Chapter 891: I can't read my own heart

In the ward, the happy family is noisy. The warmth between Su Mo and Tony's eyebrows can't be dispersed, as if they have just obtained a baby, and they can't hold back their smiles. Outside the ward, Yulia stood there, looking a little desolate. is also about to become a mother, she looked at her towering belly, but she couldn't help but be disappointed.

I don't know what kind of scene it will be when she gives birth, Yulia thinks that Jiang Jueli will probably appear too, but she will definitely not be as anxious as Tony. Jiang Jueli will also be happy about the birth of the child, but it is definitely not like Tony's treasure. Only children whose parents love each other will get the most precious love in the world.

Thinking about it, Yulia's tears fell instantly. Suddenly, a handkerchief was handed to her, the smell on this handkerchief was so familiar, she didn't need to look at her face, just by looking at her fingers, Yulia could know who the owner was.

"Thank you." Taking the handkerchief, Yulia looked up at Jiang Jueli without any surprise, and looked at her cheeks slightly indifferently. No matter which angle you look at, this man is so handsome and compelling. However, no matter how handsome he is, he will always belong to others, and he will not belong to her at all.

"Aren't you happy to see Su Mo give birth to a child?" Jiang Jueli turned around, didn't look at Yulia, took out a cigarette, and smoked silently.

Seeing Jiang Jueli's movements in one go, very coherent, Yulia was a little wooden. She clearly remembered that Jiang Jueli didn't smoke, when did she start smoking?

"Of course I'm happy, it's because I'm happy, so I'm moved to tears." Yulia didn't ask Jiang Jueli why she started smoking so well, she thought that it would be Shen Shi who could make Jiang Jueli bored to this point.

"Really?" Jiang Jueli turned around and looked at Yulia, as if to investigate to see if she was lying. His eyes touched Yulia's stomach, Jiang Jueli's fingers tightened, and after pondering for a moment, he still snuffed out the cigarette butt. Smoking second-hand smoke is not good for children, after all, it is his son who lives there.

"I heard you're pregnant with twins?" Jiang Jueli stared at Yulia's stomach and asked suddenly.

"Yes, it should be." Yulia stroked her belly, as if to remind the two children to look up at their father. The child in the belly suddenly stretched out his hand as if he had been sensed, and Yulia was kicked by a small substitute. "Ouch!" Yulia felt a little uncomfortable, but her face was sweet. "The two of them kicked me." Yulia had a mother's smile on her face, as if she were speaking to her husband.

After hesitating for a while, Jiang Jueli still stretched out his hand, helped Yulia to the edge of the chair, and let Yulia sit down.

"If I really gave birth to children in City C, would you be so happy when you saw them?" As if she had endured it for a long time, Yulia finally couldn't help it and asked Jiang Jueli.

Jiang Jueli raised his head lightly, looking at Yulia's hopeful gaze, he really couldn't bear to let Yulia be so disappointed. In any case, the appearance of this child is partly responsible.

"Of course, after all, I am the father of the child." Jiang Jueli said lightly, even if this was false, it sounded like Yulia was happy. Yulia was happy, and suddenly pounced on Jiang Jueli's body.

At that moment, Jiang Jueli didn't immediately push her away, but let Yulia hold her.

Not far away, Shen Shi stood there coldly carrying a thermos box. She wanted to come and see Su Mo, so she made some chicken soup for her. After all, it is a big deal for a woman to give birth to a child, Su Mo treated herself so well back then, how can she give some attention to Su Mo now. However, Shen Shi didn't expect to see such a scene just after arriving at Su Mo's door. Yulia hugged Jiang Jueli, Jiang Jueli, who had always had a habit of cleanliness, was actually held by Yulia.

Jiang Jueli had her back to Shen Shi, so naturally she didn't see it, and Yulia didn't notice that Shen Shi was standing in front of her all along. It wasn't until Shen Shi had seen enough, passed by the two of them, and entered the ward, that Jiang Jueli realized that the scene just now had been seen clearly by Shen Shi.

quickly pushed Yulia away, and Jiang Jueli also got into the ward. Shen Shi seemed to have seen nothing, chatting with Su Mo and talking about the child. As if Jiang Jueli didn't exist at all, he didn't even look at Jiang Jueli.

Although I don't know what happened to Shen Shi and Jiang Jueli, I also know that these two must have had a conflict. Su Mo and Tony could only make an excuse at random, saying that the two wanted to stay alone for a while, and asked Jiang Jueli to take Shen Shi home quickly. Shen Shi and Jiang Jueli naturally understood what the two of them said, Shen Shi didn't want to let Su Mo worry about himself at this time, so he followed Jiang Jueli and left.

Walking out of the door of the ward, Yulia was still there, as if waiting for the two of them to come out.

"Mrs. Jiang, Jiang Jueli and I are not what you think just now, the two of us are just ...... It's just ...... "Yulia herself doesn't know how to get this thing done." She had no intention of hurting Shen Shi, but it seemed that no matter what she did, she would always hurt Shen Shi.

"It's just hugging each other, and there's no emotion, right?" Shen Shi said lightly, there was no resentment, no disputes, only disappointment and even more disappointment.

"Jiang Jueli, I just want to ask you one question. Facing Yulia, do you have a moment of heartbeat. When she hugged you just now, did you ever think about growing old like this with her? Shen Shi looked directly at Jiang Jueli, with a bit of awe-inspiring readiness in his eyes.

Generally speaking, Shen Shi would never give such an unreasonable question to Jiang Jueli, but since it came out, it means that Shen Shi must know the answer. Jiang Jueli also knew that Shen Shi's question was just a temptation to see how Jiang Jueli would answer in front of Yulia.

Yulia on the side, looking at the aura of the two looking at each other, she knew that she was like an outsider and couldn't enter the space between the two. But Shen Shi's question made her unable to move, and she couldn't help but wonder if Jiang Jueli had ever thought about being with her, even if it was just a flash of thought.

Seeing that Yulia was also looking forward to the answer, Jiang Jueli never had the heart to say two words.

"How do you want me to answer, is it to be a ruthless and unrighteous person, or to be affectionate and righteous to everyone. You know the answer, but you still want to force me to say it. Jiang Jueli said, but his eyes were already staring at Shen Shi.

Hearing such an answer, Shen Shi was slightly stunned. She didn't expect that the choice she wanted to force Jiang Jueli to make was finally dodged by Jiang Jueli. But Jiang Jueli's dodge made Shen Shi more and more convinced that Jiang Jueli's heart was not at all Yulia's place.

"Jue Li, even you don't understand your own heart, do you think I can understand?" Shen Shi smiled, and a few teardrops came out of the corners of his eyes, which were tears of despair.

After Shen Shi left, Jiang Jueli was still in place for a long time, thinking about Shen Shi's problem. At that moment, why did he just have no way to say the negative answer, was it because he was really attracted to Yulia?

When a question was repeatedly raised, Jiang Jueli couldn't help but have questions. Even before, he was so sure, no, absolutely not. But when Shen Shi mentioned it again and again, when his heart softened again and again, Jiang Jueli even began to doubt himself.

Sitting beside Jiang Jueli, feeling Jiang Jueli's remorse and entanglement at the moment, Yulia was hurt again. Jiang Jueli's inner struggle at the moment was not because of her, but because of Shen Shi. Shen Shi and Jiang Jueli couldn't see clearly, but she, an outsider, couldn't see it more clearly.

"Jiang Jueli, why don't you deny it? Do you really feel something about me? If that's the case, why can't I feel your pity in the slightest? Even when I was holding you just now, you didn't push me away, but you didn't make me really feel warm. Yulia opened her mouth gloomily and decided to help Jiang Jueli for the last time, at least at that time, she felt that this was the last time she would help Jiang Jueli.

Hearing Yulia's words, Jiang Jueli raised her head and looked at her, not quite understanding what Yulia wanted to say in her words.

"It's probably the current possession that makes you forget how you felt when you lost Shen Shi. Do you think it's still like you like it at the moment? Yulia said and left Jiang Jueli's side.

After listening to Yulia's words, Jiang Jueli understood. Yes, what kind of heartache was it when I lost Shen in the first place, and compared to the feeling at that time, the current unbearable is more like a kind of sympathy and guilt.

Probably because Yulia gave Jiang Jueli the last hope, so Jiang Jueli has a special gratitude to Yulia. Even if it was her father who drugged him, after all, it had nothing to do with her, and Jiang Jueli had no sense of reproach for Yulia. What's more, for a woman who is even willing to sacrifice her innocence to excuse you, how can she make people feel no more distressed.

Jiang Jueli didn't understand his heart, and Shen Shi didn't understand Jiang Jueli's heart either. She confused the estrangement between her and Jiang Jueli and the ambiguity between Jiang Jueli and Yulia. Actually, there is a problem between her and Jiang Jueli, but this problem has nothing to do with anyone else, it's just that the two of them began to lose their original direction in their long-term marriage.

Compared with his messy feelings, Shen Shi was extremely envious of the simple life of Su Mo and Tony. It would be great if she and Jiang Jueli could live a simple life like this, and no one would constantly disturb them.