"Shen Shi, that woman is your sister." Cheng Luyuan inquired about Shen Shi while driving.

"Hmm." Shen Shi replied softly, and glanced back at Doudou, who was well-behaved and cute, and Doudou had fallen asleep in Aunt Hong's arms.

"This woman is not simple, you have to be careful in the future, I look at her eyes, I am a little crazy." Cheng Luyuan glanced at Shen Shi worriedly, for fear that this Shen Ruochu would bring the slightest harm to Shen Shi.

"She's not mad at any time." Shen Shi sighed, and a trace of worry couldn't help but rise in his eyes. Shen Ruochu looked at herself with unusual hatred in her eyes, which made her a little scared, afraid that she would suddenly appear one day and hurt Doudou. After all, Doudou is still young and doesn't know how to protect himself.

"Hour, if it really doesn't work, you can move over and go to me." Cheng Luyuan's face was sincere, and he was still very uneasy about Shen Shi.

"Okay." Shen Shi nodded thoughtfully.

The car arrived at the small town around S City, Doudou was hugged by Aunt Hong, returned to the restaurant, Cheng Luyuan followed Shen Shi, came to her rented residence, cleaned up the house, and got something.

As soon as I walked into this dilapidated residential building, the turbid smell of decay in the corridor was already in my mouth and nose, making people breathless. All kinds of people who have come and gone have come and gone, in this small apartment with mixed tastes, exudes the smell of ordinary life.

Cheng Luyuan frowned, looking at the strong woman in front of him who was lying on the stairs, and felt sad again.

Shen Shi, why do you treat yourself like this, why don't you let me take good care of you, why do you have to go back to such a place, dark and displaced.

Cheng Luyuan, led by Shen Shi, walked to the second room at the end of the corridor, took out the key, opened the lock on the door, and hung it on the claw.

Pushing open the door, Cheng Luyuan and Shen Shi entered this small bedroom, the bedroom could only barely put down a small bed, at the end of the bedroom, there was a small open balcony, the sun shined through the balcony, shining into this dim and narrow room, and the dust floating in the room was illuminated into an obvious pillar of light.

"You may be seated." There was no stool, so Shen Shi had to arrange for Cheng Luyuan to sit on his small bed.

Fortunately, Shen Shi is usually clean and tidy, and the small room also has a little warm taste.

Cheng Luyuan looked at Shen Shi in a daze, busy in this small room, tidying up.

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, Cheng Luyuan couldn't help but get up and hugged the woman in front of him who was strong on the outside but weak on the inside.

"Hour, don't be like this, I'm so distressed, come with me." Cheng Luyuan buried his face in the back of Shen Shi's neck, hugged Shen Shi, and said distressedly.

Shen Shi's body shook, but he didn't look back, so he let Cheng Luyuan hold himself quietly from behind, and there was no response for a long time.

She didn't know that Cheng Luyuan felt sorry for her, her hardship, and her situation.

But there is no way, the road is far, I can't delay you, my heart has been completely stuffed by another person, it hurts, I can't accommodate anyone else.

If I go back with you now, it will be tantamount to dragging you down and delaying you for the rest of your life.

Lu Yuan, you deserve better, I am Shen, I am destined to not have too much beauty in my fate, my mother died, I lost my grandfather, my father beat and scolded, and now I am displaced.

Step by step, it's all fate.

There is no way, to this point, I have to accept my fate, because it is also because of fate that I gave birth to Doudou, this angelic child, with him, I have the gas to continue to persevere.

I don't understand your suffering, the suffering of loving someone, and the suffering of loving someone who doesn't love yourself.

There is no way, we are all like walkers on the road of life, experiencing all kinds of pain in the world, which makes us unbearable, makes us unbearable, and at the same time, makes us grow.

Until one day, we will grow into something we have never known.

Cheng Luyuan's arm gradually let go, and Shen Shi's silence made him understand that Shen Shi still didn't want to be with him.

Silence is the best answer, Shen Shi's heart really can't pretend to be himself.

Her heart has been completely filled by Jiang Jueli, and she seems to have no way to squeeze it in.

Unless one day, she uproots the thorn that was inserted into her heart, and she can really let it go.

However, can she accept that heart-wrenching pain?

Maybe now, she's already trying to forget, maybe now, she's already suffering from unbearable pain.

Why do you have to put so much pressure on her, making her even more painful.

Cheng Luyuan, you are really wrong.

You're a mess wrong.

You can only silently guard Shen Shi's side, help her, take care of her, and her children.

The pain, the heart-piercing pain, let Shen Shi bear it silently by himself. Only in this way will she really let go one day in the future.

All you can do is wait.

"Hour, I'm sorry, I'm not going to force you anymore."

Cheng Luyuan smiled, and there was an indifferent relief in his eyes.

Shen Shi was grateful, and Lu Yuan was finally able to understand that he had no way to give him everything he wanted.

Even if it's just living together, accompaniment.

Without love, it's hard to continue.

Perhaps, if you love someone, you are destined to bear this kind of pain, this kind of pain of forced withdrawal, this kind of pain, such as Shen Shi, such as Cheng Luyuan, such as Shen Ruochu, and like Jiang Jueli.

Everyone has their own unbearable pain in life, which makes people crazy and grows.

Aunt Hong called and said that her uncle-in-law had already made dinner in the restaurant, and when the two of them went back to eat, Xiao Doudou should also eat milk.

Shen Shi took the things that the child needed and left the small and dilapidated apartment with Cheng Luyuan.

"Hours, I don't want to force you to go back to S City, but there is one thing, you have to promise me." Cheng Luyuan looked at Shen Shi of the co-pilot with a real face.

"What's the matter?" Shen Shi asked.

"I'll find a better neighborhood in your small town to rent a room, and then you and Doudou will move in. I'll ask Aunt Hong to take care of Doudou for you. You can't refuse this matter, otherwise I won't worry. That Shen Ruochu, I didn't look at you right today, I'm afraid that she will come to trouble you. ”

The careful Cheng Luyuan thought of Shen Ruochu's frantic appearance today, this woman might do something.

After thinking about it again, Shen Shi felt that what Cheng Luyuan said was very reasonable, so he did not refuse again.

When arriving at the restaurant, the people in the restaurant were ok, not so much. Shen Shi skillfully helped serve the food, although she stopped working here because she gave birth to a child, but the restaurant was like her own home, and everything here was so familiar to her. Aunt Hong and her husband-in-law are more affectionate to themselves than their biological parents.

It is also a good choice to leave the child in the care of Aunt Hong.

Doudou was lying in the cradle, blinking with a pair of big watery eyes, looking at his mother, muttering in his mouth, as if he wanted to speak.

Shen Shi gently picked up Doudou, walked into the back room, and fed Doudou.

"Aunt Hong, I want to tell you something."

Cheng Luyuan saw that Shen Shi had entered the back room, so he pulled Aunt Hong over and wanted to explain some things to Aunt Hong.

"I tried to persuade her, but she wouldn't go back with me. Here is 50,000 yuan, it is not easy for you to put down your work in the restaurant and take care of the hours, you take it first, I will look at the house in the next two days, let Shen Shi move over, and trouble you, take care of the hours there. After all, she is too weak, I am afraid that she will not be able to do it alone, and it is not safe for her to live alone. ”

Cheng Luyuan took Aunt Hong's hand, his eyes were eager, hoping that Aunt Hong would accept it.

"You said that you child, I treated me as if I was a daughter, what money did you give me, and give me so much." Aunt Hong pushed and shoved, resolutely not wanting to accept the money.

"Aunt Hong, you can take it, it is not easy for you and your uncle, I should have picked up the hour to go back this time, but she is still angry with me, I can't help her, I can only let her stay in this small city. I'm busy with work over there, and I can't be with Xiao 24 hours a day, but as soon as I have time, I'll come over to accompany her and take care of her, and I'll leave it to you, okay? Don't excuse yourself. ”

Cheng Luyuan didn't worry that Shen Shi was living here alone, he saw that Aunt Hong really took care of Shen Shi, so he could only entrust the stubborn Shen Shi to Aunt Hong and his wife.

In desperation, Aunt Hong took the money, and did not forget to say to Cheng Luyuan: "It's okay to keep this money for the hour, after all, this child is too bitter, I'll buy her more supplements and make something delicious." ”

The child had already slept, Shen Shi came out of the back room, after the peak of eating, the guests had gradually dispersed, Shen Shi, Cheng Luyuan and Aunt Hong sat down to eat dinner.

At this dinner, Shen Shi was very happy, and everyone was happy, toasting to celebrate the birth of Doudou.

"Ouch, I have a grandchild!"

Aunt Hong was also a little excited, drank a little more, and happily announced that she finally had a little angel to take care of.

During the meal, Cheng Luyuan kept serving Shen Shi vegetables, for fear that Shen Shi would eat less, Aunt Hong and her uncle-in-law looked at Cheng Luyuan's heartfelt concern for Shen Shi, and secretly boasted in their hearts that this son-in-law felt sorry for his daughter-in-law.

Pushing the cup and changing the lamp, the time is not early, Cheng Luyuan also drank alcohol, and he can't drive back to S City.

"Then don't go back, you two haven't seen each other for a long time, so let's stay here today and catch up on the old days."

Aunt Hong saw that Cheng Luyuan was reluctant to give up her girl, so she just took this opportunity to let the two of them cultivate their feelings well.

"No need Aunt Hong, I'll find a hotel near Lu Yuan in a while." Shen Shi hurriedly declined Aunt Hong's enthusiasm, he was still not used to living in other people's homes, and it was not very appropriate to leave Lu Yuan here alone.