Chapter 75: No Way Back
Didn't he hate himself? Why do you still miss yourself like this? Why be decadent and stupid to wait for yourself to go back.
In that world, can she go back, she can't go back.
"Later, the Anna in the bar found my contact information, and I also listened to what Anna told me, and Anna on the phone begged me, saying that if one day, I see you, I must tell you that Jiang Jueli is still waiting for you."
"I drove to Jiang's villa and saw Jiang Jueli with empty eyes in the room." Cheng Luyuan recalled the scene of seeing Jiang Jueli, and couldn't help but sigh.
"He has almost become a cripple, he only knows how to drink, his hair is messy and he has no intention of taking care of it, his beard has grown so much and he has not shaved, and his shirt is all stained with the color of red wine and foreign wine."
"I have never seen Jiang Jueli like that, and it was from that moment that I was truly sure that Jiang Jueli really loved you. It was your departure that made him like that. Shen Shi, can you bear it? ”
Cheng Luyuan looked at Shen Shi's back and asked.
Yes, Shen Shi, can you bear it?
Shen Shi thought for a long time and did not answer.
"I couldn't stand Jiang Jueli being so decadent that day, I believe you won't bear it when you see him. I grabbed Jiang Jueli's neck and fought with Jiang Jueli, I don't know how long the fight lasted, the sky was about to dawn, and we were all tired. ”
"Finally I told him that you were pregnant with his child." Cheng Luyuan finally said the key.
"What? You told him? ”
Shen Shi looked surprised, it turned out that Jiang Jueli already knew that Doudou was his child.
"Yes, if I don't tell him, maybe he will continue to be so decadent to this day, and he as a person, as well as the Jiang Group, will be completely ruined. I believe that Shen Shi, if you were there at the time, you would have told him everything. ”
Cheng Luyuan also learned that day that Jiang Jueli really cared about Shen Shi. Telling him all this and letting him know the truth is also a kind of salvation.
After all, he loved Shen Shi, and Shen Shi also loved him.
Shen Shi thought about it carefully, no wonder Jiang Jueli came to the hospital to find him that day, and kept saying that the child was his.
But he deceived Jiang Jueli and told him that the child was himself and Cheng Luyuan, but Jiang Jueli didn't refute himself.
He is really mature, the city is too deep and too deep.
The sky was white, Shen Shi and Cheng Luyuan were far away, and they had no sleep all night.
The early morning sun shone from the distant wall, little by little, Shen Shi looked out the window, the low bungalow, the chimney on the roof was already sporadically smoking.
A new day begins.
After all, what happened last night was a bit embarrassing, and the two of them didn't communicate a word in the morning.
Cheng Luyuan left early and didn't say what to do.
In the small hut, only Shen Shi was left, sitting on the bed in his hut, looking out of the window with smoke, thoughtful.
The emaciated body, leaning against the head of the bed, tears sliding down the corners of his eyes.
After all, I still can't escape the tricks of fate.
I thought that when Jiang Jueli appeared, although he knew that he had given birth to a baby, as long as he told Jiang Jueli that the child was Cheng Luyuan, the two of them would never have any intersection in the future, and no one would disturb them.
However, Jiang Jueli actually knew that the child was his, but he did not force the child to be taken away, and one day in the future, he would definitely be entangled with himself.
In his life, after all, he will still have an inextricable relationship with this man, and he will not be able to cut and untidy and messy relationships.
Hearing that Jiang Jueli in Cheng Luyuan's mouth was so decadent and self-defeating, Shen Shi's heart couldn't help but hurt, he had never seen Jiang Jueli like that, and when he heard Cheng Luyuan say, Shen Shi couldn't even imagine it.
He has always been domineering, arrogant, arrogant, how could he become like that for himself.
His self-esteem, his conceit, how could he allow himself to become like this.
What about Shen Ruochu, what does everything he saw in the newspaper that day represent.
At the end of the month, they will be married.
Shen Ruochu's smile in the photo is not fake.
With such doubts, Shen Shi finally fell asleep on his small bed.
Jiang Jueli, who was in the office, once again received a call from the secret investigator under him.
"Mr. Jiang, yesterday Cheng Luyuan escorted his wife and others back to a small county town around S City, and it seems that his wife lives there now. happened to be met by Shen Ruochu in the underground garage, and Miss Shen Ruochu discovered the existence of the child. The investigator gave everything a serious account.
This Shen Ruochu actually found Shen Shi's traces, which is not a good thing, Shen Ruochu, a woman, now knows very well now, and she is forced to do everything.
"Fortunately, my wife lied to Shen Ruochu that the child was Cheng Luyuan, and Shen Ruochu walked away in disbelief."
Shen Ruochu, a woman, has very extreme ideas, even if Shen Shi takes out Cheng Luyuan to deceive her, if she understands everything one day, she will still be in danger to Shen Shi.
"Keep an eye on that Shen Ruochu, don't do any harm to Shen Shi."
Jiang Jueli began to worry silently in her heart, when she was not by her side for a moment, she could not feel at ease for a moment.
Shen Ruochu returned to the Shen family's villa and thought about everything.
I also arranged for someone to keep an eye on Shen Shi, if I let myself find something strange, Shen Shi, then I will let you never recover.
I don't know how long it took, Shen Shi's door was pushed open, and Shen Shi opened his eyes vigilantly, it was Cheng Luyuan.
Cheng Luyuan took the takeaway, as well as two pockets of nutritional products, and took them upstairs.
"Hour, get up and eat." Cheng Luyuan smiled softly at Shen Shi, no one wanted to mention last night's incident again.
Shen Shi struggled to get up, but his head was still a little dizzy.
Cheng Luyuan raised his hand and stroked Shen Shi's forehead.
"You've got a fever!"
Shen Shi's eyes were confused, he shook his head, and told Cheng Luyuan that he was fine.
"Come, you get up and drink the porridge first, and I'll buy you some medicine."
After Cheng Luyuan finished speaking, he put down the porridge in his hand, turned around and ran downstairs.
Shen Shi picked up this bowl of preserved egg and lean porridge to take, and her memory was blurred for a while, which reminded her that day, she was also sick, and it was Jiang Jueli who went out on purpose and bought a bowl of delicious preserved egg and lean porridge for herself in the city center and sent it to herself.
Tears slipped down again.
Shen Shi, can you fight for some anger, why when you think of this person, your tears are still like beads with broken threads, falling into the porridge bowl one by one.
Even if Doudou is his child, even if he still thinks about you, even if you can't let go, then can you really go back?
Shen Ruochu's miscarriage, various misunderstandings between the two people, the two of them, there is no possibility of continuing.
Even if Jiang Jueli thinks of you, it's because of the child.
After all, the child and Jiang Jueli only have flesh and blood concern, and himself, and Jiang Jueli are likely to have become enemies, even if one day, for the sake of the child, they will still hurt each other until they suffocate.
Shen Shi heard Cheng Luyuan's voice, raised his head, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, he couldn't allow himself to shed tears anymore, he had already said that the moment the tears fell, he would lose.
Shen Shi, have you forgotten?
What about your stubbornness?
Shen Shi gulped down the porridge, as if drinking this bowl of preserved egg and lean porridge would be able to cut off all his thoughts about Jiang Jueli.
Cheng Luyuan didn't know where to get a cup of hot water, and a scarf, opened the cold medicine and poured it into a transparent water cup, plus hot water, steaming porridge and water, to warm this small room.
"Drink the porridge first, and when the porridge is finished, the medicine will not be hot."
Cheng Luyuan looked at Shen Shi so gently, and drank a big bowl of porridge with preserved eggs and lean pork.
Shen Shi, who had taken the medicine, fell asleep quietly again.
And Cheng Luyuan held Shen Shi's hand like this, waiting for her to wake up.
"Huh? Lu Yuan, have you always been here? After a few more hours, Shen Shi finally woke up.
"Well, I've been doing it." Cheng Luyuan smiled, "Are you better?" ”
Shen Shi looked at Cheng Luyuan in front of him, and since he met this man again, he has been enjoying this person's infinite dedication and warmth.
Every time he is injured and sad, Cheng Luyuan will be the first to appear.
Even when he gave birth to a child and opened his eyes, the first person he saw was Cheng Luyuan.
Lu Yuan, in this life, I really don't know what I can give you, why are you still so good to me.
Shen Shi kept these words in his heart, but he couldn't open his mouth and hurt this warm man.
"Much better." Shen Shi got up slowly, because he had drunk cold medicine, slept again, sweated a lot, and he didn't burn anymore, and the whole person was much more relaxed.
"Let's go, I'll take you somewhere."
Seeing that Shen Shi was almost better, Cheng Luyuan wrapped Shen Shi with the scarf he bought in the supermarket just now, although it was not a famous brand, it should be very warm.
"Where?"
Shen Shi stared at Cheng Luyuan in front of him with big innocent eyes, and could only let Cheng Luyuan take his hand and run downstairs.
Cheng Luyuan drove Shen Shi to a relatively high-end community in a small city, before entering the door, the doorman had to register the license plate number of the person who came, and the individual who entered alone also needed to register his name.
This kind of service made Cheng Luyuan feel at ease, so he rented a 100-square-meter house for Shen Shi here.
The two of them arrived at the 22nd floor of Unit 2 of Building E, Cheng Luyuan pushed open the door and motioned for Shen Shi to walk in.
This scene in front of him actually moved Shen Shi a little.
The room was particularly cozy, sofa TV, washing machine, refrigerator, neat and clean, the room had two bedrooms, one was the master bedroom and the other was prone down.
The master bedroom is also very neat and clean, when Shen Shi came to the auxiliary bedroom with Cheng Luyuan, he pushed open the door, and everything in front of him made Shen Shi stunned!
The overall color of this room is light blue, there are all kinds of toys for children to play with, and next to the bed, there is a stroller that can slide at will.
Shen Shi didn't know when Cheng Luyuan prepared all this, and he was so moved that he couldn't speak.