Qin Rufeng was lying on the steering wheel, his thoughts were very complicated, he didn't know why, it seemed that things had been messed up by him, and now Mu Yan ignored him, no, it should be said that he was very repulsive...... He really didn't know if he could let Mu Yan return to him under such circumstances.

What also makes Qin Rufeng feel sad is the relationship with his good friend Mo Ningyi now, I don't know why, he always has a feeling, that is, since the last time he met Mo Ningyi, they seem to have become very distant from each other all of a sudden, Mo Ningyi has not taken the initiative to contact him, he has wanted to call Mo Ningyi many times, but he doesn't have enough courage to dial the phone number.

However, Qin Rufeng really doesn't want them to become like this, after all, they have been good friends for so many years, to put it mildly, Mo Ningyi is an indispensable part of Qin Rufeng's life.

Qin Rufeng has always been a person who values his friends very much, and Mo Ningyi is his best friend to him.

Qin Rufeng looked at Mo Ningyi's home through the car window, and all that flashed in his mind was the happy scene of the two of them drinking and chatting together.

Between good friends, there should be no embarrassment that can't be overcome, Qin Rufeng thought so in his heart, and pressed the doorbell of Mo Ningyi's house.

Seeing Qin Rufeng, who suddenly came to visit, Mo Ningyi looked a little surprised, he held his eyes in his hand and smiled unnaturally.

Mo Ningyi was actually a little resistant in his heart, after all, the last conversation with Qin Rufeng made him helpless to his good friend. He was afraid that Qin Rufeng's purpose for coming today was still related to Mu Yan......

Qin Rufeng looked at Mo Ningyi in front of him, but he felt unusually cordial in his heart, probably because he was a little sad, and he couldn't help but be vulnerable when he saw a good friend.

Qin Rufeng approached Mo Ningyi, patted him on the shoulder and said, "What's the matter, there has been no contact for so many days, could it be that you are really desperate for me and want to break off your friendship with me." ”

Mo Ningyi never thought of breaking off his friendship with Qin Rufeng, although the current Qin Rufeng made him want to stay away, but it seemed that no matter how far away he was, he couldn't change the friendship of his good friends for so many years.

Mo Ningyi heard some loss and a little embarrassment from Qin Rufeng's words, and he tried hard to squeeze out a smile: "Of course not, depending on what you said, you are still desperate, and you are still breaking off friendship, seeing that your words are so pessimistic, is there anything unhappy." ”

Qin Rufeng looked at Mo Ningyi with a little emotion, no matter when, Mo Ningyi seemed to be able to understand his emotions for the first time and care about his state, even if they hadn't seen each other for a long time, as long as Mo Ningyi could hear his thoughts with a phone call. It is really a good thing to have such a good friend.

Qin Rufeng didn't want Mo Ningyi to worry, he came today just to have a good chat and drink with Mo Ningyi...... He pretended to be relaxed and said, "No, I just suddenly want to drink with you, if you don't contact me, I'll come directly to you at home." As he spoke, he pointed to Mo Ningyi's eyes: "What's the situation, are you reading a book?" It's been a long time since I've read a book. ”

Qin Rufeng said this because Mo Ningyi usually does not wear glasses, and only wears them when he reads for a long time, which is a habit that Mo Ningyi has developed since childhood. Later, Mo Ningyi's work was relatively busy, and he rarely had the whole time to read, so today Qin Rufeng was surprised to see him pick up his eyes again.

Mo Ningyi smiled, put his eyes on the table, he asked Qin Rufeng to sit casually first, and went to the refrigerator to bring a lot of beer.

Qin Rufeng looked at the beer in front of him in a little surprise, and then looked up at Mo Ningyi: "What's wrong with you lately, you have started drinking beer again, haven't you been drinking red wine in recent years?" ”

Mo Ningyi opened a bottle of beer, handed it to Qin Rufeng, opened another bottle of beer, and raised his head to take a big sip.

Qin Rufeng's eyes widened, and he looked at Mo Ningyi like a monster.

Mo Ningyi said to Qin Rufeng while drinking beer: "Why are you looking at me like this, it's funny, don't I just drink a beer." In the past few years, I didn't want to drink beer, but recently I think beer is a little more refreshing than red wine. Oh, by the way, I've been drinking baijiu lately, why don't we have some together? ”

Qin Rufeng didn't know that during this recent period, Mo Ningyi often couldn't sleep at night, and at this time, he sat and drank a lot of wine by himself, and when he was tired and sleepy, it was easier to fall asleep.

Qin Rufeng saw that Mo Ningyi had taken out so much wine, combined with what he said, he clearly knew in his heart that he was not in a good mood recently. However, because of why you are in a bad mood to this extent, you can directly change your living habits, you know, Mo Ningyi has always been a very health-conscious person, and he used to drink red wine for a pleasant drink. Isn't it because of the embarrassment between you and yourself? As soon as such a thought came out, Qin Rufeng immediately vetoed it again, no, where can things between men be so tangled and troublesome. So, is it because of women? But I hadn't heard of any girl Mo Ningyi was in love with before...... The more Qin Rufeng thought about it, the more confused he felt.

Qin Rufeng asked Mo Ningyi bluntly: "Do you have anything on your mind recently?" Why did you start drinking beer and liquor, do you really doubt that you are still the living health tips I know. ”

Mo Ningyi shook the beer in his hand, and a little helplessness flashed in his eyes. Qin Rufeng's words seemed to remind him that his life has really been too unhealthy recently, he has drunk too much wine and lost sleep for too many nights.

The pain in Mo Ningyi's heart is only known to him, recently he has been in deep self-blame for Mu Yan and can't extricate himself, in the communication with the attending doctor, he has faced the harm of hypnosis to Mu Yan again and again, he regrets why he agreed to do such a risky thing at that time, if there is a regret medicine in the world, no matter how much it costs, he will buy it.

Mo Ningyi looked up at Qin Rufeng and said with a smile: "People's habits will change, and their mentality will also change, now I am used to drinking beer and liquor, which is actually not bad." ”

Qin Rufeng got up, walked to Mo Ningyi's side, snatched the wine bottle from his hand, and put it heavily on the coffee table. He stared into Mo Ningyi's eyes, trying to find the answer in his eyes.

Qin Rufeng is like this, which makes Mo Ningyi feel uncomfortable, in fact, it is not his body that is uncomfortable, but his heart. Mo Ningyi was afraid that Qin Rufeng would see his heart and his vulnerability. So he deliberately turned his head to look at other places, not looking at Qin Rufeng's eyes.

Qin Rufeng pulled Mo Ningyi's shoulder and wanted to turn his head, but Mo Ningyi deliberately tried his best, just not turning his head to look at Qin Rufeng.

Qin Rufeng shouted to Mo Ningyi a little anxiously: "Hey, what's wrong with you, just say what you encounter, I'll help you solve it together, the way you look now, it's really weird and scary." ”

Mo Ningyi secretly thought in his heart: It would be better not to say some things, because it may become worse if you say it. Besides, not everything can be solved easily, just like hypnosis for Mu Yan, what can be used to solve it?

Mo Ningyi thought about it, sighed and said, "I'm really fine, don't worry about me, if it's really good for me, let's have a drink together, and we'll get drunk today." We haven't seen each other in a while. ”

Qin Rufeng really didn't have a way to take Mo Ningyi at this time, Mo Ningyi had always been more calm and rational, he had taken care of Qin Rufeng like an elder brother for so many years, but suddenly, he seemed to have changed a person all of a sudden, so Qin Rufeng was at a loss.

Qin Rufeng really wanted to touch Mo Ningyi's head to see if he had a fever and was confused. Or did he experience some unknown change, so he was stimulated like this all of a sudden. The more he thought about it, the more anxious Qin Rufeng felt.

Qin Rufeng sat down opposite Mo Ningyi again, and he said to Mo Ningyi seriously: "You turn your head, look at me, let's have a good chat." ”

Qin Rufeng talked to Mo Ningyi a lot of the time, very casually, but suddenly became serious, he himself was taken aback, and Mo Ningyi also felt a little uncomfortable.

Mo Ningyi turned his head to look at Qin Rufeng, he could feel Qin Rufeng's nervousness and anxiety.

Mo Ningyi pretended to be relaxed and said: "What's the matter, you are suddenly so serious, I really can't accept you like this, or you are more used to talking to me without a proper shape." ”

Hearing Mo Ningyi say this, Qin Rufeng couldn't hold back for a while, and suddenly laughed. The tacit understanding and habits between him and Mo Ningyi are really not just casual talk.

But Qin Rufeng really felt very puzzled and worried in his heart, he hadn't seen Mo Ningyi for a while, he had really changed a lot, what was wrong with him?

Mo Ningyi didn't tell Qin Rufeng what was on his mind in the end, because it also had a lot to do with Qin Rufeng, and he didn't want to destroy the friendship between them, so the result was that Qin Rufeng drank a lot of wine under the leadership of Mo Ningyi.

Qin Rufeng, who was drunk, had no way to drive by himself, but fortunately he had the foresight to call the driver earlier to tell him to pick him up, otherwise he would not be able to go back after drinking like this.

Qin Rufeng's body didn't listen to his own call, and staggered out of the door of Mo Ningyi's house, he didn't want to go home at all, at a certain time, his mind was full of Mu Yan, and he really wanted to see Mu Yan.

Taking advantage of the strength of the wine, Qin Rufeng didn't want to think about it so much, and if he wanted to see Mu Yan, he went to see him, so he asked the driver to take him to the door of Jiang Jueli's house.

It should be because of the cold wind blowing along the way, Qin Rufeng has sobered up a lot, thinking of Mu Yan's rejection of him, he is really heartbroken and can't control it. He really wanted to talk to Mu Yan about his heart, and talk about his love and thoughts for Mu Yan.