Chapter 123: Conversation Under the Lighthouse

Cheng Fang finally mustered up the courage to talk about the silent parting in the UK.

"Explain what? What do you want me to explain? Do you have nothing to explain to me? Back then, on the day I left, why didn't you answer my phone calls and WeChat text messages? Why didn't you let me contact you even though the phone was turned on? ”

Jenny choked up, and finally brought up the memories that had been hidden in her heart four years ago.

"I, I have my own reasons." Cheng Fang saw Jenny asking, but there was no way to say that he was actually proposing to Jenny that day, not answering her phone calls, not replying to Jenny's text messages, all just to surprise Jenny.

Unexpectedly, the surprise was gone, but it turned into a heart-rending parting.

"What is the reason?"

Jenny's eyes lit up, as if she saw hope, but after thinking about it carefully, she couldn't think of any reason why Cheng Fang could not answer her phone call and contact herself for so long.

"What about you? Why did you leave a note and say goodbye? Why did you leave so suddenly, why did you never tell me you were leaving, why was it not you who was waiting for me when I returned to my apartment that day, but a cold note? You tell me, why. ”

Cheng Fang was also a little excited, and asked Jenny all the doubts in his heart for many years.

"Do you know how I got here alone after you left? I've been looking for you, I've traveled all over England and I've not heard anything from you. YOU CHANGED YOUR CALLING CARD, FACEBOOK DIDN'T HEAR BACK, OUR TWO MUTUAL FRIENDS, I ASKED ALL OVER IT, THEY DIDN'T HAVE ANY NEWS FROM YOU, WHY DID YOU LEAVE BACK THEN, WHY WAS IT SO SUDDEN? ”

Cheng Fang grabbed Shen Shi's arms with some excitement, and just wanted to ask the reason why he was abandoned from this woman's mouth.

Yes, Cheng Fang felt that he was invisibly abandoned by Jenny like that.

Although he has not confessed to Jenny, everything he does undoubtedly expresses his love for Jenny.

And Jenny, although she knew that Cheng Fang was very good to her, she never got an expression of love from Cheng Fang's mouth.

This is the tragedy that leads to the difference in the focus of things between men and women.

Jenny raised her head and looked at Cheng Fang, who was a little emotional at this time, with a handsome face, just five centimeters away from herself.

On this beautiful face, Jenny saw nervousness, helplessness, care, and disappointment.

Jenny has not approached Cheng Fang at close range for many years, Cheng Fang has lost weight, his face has a slight stubble due to haggardness, he is no longer immature six years ago, and his eyes are a little more calm and mature.

Yes, Cheng Fang has changed and become more attractive, and he still has an indescribable love and care for Cheng Fang.

But this relationship, after six years, I don't know how much weight there is in Cheng Anxin.

"That day, I was very surprised to receive a call from an international designer organization, and their news came very urgently, and I had to fly to the interview in the evening, and I called you countless times, but you didn't answer. In the end, I had no choice but to leave a note and go to the airport. When I got there, I changed my phone, but when I contacted you again, your phone couldn't get through. I've tried to contact you in all sorts of ways, but there's no news, and I thought you wouldn't want to see me again. ”

Jenny remembered the loneliness and sadness of leaving alone that day, and her heart was still very lost and painful.

Jenny clearly remembered that she boarded the plane crying, and she wanted Cheng Fang to appear, but at the last moment, Cheng Fang's phone was still turned off, and it wasn't until the plane took off that the flight attendant reminded Jenny to turn off her mobile phone, and Jenny gave up.

At that moment, Jenny's heart was already broken, and she left a city alone, leaving Cheng Fang, and leaving the two of you hundreds

After a day and night relationship, Jenny finally became resolute and brave, took out the calling card in her mobile phone, got off the plane, and threw it into the trash can at the airport.

Since you really don't want to be together again, let's separate completely.

That's why Jenny will resolutely devote all her energy to design, but when she arrives in the Netherlands, she misses Cheng Fang day and night, which makes Jenny breathless, especially in the dark night, Jenny is alone in the face of loneliness, she will begin to miss Cheng Fang's company and care for herself, and those warmth are all things that Jenny can really feel.

So after half a month of struggle, Jenny decided to contact Cheng Fang again, but there was no response on the other end of the phone.

In this way, Jenny and Cheng Fang lost their last contact, and this separation was four years.

Cheng Fang heard Jenny's explanation, and was speechless for a while.

Cheng Fang didn't think that this would be the reason, but simply thought that he was thrown down and abandoned.

And his own feelings were also let down.

Cheng Fang didn't expect that Jenny also had her own hardships. It was indeed that he didn't answer Jenny's phone call all day, and things would come to this point step by step.

"And, during that time in England, you never told me you liked me, you loved me. I can't figure out your mind at all, I don't know what is the difference between me and your international students. ”

The more Jenny spoke, the more she felt aggrieved, and tears flowed down again.

"How could it be different? Am I bad for you? Can't you feel any of that? Why do you think that. ”

Cheng Fang didn't expect that Jenny would be so unconfident, Cheng Fang thought that Jenny would understand her innermost thoughts, she had already had that time with Jenny, Jenny also dedicated her precious first time to herself, Jenny was in her heart, of course, she was a recognized woman, but he never officially mentioned these to Jenny. Cheng Fang thought that Jenny understood.

But Cheng Fang didn't know that what Jenny cared about most in her heart was her position in Cheng Anxin.

The sea breeze is whistling in the ears, and today's sea seems to understand the mood of the two people at this time, the waves are slapping on the beach wave by wave, and the fine sea water is mercilessly slapping on the beach, and the heartfelt heart of the two people is confided.

"But did you say that? You never said it, you never showed me your thoughts, and the night we did, I even felt that you would look down on me and think I was a frivolous woman. I thought that if you didn't confess to me, you didn't accept me, and I thought that if you didn't answer my calls, you hated me. I thought ......"

Jenny kept telling her thoughts, but before she finished speaking, she was hugged in her arms by Cheng Fang, and the cherry mouth that was still broken was blocked by Cheng Fang's soft lips in an instant.

"Hmm......"

Jenny was caught off guard by the kiss, but the tears did not stop, before it was sadness, but now, it is indeed moving.

After a domineering kiss, Cheng Fang gently kissed away the tears from the corners of Jenny's eyes, and then went down, kissing gently between Jenny's sexy collarbones.

The misunderstanding between the two people has finally been resolved, and no one can deny it, and they are still the most inseparable obsession in each other's hearts.

Jenny hugged Cheng Fang, letting Cheng put it on her soft chest and kiss and caress it, between the two of them, there seemed to be a fire burning.

At this time, there was no one else on the beach, only this pair of long-lost lovers remained.

Cheng Fang gently put Jenny down on the beach that was still sunny and warm, a pair of soft lips, constantly kissing and searching on Jenny's body, Jenny also let Cheng Fang continue to absorb the fragrance of her body.

In the end, the two finally couldn't resist the temptation of each other, and on the beach at night in the Maldives, they hugged each other again and blended.

Jenny was held in Cheng Fang's arms, constantly moving, behind Cheng Fang was the endless black sea, this feeling as if to be swallowed by the sea, coupled with Cheng Fang's constant aggression under him, actually produced a magical chemical reaction, making Jenny's eyes beautiful.

It turns out that the feeling of being with the person you love is so enjoyable and wonderful.

Jenny still remembers their first time, on that cold night in England, two people who tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time were so obscure, and now, Cheng Fang seems to know more about women's minds, and none of the collisions hit Jenny's most sensitive nerves, Jenny doesn't know whether this feeling is sad or happy.

Over the years, I don't know how many women Cheng Fang has had, so he knows what women want.

Cheng Fang pressed Jenny under him, changing various postures, and invading this woman.

The backlog of thoughts for many years was released at this moment, and Cheng Fang only wanted to give Jenny the best, including the experience at this time.

"Are you comfortable?"

Cheng Fang asked Jenny, who couldn't stop gasping under him, with a pride in his expression that conquered everything.

Jenny, on the other hand, is not so open, although she has been abroad for a long time, she is not as open to men and women as those girls abroad. Jenny just bit her lip and stubbornly didn't let herself make any noise.

Seeing such Jenny, Cheng Fang's heart felt a trace of guilt and emotion. The guilt was because of the depressed days after Jenny left, because of indulgence, he had sex with countless British women, and he was moved, because he had to react when he saw Jenny at this time, and he knew that Jenny, for so many years, had hardly had any man.

Her reaction was the same as that night six years ago.

Jenny, or the simple and beautiful Jenny back then, the Jenny she once swore to protect, but she is not the self she used to be, she has read countless people, I don't know if Jenny can accept such a self after knowing this.

The man on his body finally stopped his aggression, and Jenny also stopped some hypoxic gasp.