Chapter 718: Love Has Died

After crying for a while, Shen Shi's mood calmed down a little.

"Hour, you go take a shower first." Su Mo persuaded Shen Shi, but Shen Shi shook his head and lowered his head and thought for a while.

"Tony, I want to ask you, did Jue Li's poison really become like that because of Meizi?" Shen Shi looked at Tony with tears in his eyes, and the exploratory look in his eyes made Tony unbearable to hide it anymore.

"No, that's been there before." Tony replied truthfully.

"It's because of me, isn't it?" Shen Shi's voice was hoarse, and tears began to flow down again.

"According to Jue Li's own description, it should be." Tony said, handing Shen Shi a tissue.

"It really was because of me!" Shen Shi didn't take the tissue, hid his face and cried.

Su Mo didn't know what the situation was, and asked Tony with her eyes, but Tony just pressed her hand and told her not to worry. After crying, Shen Shi didn't say anything to Su Mo and Tony anymore, turned around and walked out of the coffee shop.

"Hours!" Su Mo was a little worried and wanted her to wait for the rain to stop before leaving, but Tony stopped Su Mo. This night, Su Mo learned the truth about Jiang Jueli's poisoning from Tony, Su Mo sighed, she didn't expect Jiang Jueli to become like this because of Shen Shi, no wonder Shen Shi was so desperate and blamed himself.

Back at the Jiang Mansion, Shen Shi still didn't change his clothes, and shrunk on the sofa with his knees wet. As if he had been inspired, Jiang Jueli actually returned to the Jiang Mansion in the rain. Looking at the black lights in Jiang's house, Jiang Jueli thought that Shen Shi had not gone home. As soon as I turned on the light, I saw Shen Shi shrunk on the sofa wet, as if he was in a daze.

"You...... What's wrong? Jiang Jue Li twitched and asked.

Shen Shi turned his head leisurely, looking at Jiang Jueli with teary eyes, this man has become what he is today for himself. No wonder he said that if he didn't love her anymore, he would let her go. Shen Shi got up from the sofa, walked in front of Jiang Jueli, hugged Jiang Jueli, and silently shed tears.

"What's wrong with you? How did you get wet? Jiang Jueli was a little anxious, but he couldn't get a response from Shen Shi no matter how he asked. Shen Shi! Jiang Jueli was a little angry, and pushed Shen Shi away, only to realize that Shen Shi's body was a little hot.

"Jue Li, I'm sorry, really, I'm sorry!" Shen Shi said and fainted.

"Shen Shi, Shen Shi!" Jiang Jueli helped Shen Shi in time, picked Shen Shi up horizontally, and called Tony. Tony seemed to have prepared early in the morning, and quickly rushed to the Jiang Mansion.

Tony said that Shen Shi had a fever because he felt too uncomfortable and was drenched in the rain. And this fever doesn't have to be burned until when, it depends on when Shen Shi is willing to get better.

Hearing Tony's words, seeing that Tony was meaningful and wanted to stop talking, Jiang Jueli seemed to understand something.

"Isn't it true that I've gone too far lately?" Jiang Jueli reflected.

"I don't have a good opinion of your own behavior, but Jue Li, Shen Shi looks quite strong on the outside, but this is all to give the two children a peaceful life, and it is not easy for her." Tony didn't say much, just clicked and left.

Jiang Jueli looked at Shen Shi's already somewhat red face and stroked it. Shen Shi, are your efforts really all for your ex-husband? You love him so much, what about me? I've forgotten the past, but I don't dare to love you, what should I do?

Shen Shi's illness was three days, except for waking up a few times in a daze in the past three days, she did not eat water, and she relied on hanging water to maintain her basic life needs.

In the dream, Shen Shi dreamed that Jiang Jueli had been asking her why she was doing this to him. He asked her what she was going to do to let him go, Jiang Jueli said that he would never go back to the past, and after ten years of getting along, the love between the two had long been wiped out. In the dream, Shen Shi also dreamed of a pair of gentle hands, caressing her forehead. She opened her eyes in a daze, as if it was Jiang Jueli, but he hadn't been so gentle for a long time.

When Shen Shi woke up, only Su Mo was by her side, and sure enough, everything was just her own fantasy.

"Hours, you're finally awake!" Su Mo's eyes were red and she grabbed Shen Shi's hand.

"What day of the week is today?" Shen Shi struggled to get up.

"It's Saturday, the kids are still at school, and it just so happens that they have activities this week, so they don't go home." Su Mo knew that Shen Shi was afraid that the children would worry, so she took the initiative to explain.

"That's good, what about Jiang Jueli? Is he at home? Shen Shi asked weakly.

"I just went to the company and said I would be back soon." Su Mo said, bringing a bowl of porridge at the bedside to Shen Shi. Shen Shi pushed her hand away and pulled a smile.

"Xiao Mo, I want to eat something flavorful now, I've been lying down for three days, you can take me out to eat." Shen Shi said, winking at Su Mo.

"Nonsense, how can you get out!" Su Mo was furious and handed the spoon in his hand to Shen Shi again.

"Okay." Shen Shi flattened his mouth and ate all the porridge spoonful after spoonful.

After eating something, Shen Shi lay down again, ready to continue sleeping. Su Mo received a call from Tony, saying that there was something wrong with the coffee shop and asked Su Mo to come quickly. Su Mo saw that Shen Shi had already eaten, so there must be no major problem, so he told Shen Shi a few words and left.

Shen Shi fell into a deep sleep and did not wake up until it was time for dinner that night.

Walking downstairs, Jiang Jueli also happened to come home from outside, and seeing that Shen Shi's face was better, Jiang Jueli's hanging heart was a little lower. For the first three days, Jiang Jueli guarded Shen Shi every step of the way, but today was the board meeting of Chenlou, and he had to attend. After solving the matter of Chenlou, he came back non-stop, fortunately he saw Shen Shi's face good, otherwise he would have murdered Tony again.

"You're back, just in time for dinner." Shen Shi smiled, sat down in the restaurant, and waved his hand at Jiang Jueli.

Jiang Jueli sat down for a while, washed his hands and sat down.

"This is good, you try it." While Shen Shi was eating by himself, he was sandwiching dishes for Jiang Jueli from time to time, as if nothing had happened before.

After dinner, Shen Shi returned to the bedroom, and Jiang Jueli didn't know what she was doing with the door closed, thinking that she was just preparing for something before going to bed. When Shen Shi appeared in the living room with his suitcase, Jiang Jueli, who was watching TV, squinted at Shen Shi, not knowing what she was doing.

"Jue Li, I've thought about it, since you've found your former lover, and you want to get back your old sweet memories, it's not appropriate for me to live here anymore. The kids and I moved back to the apartment first, and when you've made your choice, we'll see if you're moving back. Whatever choice you make, I respect you. Shen Shi said, and was about to pull his suitcase and walk out. Jiang Jueli immediately jumped up from the sofa and stopped Shen Shi.

"What are you doing here? Are you venting your frustration on me, eating Fena's vinegar? The anger in Jiang Jueli's eyes was about to erupt.

Shen Shi looked at Jiang Jueli in front of him, with tears hidden in his eyes. She stepped forward and stood on tiptoe to kiss Jiang Jueli's lips.

"Jue Li, I love you, I've always loved you, but I'm not sure if you love me so much. When our relationship has prevented you from finding the happiness you want, I have no other way but to give up. I'm not reconciled, I've worked so hard to get to where I am today, but what can I do besides this? You don't love me anymore, and no matter how hard I try, it's useless. Shen Shi said, with tears in his eyes, full of pain.

"But I don't love her anymore." Jiang Jueli pursed her lips.

"Only she can tell you what you want in the past, and if this is what you want, I can only fulfill you. Jue Li, I am yours, but you are free. Shen Shi said, breaking the hand that Jiang Jueli was holding her back.

"What if I still love you?" Jiang Jueli said sullenly.

"Then I will come back, and when you think I am your destination, I will wait for you in the same place, but until then, I will give you the opportunity to choose." Shen Shi said, without looking back, and left the Jiang Mansion with his suitcase.

That night, Jiang Jueli smoked two packs of cigarettes, one after the other, until his mouth was full of bitter taste. She said she was his, but he was free. He didn't know that Shen Shi's feelings for him were so deep that he was still entangled in the past.

Thinking like this, Jiang Jueli couldn't wait to slap himself, and then leave Shen Shi behind, and live happily together from then on. But he was afraid that what if he wavered again after leaving Shen Shi? Therefore, the top priority now is to recover his memory as soon as possible, so that he can stop swaying and can completely understand what kind of past he and Fina had.

Without Shen Shi and without two children, the Jiang Mansion suddenly became empty. Jiang Jueli occasionally looked at a few servants, and felt like a lonely king in the castle, and no one could share his country and achievements.

Back in the original apartment, Shen Shi cleaned up a little. When Su Mo heard that Shen Shi had moved out again, she was very puzzled, obviously it was not easy for her to come to this level with Jiang Jueli, why did she seem to have returned to the original point again.

"In fact, it's even worse than it used to be." After Shen Shi told Su Mo and Tony about Fena, both of them expressed surprise that Jiang Jueli was so easily deceived. But in order to keep Jiang Jueli unaffected and follow his heart, Shen Shi begged the two not to demolish Feina. If Jiang Jueli and Fei Na were really happy together, then she would rather fulfill them like this.

Seeing that Shen Shi had begun to be negative, Su Mo and Tony were a little worried, but as bystanders, they could only respect Shen Shi's every decision. When a love has become a pain between two people, maybe it stops, and it may not be bad.