Chapter 162: How dare not
At night, the moon is reflected in the water by the lake.
After finishing the meal, the two soon faced a problem, there was only one bamboo house in this place, and there was only one bed in the house.
"Aren't you going to give me the medicine?" She asked.
Xiao Nanyi stared at her all over her body, she still had his black coat on her body, and when she saw her abdominal wound, it was a little scarlet and revealed.
Could it be that he was just in the woods......
She can bear it, so she doesn't cry out in pain.
This injury is not deep, she has the blessing of internal strength, and it should heal in two or three days, but she did not stop the bleeding in time at that time, but was willful, so he had a chance.
Thinking about something, Xiao Nanyi walked out of the small building in the middle of the lake, and when he came back, he had more herbs in his hand, Shan Liye saw him mash the branches and leaves of the herbs, paste them into medicinal mud, and add some powder to them, and finally handed the finished product to her: "The injury is inconvenient, you ...... Apply it yourself. β
Holding the medicine mud in his hand, Shan Liye was stunned because he didn't expect this result, if this was put aside, he should be impatient to pick up her clothes, and now, a little embarrassed, what is going on?
Without thinking too much, Shan Liye came to the edge of the bed and sat down, took off half of her dress, and applied the medicine mud to the wound, she couldn't help but sigh, she knew that she shouldn't have pushed too hard to open the wound in the forest, and she deserved to suffer by herself.
This man seems to be dissolute on the outside, but in fact he is more reserved than she imagined.
Glancing at the wound, it's okay, she straightens her dress, her eyes look outside, he is neither in the house, nor is he peeping outside, she is lying on the bed, unable to sleep, last night he didn't sleep much all night, tonight he was outside the house guard.
Before she knew it, she had been here for three days.
On the fourth day, when Shan Li woke up at night, the sky was clear, he stepped out of the house, and saw him standing next to the bamboo bridge, so he went over to take a look, there were two carps swirling in the water, Xiao Nanyi noticed her arrival, and with a wave of his palm, the strong wind brought up made the two fish swim away.
She unconsciously leaned next to him, the hand under her sleeve held his palm, and her ten fingers clenched, he reacted, and even rubbed her delicate skin slightly.
She smiled and asked, "What are you looking at?" β
"Nothing." Xiao Nanyi didn't say much.
It was night again, and after eating, she put out the Qixi piano and started the tune, Xiao Nanyi was afraid that she would play some kind of music again, her face was tense, but she didn't think she was smiling, and only played a simple tune.
After the song, she asked, "Is it good?" β
He had never heard this song before, but it sounded cheerful, as if the mood was also joyful, Xiao Nanyi nodded: "It's good." β
"Then I'll only play it to you from now on."
Seeing her smiling, Xiao Nan smiled rarely, sometimes he really wanted to pinch himself, was this a dream?
These days, she is tender and sweet, too unreal.
So much so that he couldn't adapt to her change, and he was stupid and didn't know how to respond, it seemed that he was suddenly a little wooden, and he would have been stormy a long time ago.
But he was very useful, and he didn't want to break the goodness.
At this moment, the two sat on the bamboo ladder, she leaned on his broad chest, buried her cheeks shallowly, and he clasped her thin shoulder with one hand, as if to rub her deeper, she suddenly asked: "Xiao Nanyi, what would I do if I really liked you?" β
"We can get married." He made this request, and clearly felt the person in his arms stiffen.
"My injuries are already healed." She raised her gaze and looked faintly at the dark night sky in the distance, and was distracted for a long time: "I should be leaving." β
"Hmm." Xiao Nanyi responded indifferently.
Although he knew that she would say this sooner or later, he finally understood what his anxiety was these days, and the gains and losses were the most painful, so he didn't dare to respond, but he was still reluctant to let go, and I really hoped that it would be great if it could be like this forever.
But he knew very well that she couldn't stay here for a long time, and she was worried about too many people and things.
I'm afraid I'll never come back.
The two men snuggled up to each other, but they were silent.
Shan Liye was thinking about how to continue to open the topic, the moonlight tonight is good, if she suddenly told him, 'The moon is very round tonight', she was afraid that she would bite her tongue first.
He should ...... Don't admire the moon.
Well, she's not interested in the moon either.
Xiao Nanyi was still silent.
Different from the silence in the Sword Mountain Inn, where the first time I met the other party without too much exploration, now there is an inexplicable and wonderful thing, which deepens the gap between silence.
In other words, he's actually competing.
Whoever speaks first, who is serious first, who is emotional first, who will be hurt by the other party first, in the end it is also a fantasy with no beginning and ending, the more you fall into, the deeper you will be hurt.
It was destined a long time ago, he lost, very early.
But he still can't let it go.
It was late at night, Xiao Nan saw her back to the room, he stood at the door, wanted to walk but couldn't move his feet, after a long time, he sighed, and wanted to turn around and go to sleep in the bamboo pavilion.
"Xiao Nanyi." She suddenly stopped him.
Without waiting for him to react, she turned around and came to him, she raised her smart eyes, looked at him squarely, and looked into the depths of his eyes: "In your eyes, am I really a shameless person with water-based poplars?" β
"You're not." Xiao Nanyi quickly denied it, recalling the bastard words he had said, and couldn't wait to go back to slapping himself twice: "You are not such a person." β
"You have saved me so many times, but I don't know what to do, that time I pinched you, have you ever regretted it in your heart?" I can't count how much he has done for her, how many times he has desperately saved her life, he has no regrets, she knows it, but she should be, and she is still suspicious and jealous of him.
Xiao Nanyi shook his head: "I know, you won't kill me, I'm just-"
It's just that there is inevitably some heartache.
In front of her, she couldn't say anything.
"It's justβ" She looked at him, and there was not the slightest hint of dodging in her eyes, "You do so much, what do you want?" β
Darkening his eyes, Xiao Nanyi began to think about this question, what else could he want?
Isn't it the one in front of her?
He wanted her heart.
In the past few days, what she has done seems to satisfy him, to satisfy the fantasy he has hoped for, he is really afraid, this is a dream, if it is a dream, he would rather be trapped here.
When he was still depressed, he suddenly felt that his lips were moist, and the faint fragrance on her body was greeted by the fragrance of lilies, which were planted with lilies in the middle of the lake, pure and pure, light and elegant, making tired people feel warm and comforted.
She raised her head, the black hair hanging down her back, like a thousand feet flowing, dancing in the night wind, she was very active, biting his lip lightly, as if there was nothing, teasing his very vulnerable nerves.
If it's destined to be an empty relationship, she doesn't mind adding something between the beginning and the end, this time, take the initiative for her.
The slightly hot breath lingered between his noses, Xiao Nanyi's body and mind relaxed, and even the fire sword in his hand fell, these days, hugging and holding hands is the norm, he doesn't know how to describe such a state, in this way, is it good what others say?
But she never promised anything.
She didn't even want him to mention getting married.
She put her hands on his back, kissed him deeper, and even went to visit him in the placket of his clothes, he stopped, she hesitated for a moment, and her voice fell, and she obsessively met his eyes: "I have nothing now, the only thing left is only my incomplete self, such me, will you want it?" β
Stroking half of her cheek, Xiao Nanyi's fingers slid gently between her snorts: "What I care about has never been what you have, what I want is just you." β
Even if it's really incomplete, even if she's scarred by another man, even if she's so embarrassed that she doesn't have anything now.
He didn't care about her past at all.
Shan Liye moved, leaned closer to his face, and breathed: "Then why don't you dare?" β
"How dare I, only you don't want to."
"Who said that?" She leaned forward again, sipping on his lips, and she smiled lightly: "I've done so much, don't you know what I mean?" β
If Xiao Nanyi was still flattered and shocked to the point that his body was stiff and he didn't dare to move, then now, he has recovered his nature, and after a while, the lights in the room were extinguished, and Xiao Nanyi had accurately hugged her and placed her flat on the bamboo collapse.
Shan Liye picked up the hair that floated down from his side, in that long bundle of hair, there were black and white, she had never cared about him so closely, and even now she would pay attention to his hair, she remembered that when she first saw him, he was full of black hair, when, it was mixed with light white?
She didn't understand, he was still so young, just a teenager, was it because he was poisoned? Or is it because he has spent her true breath several times to renew her life?
She suddenly remembered that in the misty bamboo forest, Long Shuyu had some inexplicable conversations with him, he said, he had been injured for her, he knew the consequences, is this the consequences?
She owes him so much.
Seeing that she was pulling the strand of white hair, revealing distressed eyes, Xiao Nanyi was also stunned, in the Demon Sect Ice Cave, she was poisoned by Gu poison and suffered a palm wound and sealed her heart vein, he was almost desperate to save her, no matter how much true breath he consumed, that night, his hair was a little white.
Even the ghost-faced man said that he really didn't want to die.