke with confidence.
After the call, he still looked at Wen Ruxu, expecting to be praised for his performance just now.
But Wen Ruxu never moved.
Shen Yuzhi couldn't sit still and cleared his throat: "Don't you have anything to tell me?" ”
Wen Ruxu, who was looking at the scenery outside the window, was reluctant to raise his eyelids, and his gaze paused for a short time on Shen Yuzhi.
She thought about it as if she was serious.
Then, Wen Ruxu replied solemnly: "No." ”
Shen Yuzhi gasped and did not become dissatisfied.
What he has now is patience with Wen Ruxu.
The reason for this change is also because people should live in the present and look to the future, considering that the previous unbearable happened in the past.
Since yesterday when he confirmed Wen Ruxu's intentions and jumped off the building again, Shen Yuzhi secretly made up his mind that he just wanted to live a good life with her.
In addition, if you think about it rationally, what does it matter if he is the one who bows his head and asks for peace first?
It was his wish that the two could be together, not hers, he knew that he couldn't impose his on her, he had to take his time, sincerity was the nirvana to move people's hearts.
Rounding off, this is also for himself.
Shen Yuzhi didn't say anything on his lips, but in his heart, he had already turned the page on Wen Ruxu's deception of him.
Afternoon.
Jiang Xueru had just gotten off work, so she immediately packed up her things and found the hospital, and brought some fruits to Wen Ruxu when she passed by the supermarket on the way.
"Xu Xu, how are you feeling now?" Jiang Xueru put the fruit on the table and asked with concern.
Wen Ruxu's face was light and light: "Don't worry, it's good to raise it for a while." ”
Although the two are not too familiar with each other, she likes Jiang Xueru's temperament very much, and she is also unexpectedly in tune with Jiang Xueru.
Right now, she walked away from the ghost gate, and Jiang Xueru came to visit her, which can be regarded as affectionate and righteous.
But Wen Ruxu soon found that from the beginning of entering the door to visit the patient, Jiang Xueru didn't look at Shen Yuzhi, nor did she ask her why she jumped off the building, or what she accused of this behavior.
Wen Ruxu was a little curious, obviously according to the relationship, Jiang Xueru should be closer to Shen Yuzhi as her senior brother.
And throughout the whole process of their conversation, Shen Yuzhi always stayed in the ward and never went out for a single step.
Jiang Xueru obviously noticed this, and looked at Shen Yuzhi coldly: "Senior, can I talk to Xu Xu alone?" ”
Following Jiang Xueru's line of sight, Wen Ruxu also glanced at Shen Yuzhi.
Only Shen Yuzhi showed some doubt and dissatisfaction on his face, and raised his eyebrows, which seemed to be a little provocative.
His lips opened lightly: "Xu Xu and I are husband and wife, and you are my junior sister, everyone knows the roots, is there anything I can't listen to?" ”
After Shen Yuzhi finished speaking, he suddenly felt a little helpless.
He was determined to turn the page on what had happened before, but when it was time to implement it, he found it so difficult.
Because Wen Ruxu escaped from him, in addition to Leng Yishun, the other three women involved were all related to him.
With such a lesson from the past, Shen Yuzhi will inevitably have a bow and a snake shadow.
But it was precisely because he still had palpitations that he felt helpless.
Just as Jiang Xueru was about to reason with him, Shen Yuzhi sighed and spoke first: "Forget it, call me for something." ”
Seeing him walk out of the ward and close the door casually, Jiang Xueru was slightly stunned, the series of words he had just held back could not be brought into play, so he could only swallow it back.
"Xueru, what are you going to tell me?" Wen Ruxu's gaze moved to Jiang Xueru.
Jiang Xueru collected her thoughts, frowned slightly, and pondered for a while: "After we talked yesterday, I thought you had figured it out, but I didn't expect such a thing to happen......"
When she heard that Wen Ruxu jumped off the building, Jiang Xueru felt a little guilty in her heart, guessing that it was yesterday's words that made Wen Ruxu mistaken.
And Wen Ruxu originally thought that Jiang Xueru was going to ask her privately why she couldn't think about it, but she was at a loss at this time.
She came back to her senses slightly, smiled and comforted: "This matter has nothing to do with you, I was reckless for a while, and there will be no such thing in the future." ”
Jiang Xueru glanced at the door of the ward, confirmed that no one was there, looked back at Wen Ruxu, and carefully took her hand.
"Xu Xu, based on my understanding of Senior Shen, he should force you to return to China...... What do you think? ”
On weekdays, Jiang Xueru looks very aggressive, but she has never been ambiguous about key matters.
Originally, Wen Ruxu fled to Switzerland in order to get rid of Shen Yuzhi, but now that Shen Yuzhi has found Wen Ruxu, she has this incident again......
Wen Ruxu was silent for a while.
"You know what I think in my heart, I can be sure that Shen Yuzhi is sincere to me, but we ...... Can't be together, can it? Wen Ruxu's eyes were filled with mixed emotions.
It's not just because of Shen Duo.
There are too many estrangements between them, and they can't be resolved in a while.
After walking before the ghost gate closed, and the trouble has reached this point, Wen Ruxu will never think about suicide again.
However, some contradictions can never be resolved.
Jiang Xueru thought about it seriously and finally came to the conclusion -
"Xu Xu, you are still subconsciously willing to have a future with Senior Shen, maybe you haven't noticed that you always make all kinds of excuses for not being together, but you rarely say categorically that you don't want to."
Wen Ruxu fell into deep thought again.
It seems that it is really like what Jiang Xueru said......
Seeing that she didn't refute, Jiang Xueru continued: "I said earlier that you can live for yourself once, you have to live a new life, isn't it also a choice to be with Senior Shen?" As long as you're happy, it doesn't matter what others think. ”
Wen Ruxu was touched by Jiang Xueru's persuasion.
She should probably also ask herself, is she stumbling up by those excuses, or is she afraid to be generous about her heart?
Wen Ruxu suddenly thought: "According to the friendship, you and Shen Yuzhi should be deeper than me, why do you stand on my side when you encounter something?" ”
Jiang Xueru was picking up an apple to peel it, and she didn't lift her eyes, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her.
"I've never been on anyone's side, in my heart I have my own standards for evaluating things, and the reason why I'm a little disgusted with seniors in this matter is because he's too macho, he never calmed down, listen to what you think."
Wen Ruxu benefited a lot from this conversation again.
From Jiang Xueru, she suddenly saw that she used to be high-spirited, and she was as confident and sassy as Jiang Xueru.
When she was still in college, although she was born from the grassroots, she also had her own pride, she worked hard, worked hard, and won the scholarship provided by the school every year.
Although he was poor at that time, he was rich in heart.
I'm afraid I didn't expect that one day she would be smoothed out by reality and become this appearance that is not even familiar to me......
"I see." Wen Ruxu looked at Jiang Xueru gratefully.
It just so happened that Jiang Xueru also finished peeling the apple and handed it to Wen Ruxu, but she didn't give the apple to her immediately.
"Now that this apple is in front of you, although it is a piece of my heart, you have to think about it, whether you want to eat it or not, if you don't want to, there are many ways to dispose of it, and you can also ensure that it will not be wasted."
Jiang Xueru looked at her steadily, patiently waiting for Wen Ruxu to make a choice.
Wen Ruxu stared at the apple for a while, and shook his head slightly: "I don't want to." ”
The two looked at each other and smiled.
Jiang Xueru took back the apple and took a bite: "A choice similar to this apple, be bold, follow your heart and make the right decision again." ”
Wen Ruxu bowed his head.
As everyone knows, when Jiang Xueru talked about Shen Yuzhi's machismo, Shen Yuzhi happened to return to the ward and heard the conversation between the two.
He thought carefully about the shortcomings of what he had done, and secretly decided to make a change.
Not long after Jiang Xueru left, Shen Yuzhi returned to the ward, but the relationship between him and Wen Ruxu became inexplicably weird.
"The ......"
"I ......"
The two were divided and spoke in unison.
Shen Yuzhi said again: "You say it first." ”
"I think it's been a long time since we've quieted down and talked properly, or else...... Talk? Wen Ruxu said calmly.
Shen Yuzhi suddenly smiled: "Coincidentally, I also want to have a good talk with you, if you don't mind, then start with me?" ”
Wen Ruxu heard that Shen Yuzhi was asking her opinion, and there was a hint of surprise between her eyebrows.
She smiled a little more and snorted in agreement.
"Zhou Zeye told me that girls are very fragile in their hearts after experiencing bad things, and the incident when you were kidnapped by Zhang Xian, what did I do later...... It must have hurt you a lot, right? ”
Shen Yuzhi was a little annoyed when he thought of that incident.
In his opinion, the reason why Wen Ruxu was so desperate to leave him was probably because of the shadow left by that incident.
Even if that incident was not the fuse, it also intensified Wen Ruxu's desire to leave him.
The most hateful thing is that he didn't take into account Wen Ruxu's mood at all at that time.
Wen Ruxu lowered her eyes, and couldn't tell whether she was emotional or helpless: "Well, to this day, I will still have nightmares because of that incident." ”
At this time, Shen Yuzhi thought that she woke up from her sleep today, and even stopped paying attention to herself.
It turned out that she was not angry that he answered the phone for her today, but because of that incident......
"I'm sorry, although apologizing may not help now, but as long as it makes you happy and no longer haunted by nightmares, even ...... If you want to leave me, I promise. ”
Shen Yuzhi made this decision with difficulty.
If he only liked Wen Ruxu before, then now, he loves her.
So he chose to respect her, understand her, and accept her......
"What you say is true? Seriously? ”
In just one hour, he had undergone such a big change, which really surprised Wen Ruxu.
Shen Yuzhi snorted: "As long as it is your final decision, I promise." ”