Deciding to do something risky is sometimes like eating fish, and although there is a risk of choking on the bones in every bite, the meat still attracts people to taste it. It takes courage, wisdom and interest.

Feng Xiaoling was Feng Xiaoling after all, and her mood recovered quickly, she wiped the tears from her cheeks and smiled, "Why, Xiao Xun, is your taste so bad?" ”

Xiao Xun fell into silence again, and he felt that silence was the best answer at this time. Because of his irrational behavior, he really humiliated Feng Xiaoling, and he would rather go to the woman who lost his foot to satisfy his desires than touch Feng Xiaoling, who threw himself into his arms. And just now, Feng Xiaoling called him Xiao Xun instead of Director Xiao, which is enough to show that the relationship between the two people is close in Feng Xiaoling's heart. Her timely appearance shows that she has been following Xiao Xun from afar. If seduction is a necessity for Feng Xiaoling's work, then there is no need for her to appear in time and stop this scandal. As a result, there is only one explanation for the two lines of tears she left, one is self-esteem, and the other is care for Xiao Xun.

Feng Xiaoling was drunk driving, although she didn't drink much, but her face was a little flushed, and her perfume and the faint aroma of wine created a very ambiguous atmosphere in the confined space, the next stop, should it be a hotel? Feng Xiaoling's villa? Or is it under the romantic starry sky? The two of them were silent, believing in each other's thoughts.

A phone call tore apart the silence in the car, and the light of reality flickered in the darkness, it was Zhou Yue's call. "Hey, brother-in-law, my sister asked when you would come back? Buy a few spicy duck heads when you come back. ”

Xiao Xun said, "I'll go back soon." He set his eyes on Feng Xiaoling, and Feng Xiaoling heard the content of the phone call clearly, and in an instant, a very complicated light flashed in her eyes, which was jealousy, loss, and pain.

When Xiao Xun returned home, Zhou Yang complained a few words, only to say that Xiao Xun came home late. The perceptive Zhou Yue smelled the perfume on her brother-in-law's body, but she didn't say anything. At midnight, Xiao Xun hugged Zhou Yang to the study, almost crazy acacia, Zhou Yang went from refusal to enjoyment to inextricability, from trying to avoid making a sound to indulge, Xiao Xun's ability is amazing, he made his wife fascinated and confused. However, Zhou Yang's tall twin peaks have sagged due to breastfeeding, and his lower abdomen is covered with fat due to pregnancy, and the firmness has long been gone...... The pleasure made Zhou Yang prostrate, she gently stroked Xiao Xun's angular jaw, and asked her husband softly What was wrong, why was he so savage tonight. Xiao Xun stared at the ceiling vacantly and didn't answer, because his mind flashed Feng Xiaoling's eyebrows and those legs and chests that money could be exchanged. His love for his wife has not changed, but it has frosted, and it has left him heavy and tired in the long marriage.

On the weekend, Xiao's family ate hot pot, Xiao's father called early, the two families were not far away, Xiao Xun's family of three bought some drinks and fruits to have dinner. No matter what the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is, Xiao's mother still loves her little grandson very much. Xiao's father and brothers are two of their own, and only the eldest brother of the uncle's family and himself are men in Xiao Xun's generation, and when it comes to the grandchildren of the Xiao family, there is only this one boy, who is naturally loved in a thousand ways. Xiao's mother hugged her grandson from Zhou Yang's hands, she couldn't put it down, Zhou Yang was not angry, but Xiao's father still happily welcomed his son and daughter-in-law into the house. Xiao Xun's grandfather also came to greet him on crutches, and the four generations were happy together.

Cooking sheep with wine, Xiao's father naturally drank some wine, and said a lot after drinking. talked about work with Xiao Xun, and inevitably exhorted.

"Although you have a certain position, after all, you are young, make more friends, and be down-to-earth. Don't be arrogant, especially to the leader, listen to the command. ”

Xiao Xun listened and nodded. Zhou Yang sneered, "Hmph, just someone like Lao Chen, wouldn't it be a mistake to listen to his command." ”

Father Xiao took a sip of wine and felt that although Zhou Yang's words were prickly, they were not unreasonable, so he said, "What Yangyang said is that you must look at the problem dialectically and not blindly follow it. ”

Zhou Yang said, "What do you think, the person who lifts the curtain and supports his mouth?" ”

Such words are hurtful, and everyone in the family knows in their hearts that although Zhou Yang is scolding Lao Chen, Xiao's father's promise to arrange work for Zhou Yang has not been implemented, what does Zhou Yang want to express? Father Xiao's face was a little ugly, and Xiao Xun touched Zhou Yang with his leg.

Zhou Yang raised his voice, "What are you touching me for, am I not right?" What has he done all these years? After saying that, he was very angry, and Gatlin generally commented on all the actions of Lao Chen in the bureau. True or false, near or far. When I was excited, the dinner table was slapped.

Xiao's mother's eyes stared at Zhou Yang, and even more at Xiao Xun. Xiao Xun was keenly aware of his mother's meaning, such a roar should not be unnecessary even at home, the reunion dinner is precious to harmony, and harmony is beautiful. After all, Zhou Yang graduated from a prestigious school and is an intellectual with a higher education, and she lost her temper. So, Xiao Xun grabbed Zhou Yang's hand, "Wife, what are you angry about, you should eat and drink, don't put it in your heart when you encounter something." ”

Zhou Yang didn't know what was wrong, and looked at Xiao Xun and laughed, "What else to eat?" What to drink? Am I not fat enough? I stay at home every day, either to bring you the kids or to clean up the house for you. What's wrong with me not making money, don't you want to say a few words? ”

Xiao's mother saw that Zhou Yang's spearhead was directed at Xiao Xun, and she could no longer suppress the anger in her heart, "Yangyang, who won't let you make money?" You graduated from college, why can't you find a job? ”

Zhou Yang said fiercely, "Aren't I afraid of finding a bad job and embarrassing your Xiao family?" Aren't I afraid that in order to make some money, I will let your grandson not eat well and dress badly, and have a bump? Do you have time to help me with the kids? ”

Xiao's mother's face was flushed with anger, "Zhou Yang, there are old people at home, you should pay attention." ”

Father Xiao took a big sip of wine, his face was pale, and he roared in a low voice, "Okay, stop arguing." The quarrel at home was suddenly quelled.

Zhou Yang put on a mink coat angrily, snatched the child from Xiao's mother's hands, and rolled the child in his clothes, the child was frightened by the quarrel and Zhou Yang's pulling, and Zhou Yang's tears were also rained. Before leaving, she pointed to Xiao's father's nose, "You know how to drink and drink in a day, don't forget, I am your old Xiao family, and I carried a sedan chair into the door." After speaking, he rushed out of the door with the child in his arms, the child's cry gradually faded away, and the cool air outside the door blew into the house in large quantities. Xiao Xun has never been so sad, his father's status cannot be desecrated at home, Zhou Yang's words are like tourists spitting at the Buddha statue in the temple's Daxiong Treasure Hall.

Xiao Xun's grandmother choked back tears, urging Xiao Xun to catch up quickly, so as not to let Zhou Yang and the child have any mistakes. Xiao Xun was so sad that he even began to imagine how Zhou Yang would treat his parents one day when they were old and couldn't take care of themselves. He let out a long sigh and stepped out of the house, the sky was full of snowflakes again, the cold wind was biting, Xiao Xun's heart was extremely bitter, it was too difficult, it was really too difficult......

Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and the Xiao family's scripture is a chicken feather.

Xiao Xun didn't go home, he bought a pack of cigarettes and drove around the ring road for more than two hours, which is Xiao Xun's habit, and he will do this whenever he needs to make an important decision when he encounters a big event. He is planning the future of his career and his family.

By the time the calculation was settled, it was late at night. Xiao Xun returned home, Zhou Yang had already fallen asleep, Xiao Xun turned on the computer, plugged in a new USB drive, and set a password, the password was the door number "613" in his university dormitory. He created a folder with four subdirectories, and set a password to enter each subdirectory. He wrote a letter to his best friends Wang Qiang, Li Xian, and Shu Xin in the first folder.

"Brothers, when you read this letter, I was gone.

In the past 30 years, I have been restraining my will. When I was in school, I portrayed myself as a good student in the teacher's heart, and after I went to work, I was a good cadre in the bureau, and in the family, I was a good son, a good husband, and a good father. Self-discipline is a chore, I don't smoke or drink, I don't go to nightclubs, I don't get close to women, I don't play mahjong, I don't play video games, I have enough of this kind of life, I hardly live for myself for a day, I even envy the crazy people who wander the streets, at least they are happy, the world is wide, and there is no concern. A post-80s generation, who has not experienced wars, political disasters, lack of clothes and few years of clothing, but has been looking for a sense of existence in the long river of history in the midst of material expansion and cultural shocks, I am sober, but I am lost, because our generation of only children has to bear too much material and spiritual pressure. As for how to resolve all these karmic obstacles, that's why I've been doing penance for enlightenment.

The political ecology of City C is very complex, the problem of corruption is serious, and the central government will soon clean it up. I have a hunch that the matter of Zhiyuan Group is by no means so simple, it is likely to become a flashpoint, it is intertwined, the scope of involvement is wide and far-reaching, the operating capital behind it is huge, and the trader's wisdom is amazing, which makes me very interested, remember when we played games together to fight bosses? I decided to take a dip in this muddy water, in fact, if there are such experiences and experiences in life, it is enough. But I'm not sure I can get out of it all, maybe it's not possible at all. Wang Qiang, I will do my best to build a business empire of your own. The elderly and children depend on you to take care of them. Li Xian, among the brothers, only your child is a girl, let him marry my child. You educate them well. Shu Xin, you are studying law, please be sure to follow the spirit of the legal system so that justice can be served.

Although I don't know what the future holds, but the future makes me too hard, I don't want to go too far, do you remember the lines in the movie "The Thirteen Langs of the South Sea"? The fate of geniuses is either madness or early death. I'm not a genius, but I don't think death is a bad thing. I may cross the bottom line of law and morality, party discipline and state law are the bottom line in my heart, and my sinking should be regarded as an undercover agent or a ninja on a mission, please forgive me for my helplessness.

I will put my daily diary in this folder, and the more important information will be in the next layer, and as for the password, I will leave you with clues, which is very simple. I can't guarantee how long this USB drive secret will last, maybe I'm worrying about it.

Farewell, my brothers, I look to you in hell. ”