Chapter 770: Falling into self-blame

Finally, two weeks later, Su Mo finally woke up. When Su Mo woke up, he saw Tony's face full of stubble, big dark circles drooping, although his face was not good, he looked a lot thinner. But when he saw Su Mo wake up, his eyes immediately showed brilliance.

"Xiao Mo, you've finally woken up!" Tony hoarsely looked at Su Mo's eyes, not knowing whether his eyes were red or excited.

"I'm sorry I didn't keep the child, I'm sorry I worried you." Su Mo reached out and stroked Tony's cheek, Tony, who has always had a habit of cleanliness, was sloppy to this extent, so that Su Mo couldn't help but blame himself.

"It's okay if you're okay, the child will have it in the future, we are all young." Tony grinned reluctantly, he knew that the child was gone, and Su Mo was more sad than anyone else, but it was a child after all, and he was very reluctant as a father and a doctor.

Although she woke up, Su Mo's condition still needed to recuperate in the hospital for a period of time.

"Tony, you don't have to stay with me all the time, I don't run. You're a doctor, you have to save lives! Su Mo persuaded Tony, she knew that Tony loved his job, and letting Tony leave his post for a long time was actually a kind of torture.

"Okay, then I'll take a look, you have a good rest, and call me if you have something." Tony saw that Su Mo's face had improved a lot, so he was relieved to go to the department to see his patients.

After Tony left, Su Mo's expression immediately dimmed. Thinking of Xu Chen, she still couldn't believe that such a person had passed away alone like this.

Accompanied by Jiang Jueli, Shen Shi came to see Su Mo.

"Mr. Jiang, I want to eat something sweet, I don't know if Mr. Jiang can help me buy some." Su Mo wanted to break Jiang Jueli apart, but Jiang Jueli glanced at Shen Shi and left very consciously.

"Hour, was his body cremated?" Su Mo asked sullenly, her eyes reddening.

"Not yet, Tony said, wait until you're better. Tony thought, you want to see him one last time, so he's still in the hospital. Shen Shi looked at Su Mo, full of distress.

"It turns out that he's still there," Su Mo muttered.

"Xiao Mo, you have just lost your child now, so you shouldn't always be sad. Tony is always there for you, you're not alone. Shen Shi held Su Mo's hand, trying to get her out of her grief a little. She has also lost a child and can understand how sad it is to lose a child. What's more, Xu Chen also left at this time.

"yes, I know." Su Mo raised her head and looked at the scenery outside the window with a far-reaching gaze.

It's autumn, the leaves of the trees are starting to turn yellow, and the birds are starting to appear on the branches of the trees less cheerfully.

"Hour, you know how he transferred his shares to me, do you?" Su Mo suddenly mentioned the issue of shares, which made Shen Shi stunned for a moment.

"yes, yes. Do you remember a bouquet of flowers I gave you? There's a key in that flower, and I guess there's what he left for you in that locker. At the beginning, the Xu family and Chenlou merged, presumably Xu Chen wanted to find Jiang Jueli as a backer for you. Since Su Mo asked, Shen Shi simply told her everything.

"So that's the case, it seems that I am indeed greedy for the property of the Xu family. They came to disrupt my wedding, and they should have been. Thinking of everything Xu Chen had done for himself, Su Mo's expression darkened again.

"Xiao Mo, don't think nonsense! If you don't want to see these things upset, you might as well return them to the people of the Xu family. But you really don't have to take what they say to heart. Shen Shi persuaded Su Mo.

"Also? These things are not theirs, why should I give them them. When Xu Chen was dying, no one cared about him, and all of them came to chase me for shares. Since he gave it to me, I will never let it out! Su Mo almost gritted her teeth and said.

"Xiao Mo ......" Shen Shi felt that such a Su Mo was a little strange, because of Xu Chen's death, his heart was full of guilt and hatred.

Dragging a slightly heavy body, Su Mo came to the morgue. Although she was wearing thick clothes, Su Mo still felt that she was already shivering with cold before she walked to the door. Seeing Su Mo's situation, Shen Shi was a little worried.

"Xiao Mo, why don't we wait for you to feel better before we come, the cold here is too heavy, I'm afraid you can't stand it." Shen Shi helped Su Mo and felt that she was already shivering, I don't know if it was cold or too excited.

"No, I'm going to see him." Su Mo pushed Shen Shi's hand away, and he was stubborn and had to walk in.

Walking to Xu Chen's corpse, Jiang Jueli had already greeted him in advance, and his corpse had been pushed out. Lifting the white sheet, Su Mo looked at the person in front of him, his face was still handsome, just like when he first met. I don't know if it's because after staying in this cold place for a long time, Xu Chen has lost a few points of weight than before.

Su Mo stretched out his hand and stroked the cold body, without the slightest feeling of fear. But Shen Shi and Jiang Jueli on the side couldn't help but take two steps back when they saw Xu Chen's appearance, and Su Mo also left a shallow kiss on Xu Chen's forehead. Shen Shi glanced at Jiang Jueli, and she thought that if Jiang Jueli became an unrecognizable person, or lay cold like this, she would probably be able to overcome all her fears.

"I promise you, I will take a good look at the Xu family for you, and they can't take away what they want." Su Mo gently stroked Xu Chen's forehead and said in pieces. Seeing Su Mo's appearance, Shen Shi couldn't help but cover his mouth and ran out crying.

Although Xu Chen's death was doomed early on, if it weren't for Fei Na making such a fuss, maybe the child in Su Mo's belly would have been able to hold it. And all Su Mo's guilt for Xu Chen now comes from the fact that she didn't find out the truth of the matter earlier, and Fei Na tore apart the facts so nakedly, and she still made people so troublesome at Su Mo's wedding. This undoubtedly gave Su Mo a huge blow, making Su Mo lose both Xu Chen and her child, and her relationship with Tony was also tested.

When she returned to the ward, Su Mo fainted again. After all, the temperature in the morgue was too low, and Su Mo's physical condition had obviously not fully recovered.

"You know her condition, how can you still agree to let her go to such a cold place. Shen Shi, in vain you have always thought that you are Su Mo's best friend, but you don't mean to think about her at all! Tony lost his temper with Shen Shi.

Shen Shi just pursed her lips and didn't speak, she knew that Tony wasn't actually aiming at herself. It's just that from the wedding, one thing after another happens. Tony didn't even have much time to buffer, now he just needed a point to vent, and Shen Shi became an outlet for venting.

Although Shen Shi could bear it, Jiang Jueli couldn't bear it.

"Tony, you should know what kind of character Su Mo is, she is going, who can stop her. I know you're in a mess, but it's not your usual style to impose your emotions on others! Jiang Jueli stood in front of Shen Shi, trying to separate Tony and Shen Shi from each other.

"Besides, let people get ready, it was my order, Shen Shi just accompanyed, what do you say she does?" Jiang Jueli and Tony looked at each other, as if the two men were competing for aura. But obviously, how could Tony be Jiang Jueli's opponent.

"I'm sorry, I was in too much of a hurry." As if sensing something wrong with his attitude, Tony drooped his head. Then, in frustration, Tony held his head, rubbed his hair, and sat irritably on a stool in the hallway.

"Actually, I can understand your feelings, I know that there are so many things happening now, and no one can calm down. But, please believe me, although Xiao Mo used to really love Xu Chen, now the person she loves the most is you. The reason why Xiao Mo is so sad is that after all, she used to be the person who lived with her. Even if they are separated, in Xiao Mo's heart, they are actually half a family, at least not a stranger who can be ignored. What's more, Xiao Mo's feelings are more about guilt and self-blame, not love. Shen Shi sat next to Tony, comforting Tony.

"I know she's blaming herself, so why shouldn't I. If at that time, when I knew that Xu Chen was sick, I could tell Xiao Mo the news as soon as possible. Perhaps, Xiao Mo would not blame herself so much. Tony said, burying his head in more and more frustration.

In fact, Tony's idea was not Shen Shi's idea, if he could tell Su Mo at that time, maybe Su Mo would not have fallen into such heavy pain.

Originally, it was to make Jiang Jueli more busy, but in the end, even Su Mo made up her mind to fight to the end, and this result was not what Xu Zhong and Fei Luo wanted to see.

And Fei Na was even more annoyed, since Su Mo and Xu Chen had an accident, she hadn't even seen Jiang Jueli again. According to the people in Chenlou, Jiang Jueli went to the hospital almost every day. Jiang Jueli has no friendship with Su Mo and Xu Chen, why did he go to the hospital, the answer is self-evident. gave Shen Shi a chance for no reason, and Fei Na regretted it until her intestines were blue.

During the time that Su Mo was still in the hospital, both Shen Shi and Tony put their minds on her. For Fei Na, Shen Shi has never had his hands free to deal with her. When Su Mo was discharged from the hospital and went home, Shen Shi decided to deal with Fei Na well. In order not to let Su Mo fall into a deeper hatred, Shen Shi did not plan to inform her of this matter, but came to the Jiang Mansion alone.

Seeing Shen Shi standing soundly at the door of the Jiang Mansion, Fei Na was very surprised, she didn't expect that Shen Shi would dare to come to the Jiang Mansion.

"Miss Shen, I haven't seen you for a long time, I don't know what advice you have when you come to Jiang Mansion?" Fei Na didn't allow Qin's mother to open the door, but opened a crack in the door, barely allowing Shen Shi to see herself in the house.

"Of course I came here because of something, why, the future Mrs. Jiang doesn't plan to invite me in to sit down?" Shen Shi stood straight and rolled his eyes.