Chapter 71: Where Have You Gone?
In this way, after another three days and three nights, Cheng Luyuan did not eat or drink, and stayed by Shen Shi's side.
Cheng Luyuan hugged Shen Shi's child, the child cried lightly, as if he wanted to wake up his mother on the hospital bed, Shen Shi's fingers moved slightly, and he slowly opened his eyes.
"Hours! You're finally awake! Cheng Luyuan handed the child to Aunt Hong beside him, and hurriedly held Shen Shi's hand.
The warmth spread from Jiang Jueli's arm to Shen Shi's cold hand, which was still piercing the needle.
"Lu Yuan......" Shen Shi looked at Cheng Luyuan weakly, he hadn't seen him for a year, Cheng Luyuan was a lot haggard, and Cheng Luyuan, who was neat and clean on weekdays, actually had a cyan stubble on his face.
"Hours...... Where have you been this year......"
Cheng Lu looked at Shen Shi from afar, Shen Shi was even thinner than a year ago, his face was also very haggard, and there were obvious calluses on his hands that had been grinded out of rough work.
I really don't know how much Shen Shi has suffered in the days since he left, and there are distressed tears in his eyes.
Aunt Hong next to her couldn't help but blame: "Young man, you said that you won't look for us this year." You don't know how hard it is for her to get pregnant alone. You say you're a father, why are you so irresponsible! ”
Aunt Hong, who didn't know the truth, thought that Cheng Luyuan was the father of Shen Shi's child, right
"Got it, Aunt Hong, I won't leave Xiao alone again in the future." Cheng Luyuan nodded towards Aunt Hong.
Shen Shi looked at Cheng Luyuan, and a burst of gratitude rose in his heart.
At least, this child still has a father in name.
"Hours, come with me."
Aunt Hong went out to buy diapers for the child, and Cheng Luyuan asked Shen Shi, who had recovered almost in bed.
Shen Shi raised his head and looked out the window.
S City is so sunny, and at this time, it seems that I can no longer return to the world of S City, and now I just want to go back to that small city, with my children, and live alone.
"Forget it, it's a long way. I still want to go back to where I belong. Here, it doesn't belong to me. ”
Shen Shi turned his head, looked at Cheng Luyuan, and said softly, his voice was indifferent to wanting to stay away from the world.
"But," Cheng Luyuan couldn't help but grab his hand, "But, you still have to take Doudou with you." He's still so young, how do you take care of him, how do you take care of yourself. ”
Shen Shi pushed Cheng Luyuan away and held his hand, "Lu Yuan, you don't have to persuade me, really, that world doesn't belong to me, and I can't go back." ”
"Hour, I'm really not at ease when you're alone, stay with me, okay? I am willing to be the father of the child if you want. I will be as good to Doudou as my own child. I just want to keep you by my side and take care of you. Good no good? Cheng Luyuan's eyes were full of sincerity.
Shen Shi's tears also swirled in his eyes.
"Nope. No, you don't. Thank you, Lu Yuan. I am tired. ”
Shen Shi turned his back to Cheng Luyuan, pretending that he wanted to rest, but tears slipped down the corners of his eyes and dripped into the pillow.
Cheng Luyuan looked at Shen Shi in a daze, looking at this woman who was so stubborn that she refused to admit defeat.
She still can't accept herself, even if she has reached this point, she still has to face all this, but she doesn't give herself any chance to take care of her.
Shen Shi, why. Why can't you accept me, haven't I done enough?
Cheng Luyuan was heartbroken and turned to leave.
Jiang Jueli has never stopped looking for Shen Shi, and those eyeliners on his underworld are staring at Cheng Luyuan's movements every day.
"Mr. Jiang, we found that Cheng Luyuan has often been haunting the central hospital recently, and often carrying things and fruits into the inpatient department, and later after our investigation, Mrs. is living in the inpatient department of the obstetrics and gynecology department of S Central Hospital at this time. Ward 302, 5th floor. ”
"Obstetrics and gynecology?"
The moment he received the call, Jiang Jueli was extremely excited in his heart, hung up the phone, picked up his suit and was about to go to Shen, but he didn't take a few steps, but he was cowardly.
Jiang Jueli couldn't forget the pain he caused to Shen Shi at the beginning, Shen Shi's tears, Shen Shi's eyes in the time and space, like a nightmare, made Jiang Jueli so painful that he was about to suffocate.
You okay?
8 months and 23 days away, where have you been.
Why can't I find you, no matter how I look for it?
Can you still forgive me, can you stay with me, can you not leave me again.
Are our children okay.
Do you still love me?
Jiang Jueli had too many things to say to Shen Shi, but when he knew that Shen Shi was in the inpatient department of the Central Hospital at this time, he didn't dare to run over to see her.
She must still be hating herself.
It must be unforgivable.
Jiang Jueli finally couldn't suppress his thoughts about Shen Shi, and when he appeared in the hospital, it was a warm afternoon.
The warm sunlight shone in through the transparent glass windows of the hospital and shone on Shen Shi, who was coaxing the child to sleep on the hospital bed. Shen Shi and the child's bodies exuded a faint light, shining in Jiang Jueli's cold eyes. is like a torch, igniting the warmth in Jiang Jueli's eyes.
That's their own child.
He must be an angel.
Jiang Jueli smiled again, so warm.
There was no one else in the ward, only the mother and son. Jiang Jueli finally made up his mind, pushed the door and walked in.
"Lu Yuan, hand me the diaper."
Shen Shiyuguang saw a man in a suit walk in, and she thought it was Cheng Luyuan.
Jiang Jueli walked straight to Shen Shi's bedside, and Shen Shi raised his head to see the appearance of the person who came clearly.
It's Jiang Jueli.
Yes, it's really him.
The man who hates himself to the core.
The man he told himself how many times he had to forget.
That man, who has not missed himself for 8 months and 23 days, has not missed a day.
The biological father of the child.
Jiang Jueli.
"It's you." Shen Shi stared straight at the man who suddenly appeared, his eyes full of surprise.
"Shen Shi......" Jiang Jueli was just about to speak, but Shen Shi seemed to realize something, and hugged Doudou, who was still sleeping, for fear that Doudou would be snatched by Jiang Jueli.
"What are you doing here?" Shen Shi's words were cold, and he said in a low voice.
"Shen Shi, what do you say I'm here for?" Jiang Jueli saw that Shen Shi was so sensitive, and she looked like she was afraid that she would snatch her child, and the light in her eyes dimmed.
"You go, I don't want to see you." Shen Shi turned his head to the side and said in a deep voice.
"You want me to go?" Jiang Jueli heard Shen Shi's resolute words, and a trace of pain flashed in his heart.
"I'll go, yes. But I have to hold my baby! ”
Shen Shi heard Jiang Jueli's words, his body was for a while, how did he know that the child was his? Is he here to snatch his own child? Does this arrogant and domineering man want to snatch his child for no reason?
No, absolutely not.
I'll never let you take my baby, never!
"This child belongs to me and Cheng Luyuan, and it has nothing to do with you! You go, stop being sentimental. ”
Shen Shi's words were cold like never before, and the pain in Jiang Jueli's chest, mixed with anger, devoured every nerve of Jiang Jueli for a while.
"Impossible!" Jiang Jueli couldn't help but clench his fists, and the green tendons in his arms burst out.
"How could it not be? Jiang Jueli, we are already divorced, I have signed a divorce agreement half a year ago, I believe you should have signed it, then the contract will take effect. ”
Shen Shi smiled, looked at Jiang Jueli, and said something in his mouth.
"It is my own right to sleep with whom I sleep and who to have children with, after all, our marriage was also a ridiculous agreement. You and your lover, Shen Ruochu, will have a wedding at the end of this month, hurry up and go back to prepare, she loves you so much, you love her so much, you are together, that is all happy. ”
"Moreover, I hope that you will not disturb my life again in the future, and I don't want to see you again."
After Shen Shi finished speaking, he turned around and got out of bed, walked to the window with the child in his arms, and turned his back to Jiang Jueli, as if he never wanted to see this man with lost eyes again.
She still cared.
Jiang Jueli looked at Shen Shi's back, he knew that she was being strong.
Obviously, Cheng Luyuan had already told Shen Shi that he was pregnant with his own child, and the child in Shen Shi's arms was full of heroism between his eyebrows, like himself when he was a child.
He knew, but he didn't expose her.
He knew that she was still hating herself.
I really can't forgive.
Shen Shi, one day, I will let the sunshine bloom on your face again and come back to me.
Jiang Jueli left, and Shen Shi, who was holding Doudou, turned around, already in tears.
Shen Shi didn't want the three of them to reunite, why didn't he want Jiang Jueli to be able to hug the child in his arms, why didn't he want to get back together with Jiang Jueli and get back together.
However, Jiang Jueli's madness, Jiang Jueli and Shen Ruochu, everything about Jiang Jueli has already made him afraid. She was afraid, afraid that one day, she would see Jiang Jueli and other women entangled again, afraid of Jiang Jueli, giving herself love again, and withdrawing from it.
Shen Shi couldn't easily believe that she had become a mother, she had love in her heart, but more importantly, she was responsible for her children.
Cheng Luyuan took a few packets of diapers and prepared lunch, returned to the ward, saw that Shen Shi was not in a very good mood, and did not bother her, opened the lid of the lunch box full of porridge, the freshly cooked porridge was still steaming, Cheng Luyuan was blowing while bringing it to Shen Shi's mouth.
"Come, have a drink of porridge."
Looking at the steaming white porridge, Shen Shi opened his mouth lightly and ate slowly, but his tears fell on the white porridge in front of him drop by drop like beads with broken threads......
Jiang Jueli, who left the hospital, drove the business car and went straight back to Jiang's villa.
Since Shen Shi left, Jiang Jueli has never touched his favorite sapphire blue supercar.
What can make you happy is no longer the speed and passion, but the low-key and sense of security that the business car brings to yourself.
Jiang Jueli smiled, he had indeed changed.