Chapter 192: I Want You to Live

This palace was originally like a cold palace, but now, on this night, it is even colder.

Shan Liye looked at the mother and son who were dead and faint in front of him, stood for a moment, sensed his thirst, and walked slowly to the table, picked up the teapot, poured the tea into the cup very slowly, picked it up, and drank it all.

After staying for about a few moments, there was movement over there, and at a glance, it was Luo Xuan who was about to wake up, he seemed to be having a nightmare, suddenly opened his eyes, and gasped for breath.

In the room, it was quiet.

He woke up in a panic, his eyes first swept forward, and he saw her existence, and was a little dumbfounded: "Ling'er." Hearing his own voice, he was a little surprised, and when the afterglow unconsciously swept to the side, his body suddenly stiffened.

Slowly turning over and fixing his gaze on the lifeless corpse next to him, he rose in response and pounced.

Seeing his mother's death, he suddenly understood something quickly, his eyes became cold and deep, and he didn't have the cold and arrogant attitude he had before, and now all that was left was a depressed body and a mockery of himself.

Luo Xuan always remembered the night of the medicine, he didn't want to mention it, and he didn't want to recall, for seven years, he had never stepped into this palace courtyard for half a step, except for seeing her from afar at the prince's wedding banquet, he had never seen her alone.

What is the need for a person who wants to kill him, who thinks he is a wicked seed, who thinks he is a disgrace and disgust?

But tonight, he came.

Tonight, too, she died.

Took away all the anger and hatred.

He was left alone......

"I'm sorry."

Shan Liye only had this weak sentence, she stayed and waited for him to wake up, just to say this.

Maybe if she didn't come tonight, his mother wouldn't die, but she had to come, because she wanted to know the truth, and wanted to know why her mother was hunted down by so many enemies, and why she died so miserably.

Luo Xuan choked: "I'm sorry what?" ”

"She's your mother, and you're going to hate me, and I understand." Shan Liye lowered his eyes and said, "If you want to take revenge, I will accompany you." ”

Luo Xuan was a little ridiculous in his heart.

She took Concubine Yu's death on herself.

"Okay, you said it."

Seeing the sword on the ground, Luo Xuan quickly picked it up and swung it at her, Shan Liye retreated and dodged, she suddenly understood why Concubine Yu asked her not to hurt Luo Xuan, probably because she was afraid that he would take revenge, and she was afraid that she would kill them all.

Expecting that he had just woken up from detoxification, he was not her opponent, Shan Liye did not use his sword to meet the enemy, but only avoided each other everywhere, but he used his strength to move, and when she dodged again, he cut off a strand of her flying hair.

Luo Xuan stopped his hand and watched the strand of hair fall to the ground, he said bitterly: "I know, she deserves to die, her death is self-inflicted, I can't blame you, and I can't blame you." ”

Shan Li was silent.

"Revenge ......," he muttered, with a slight hint of meaning, "she died to save me, why should she save me." Raised his eyes, there was sadness and heartache, he looked at her with a little expectant and extravagant: "Ling'er, you say, why is she ...... Will you give your life to save me? ”

"Perhaps, she loves you very much." Shan Liye's lips moved slightly, and she said in a deep voice: "You love her too." ”

Even if this woman wants to kill him and humiliate and scold him with the most vicious words, he will still subconsciously protect this woman, from the beginning, he hopes that she will not be tracked down, hoping that she can let this person go.

Flesh and blood, blood and blood.

It is the most inseparable thing in the world.

"You lied to me......" Luo Xuan sneered, the sword body he was holding was so tight, he gritted his teeth and said: "I am his stain, I can't wash it off, I can't shake it off, in this life, she has always wanted me to die, she wants me to die, she has never cared about me...... She wants me dead! ”

The sword qi slashed and swept across the table, shattering piece by piece, but he forgot that there was still the woman's stab wound on his heart, and the hemostatic acupuncture point she had lit before was washed away, and the blood stains flowed all over his coat and clothes.

The messy panting breath, as well as the continuous breath he exhaled, all told his pain, but he couldn't blame anyone, everyone who could blame them died!

The rest of the bitter fruit is only for him to bear!

"Luo Xuan!" Shan Liye was a little flustered, walked over, and snatched the sword from his hand, she was afraid that he would really go crazy, afraid that he would take the sword and kill himself the next moment.

He had already suffered a blow from his unbearable life experience seven years ago, and at that time, he was also like this, almost without any desire to survive, and was willing to die.

Now, he heard about his mother's history of being coerced and humiliated, heard that his biological father had been chopped up by his mother, and he also saw that his mother had died of drug addiction for him......

For the rest of his life, he will have to bear such shackles.

Who can stand it.

After snatching away his sword, but unexpectedly, Luo Xuan unexpectedly hugged her into his arms, locked her body, unwilling to let go, and the exhaled breath slapped on her side of the neck, and he muttered: "What should I do, why did she save me, what do you want me to do......"

Seeing that he was so fragile, Shan Liye couldn't bear it, didn't push it away, reached out to touch his shoulder, hesitated for a moment, and she still put it on.

"She wants you to live." Just as her grandfather comforted her, an orphan who had no father and no mother, Shan Liye also comforted him, and said lightly: "Forget those cruel life experiences, live well, live in the world, not live for others, nor should you die for others, just be chic and be yourself." ”

"Your mother said that I am also a sinister seed." Shan Liye suddenly laughed at herself: "I never knew who my biological father was, just now I was even thinking, will my mother also suffer like that, so, she never mentioned it to anyone, I also doubt that my mother's martial arts are so high, will she also kill my father, some people say, saying that my father is very cowardly, I don't understand why my mother gave birth to me, I also want to know." ”

Listening to her self-confession, Luo Xuan calmed down, the sad and distressed emotions in his chest gradually calmed down, and he hugged her tightly in distress, she seemed to be comparing with him, two people with a common tragic life experience were asking each other for comfort, and it was as if at this moment, he grabbed the power to let him live.

"Ling'er, you saved me three times." Luo Xuan leaned on her shoulder and whispered, "This is the third time." ”

For the first time, she spilled poisoned wine.

The second time, he fought with his mother, he was very desperate, desperately protecting her life and death, he didn't want his mother to be wrong again and again, he may not be saving her, he was saving his mother, and he was saving himself.

Her inexplicable appearance unexpectedly gave him hope to live, and protecting her became his reason to live.

Tonight, the flame of hope that was ignited had been resolutely extinguished by her own hands, and it was as if it had been filled with something new and rekindled by her.

This night, he and his mother have untied their hearts.

The distant night sky becomes starry, and the stars look up at the whole starry sky.

Seeing that Luo Xuan fell asleep again, Shan Liye put him on the bed, looking at his face, he was afraid that he had lost too much blood from the injury in his heart, and ordered a few acupuncture points to stop the bleeding, she was about to take off his clothes and bandage him, but unexpectedly, Long Xiyan pushed the door and entered.

The house was chaotic, the smell of blood permeated the air, seeing the body of Concubine Yu, Long Xiyan was already shocked, and then looked at the couch, saw Luo Xuan's face was pale and did not know life and death, and there was a blood hole in his heart, Long Xiyan thought that it was stabbed by Shan Liye, so he stared at her: "Long Ruoling, how many more people do you want to kill!" ”

Almost without hesitation, the long sword stabbed out.

Shan Liye leaned over and avoided it, leaving the edge of the bed.

Taking advantage of the nearby opportunity, Long Xiyan touched Luo Xuan, and when she heard that his heartbeat was unharmed, she was slightly relieved, she turned around and said: "Long Ruoling, Brother Xuan has never treated you badly, you want to kill him like this, you ...... You killed his mother! ”

Shan Liye didn't argue anything, now that Long Xiyan was taking care of her, she didn't need to worry about Luo Xuan, she didn't have to say anything, her figure floated slightly, she moved away, Long Xiyan chased out of the house, and her shadow was long gone, so she turned back to the house.

Looking at everything messy inside, Long Xiyan couldn't help but feel bitter, and felt a little more stunned in her heart, Luo Xuan, Luo Xuan, after you wake up, how should you face that woman? ?

When is she an enemy?