Chapter 190: It's not hate
Seeing that the tip of the sword was a few inches deeper, Concubine Yu's expression changed suddenly, her hand trembled slightly, the long sword was withdrawn, Luo Xuan snorted in pain, and fell to the ground unsteadily, Shan Liye immediately ran to support him, and saw that the needle in his arm was black, and it was poisonous, so he took out a few pills of medicine and let him swallow it.
Luo Xuan smiled bitterly and shook his head, these two women, one is the mother who gave birth to him, and the other is the benefactor who saved him from fire and water, he doesn't want to hurt anyone, maybe only by giving up himself can they turn their rivalry into jade silk.
Shan Liye didn't care so much, lit up a few of his acupuncture points, and forced him to obey, Luo Xuan's face was even more bitter, he wanted to speak, his throat and bones were like fire, but he was a little dumbfounded.
"It's useless." Concubine Yu looked at the pair of people in front of her, her face darkened, and she said coldly: "No one can solve the poison on the needle." ”
Shan Liye frowned.
The pills she brought on her body were all taken out of the medicine pavilion, which had a certain effect on healing and detoxifying, but she was not afraid of ordinary poisons, she was afraid of some special poisons, and she needed special antidotes, Fu Huayin was not by her side at this moment, and she didn't know what poison was on the needle.
Luo Xuan's face did not change, and there was still a deepening color on his lips, Shan Liye didn't believe it, remembering that there were still two secret Nine Turns Begonia Pill, a dead horse was a live horse doctor, took out one and fed him to take it.
Seeing that after Luo Xuan took it, her face improved slightly, Concubine Yu's expression changed again, she lowered her eyes, and said puzzledly: "Son of the enemy, shouldn't you hate him, why do you want to save him?" ”
Luo Xuan wanted to see the person next to him, but his whole body seemed to be stiff, and he couldn't move at all, but he was afraid that it was the poisonous needle that entered the body, which restricted his behavior, and heard her voice clearly: "There is a wrongful debt and a master, and the person I want to kill is you." ”
As soon as this sentence came out, Luo Xuan almost panicked.
But no, he couldn't move.
Shan Liye put Luo Xuan leaning on the bi and slowly stood up, the sword of Shang Hong was lifted in his hand, but Concubine Yu didn't want to fight with her anymore, and said sarcastically: "I am his mother, in this life, I can't change this fact, if you kill me, you will be his mother-killing enemy." ”
"But alas, you're not a good mother."
"An evil seed should never have been born." Concubine Yu's gorgeous face showed a ridiculous color: "Back then, when I knew the truth, as soon as I saw him, I felt disgusted, his existence reminded me all the time, that night was so humiliating, I only had one thought, that is, let him die, out of sight." ”
Shan Liye didn't know what happened to Concubine Yu back then, and even the emperor didn't blame it, and it was even more impossible for her to criticize and criticize this matter, so she only said: "His background may not be good, but he is a human being, he is not a criminal species, you can not raise him in this life, but you should not wantonly insult and kill him." ”
"It's all a seed of evil, no wonder you feel sorry for each other." Concubine Yu's eyes had some incomprehensible meaning: "I never understand, seven years ago, why did he try so hard to save you, and I don't understand, it's really strange that the Snow Brake Girl who destroyed his own family would actually save the son of the enemy." In the end, Concubine Yu suddenly murmured: "Could it be that there is other affection between you?" ”
Luo Xuan looked at the back of the snow coat in front of him, moved his lips, but still couldn't speak, he said in his heart, he didn't know her for a long time, he didn't know much, if it was about the love between men and women, there was really no, but in this world, in addition to the love between men and women, there are other feelings and meanings.
"Even if it's a passerby, I won't die without help."
Shan Liye said this sentence frankly, not to mention, the man behind him was not an ordinary passerby.
Concubine Yu was stunned for a long time when she heard such an answer.
"You and Ye Shurou are really similar."
With a sneering expression for a moment, Concubine Yu sat down naturally on the chair and told a long story.
"When I first met Ye Shurou, although she was young, she was very good at taking care of people, even if the other party was just a passing unrelated person, no matter what she did, she would always be so dazzling, better than what we did, my master loved her very much, taught martial arts, and treated me and my senior brother with reservations, but taught her all her life, how can I not make people jealous."
Looking at the woman who told her about the past opposite, Shan Liye untied her defense and put away her sword slightly, Concubine Yu's age was not much different from Ye Shurou, and she was only fourteen or fifteen years old at that time.
"That day, the senior brother deliberately said goodbye to travel, but actually went back secretly, wanting to steal the exercises and fly away, but unexpectedly, the master was found on the spot, the master was furious, and seeing the palm wind slashing towards the senior brother's door, I subconsciously shot out the hand poison needle." Concubine Yu's eyes flashed with guilt: "Those who have been hit by this poisonous needle will be speechless, and can only sit and wait for death." ”
Shan Liye was a little surprised, the person who had been lying a lot just now actually began to tell the truth about killing the teacher back then.
Thinking of something, she turned her head and glanced at Luo Xuan, who was half-leaning against the wall, he already had a different look when he heard this, but he didn't make a sound.
No wonder he didn't speak.
Slowly withdrawing his gaze, Shan Liye was uncertain.
"Since Master is ruthless and unjust, when I have reservations, I naturally have something to hide, I was very panicked at the time, and wanted to save Master, after all, he picked me up and raised me and treated me as a daughter, I can't afford the crime of killing my father and killing my father." Concubine Yu's gaze did not calm down: "But in order to cut off my thoughts, the senior brother destroyed all the antidotes, he told me that the wood has been completed, even if the master is saved, according to the master's temperament, he will definitely kill us both afterwards, the senior brother searched the master's body, but he didn't find the exercises, and then, he designed to make Ye Shurou the murderer, forcing Ye Shurou to hand over the secret of the exercises." ”
Shan Liye remembered that Shen Chen had said that the young master of the Netherworld Building at that time was thus burdened with the shameless name of poisoning and killing the master and stealing the secret of martial arts for fame and fortune, and later Ye Shurou became famous, and this past was somehow recalled, which became one of the reasons why those people shouted and killed Ye Shurou openly and honestly.
"The master is dead, the senior brother has fallen off the cliff, the two of them are dead, but it is easy, but the person who wants that exercise, but the young master of the Netherworld Building has his eyes on me." Concubine Yu lowered her eyebrows, and her face became a little complicated: "I am a weak woman who is helpless, how difficult it is to survive on the rivers and lakes, they do everything possible to get the exercise mantra out of my mouth......"
The words stopped, Concubine Yu paused for a long time, and her tone suddenly softened: "Later, I met a young man with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, there was a master beside him, and his martial arts were good. ”
Shan Liye was thinking about who this young man was, maybe it was Luo Xuan's father, but he wanted Concubine Yu to be so disgusted with Luo Xuan, listening to this description, it didn't seem to be very consistent.
"But I didn't expect that he was the crown prince, and he took me back to the mansion." Concubine Yu's beautiful face was a little disheartened, and she sneered: "There are so many women in his house!" ”
Shan Liye frowned and said, "You can leave." ”
"But where can I go?" Concubine Yu said coldly: "Those Jianghu people outside are eyeing me, I can only rely on the strong and hide in this deep palace mansion, in fact, the prince's mansion is very good, I don't have to worry about food and clothing, the only thing I hate is those women, as long as he pampers me, those women can't wait to eat me alive, this cage, domesticated them, I only know how to fight and fight, in fact, it doesn't matter, anyway, how many people die in the mansion, the prince doesn't care at all, I don't care." ”
Hearing this, Luo Xuan was even more moved, the life in his mother's hands was more than a Ye Shurou.
Shan Liye wanted to hear about Ye Shurou, and was not interested in other things, she couldn't judge the past grievances and grievances of her predecessors, and wanted to interrupt several times, but when she looked back at Luo Xuan, she thought to herself, this was his mother's experience when she was young, and he might want to hear it for his mother, so he didn't say anything.
"Until I get pregnant and give birth." After a long silence, Concubine Yu slowly spoke: "How can a mother not love her children, the little guy is so cute...... I held it in my arms all day long, and I couldn't let go. ”
Seeing Concubine Yu talking to herself, as if there was no one around, such a look of loving and pitying the child, which did not match the scene of resenting and killing her son seven years ago, Shan Liye was slightly moved in her heart, she seemed to be unqualified to say that Concubine Yu was not a qualified mother.
Luo Xuan looked at the woman in glamorous clothes, and he was even more fascinated.
It turned out that he had also been loved in the palm of his hand like this.
It's a pity that in his memory, his mother never gave him a good face, other people's three or four-year-old children, all have their mother's love, only he, alone, wants his mother's arms, but is always coldly pushed away, he makes excuses for himself again and again, she has this attitude towards everyone, maybe...... Maybe she just doesn't like children?
"I tried to be nice to him, but I couldn't really do it, just think about it...... I wanted to kill him. Concubine Yu sneered bitterly: "But I can't beat him, he's like a nightmare, haunting me every day and night." ”
Shan Liye asked, "Who is he?" ”
Concubine Yu did not answer.
"Later, Ye Shurou entered the palace." Ignoring her question, Concubine Yu continued to talk to herself, and sneered: "Men, they are all people who are affectionate, they love one when they see one, they swore an alliance with me at the beginning, and found a new person in a blink of an eye. ”
"So, you hate because of love?"
"Love? I don't love him, it's just that he has a natural right that makes me obsessed with attachment. After Concubine Yu ridiculed, she suddenly laughed: "I don't hate Ye Shurou for taking away his favor." ”
"We met in the palace and were surprised by each other." Concubine Yu sank her voice: "She didn't expect that I would be alive for so many years, I didn't expect that the demon girl of the Netherworld, who is famous in the rivers and lakes and has strong martial arts, is willing to sacrifice herself to be trapped in the deep palace and share her husband with many women, I have no choice but to do it, why is she?" ”
Shan Liye's eyes were slightly deep.
"I often shush her and ask for warmth, she is not hostile to me, listening to my experience over the years, she did one thing, I never dreamed that she would have memorized the exercises word for word, and wrote out the second half of the volume silently and gave it to me." Speaking of which, Concubine Yu herself smiled a little: "Looking at the half of the exercises, I was already shocked, the master only taught the first half of the volume back then, and hid the second half of the volume, so I don't have a complete exercise formula, plus I am in the palace, and the martial arts are not high, with this second half of the volume, I have some enlightenment, and my martial arts have advanced by leaps and bounds." ”
Shan Liye said: "In this way, you should be able to beat him." ”
Concubine Yu shook her head and said: "He saw my moves, and asked me about the whereabouts of the second half of the volume, I didn't say it, he suspected that I was hiding something, so he used Luo Xuan's life experience and threatened my reputation, he humiliated me like that, and wanted to make my shame public, I really wanted to kill him!" ”
It can be seen that there is anger in Concubine Yu's eyes.
She didn't dare to look back at the coldness in Luo Xuan's eyes, such parents, such a life experience, how many people can afford it.
At that moment, Ye Shurou pushed the door and entered. Concubine Yu said ruthlessly: "Do you know, at that moment, it seems that all my unbearable things are on the table for people to joke about, why did she come in, why did she hear those words, why did she look at me with that kind of sympathetic and pitiful eyes!" ”
The woman's voice was very close to roaring.
Shan Liye understood something, this was the reason why Concubine Yu wanted to kill Ye Shurou, this was not jealousy, nor hatred, but she didn't want to look up in front of anyone, she was as humble as an ant, and she didn't have any dignity in life.
This matter, like a thorn, will always be horizontal in the heart, and will not get rid of unhappiness.
Only by killing the insider, no one will know about it.
to maintain that poor self-esteem!
Luo Xuan also understood, when Queen Ye first entered the palace, she was not close to anyone, and suddenly one day, Queen Ye treated him very well inexplicably, he had never experienced maternal love, and the woman's care and care made him feel very cordial, and he remembered it for many years.
It turns out that this is the reason.