Chapter 999: Parting after all
Walking quickly to the door of the ward where Tony was, and looking at Tony who was looking at the hospital bed with a sluggish expression, Su Mo's tears couldn't help but flow. What an arrogant person, there has never been a time when he missed, but the operation failed because of an awkward quarrel with himself. Just looking at that back, Su Mo could already understand his self-blame and grief.
Tony looked at the bed, and the patient's voice and smile still seemed to be in front of him. In fact, he generally does not participate in such a small operation, but the other party once had a kindness to him, and Tony personally operated on it. originally thought that such a small operation, plus Tony personally operated on it, there would definitely be no problem, but I didn't expect that Tony would not be able to complete such a small operation.
"Didn't you say that such an operation is a minor operation! This kind of surgery can be done by interns at all, why, why didn't we Lao Chen be able to come down! A middle-aged woman pushed Tony, and the resentment on her face almost made Tony embarrassed. But there was nothing Tony could do other than hang his head and apologize.
And Su Mo, who was standing on the side, covered her mouth tightly, for fear that she would cry. But even though she didn't make any sound, Tony turned his head to look at her. Fatalisticly, the eyes of the two overlapped.
After seeing Su Mo, Tony's face became more and more ugly. He was originally depressed, but he became more and more embarrassed in front of Su Mo. He looked at Su Mo's gaze, full of despair for himself, mixed with some complaints against Su Mo. Perhaps, if it weren't for these episodes with Su Mo, things wouldn't have happened.
Under the persuasion of other doctors in the hospital, the family finally left the hospital after a lot of trouble. But Tony and Su Mo still stood there quietly, the two of them looked at each other, as if they wanted to get some information from each other's eyes.
But after looking at each other for a long time, Tony only saw sympathy, and Su Mo only saw self-blame. After another moment, Tony silently left the door of the ward, not saying anything. And Su Mo just watched him leave silently and didn't ask anything.
An accident made Tony, a famous doctor, change in an instant, and his small mistakes in the operation were revealed several times before. As a doctor who has never made mistakes before, being questioned by others, what is it like, just hearing about Su Mo is already very uncomfortable. Even, Su Mo heard that Tony was called by the director of the hospital to a psychiatric doctor. He said that he wanted to diagnose Tony and see if there was a mental problem.
Of course, with Tony's proud nature, his rejection of doctors is more than that of ordinary people. In addition, he developed violent tendencies in the hospital and was very emotionally unstable. The dean, who had no choice, could only find Su Mo.
"Miss Su, I don't know what Tony has been affected by lately, he has always done things that are not up to par recently. But there's really nothing we can do in the hospital, I know you and Tony have always been in love, you must find a time to persuade him. The dean was a little trembling, after all, Tony's Buddha was not something they could provoke. Even if Tony's surgery was substandard, in the end, the hospital could only accept all the orders and fight everything for Tony.
"Okay, I got it." After Su Mo heard this, she didn't say anything, but silently withdrew from the dean's office.
On the way home, Su Mo kept wondering if it was time to really make a decision. Because of her procrastination, Tony was under too much mental pressure, which led to such a big mistake in the operation. With Tony's status, Su Mo is definitely not worried about how his career will be affected. But for Tony himself, this is a hurdle that cannot be easily crossed.
Halfway through, Su Mo drove the car directly to Xu's. Within a week, Su Mo started all the follow-up things that had been arranged before, and made up her mind to leave the Xu family. The directors who heard the news temporarily held a board meeting to keep Su Mo. But this time, it was obvious that Su Mo had already made up her mind, no matter how others persuaded her, she refused all at once.
"Did you really think about it?" After Jiang Jueli heard the news of the chaos in the Xu family, he came to the Xu family to stabilize people's hearts.
"Well, it's my inability to give up that caused Tony to suffer such a big setback. I think this is probably a wake-up call from God that I can't get everything, there will always be something to lose. In the past, I always felt that the Xu family was something that Xu Chen left me, and I couldn't give it up. But now, I have my own family, my own children, and I can't let them follow me into this kind of frightened life. Especially Tony's past with Xu Chen, in fact, has always been haunted. Su Mo didn't even say these words to Shen Shi. It's not because of lack of trust, it's just that there are some things that I didn't experience by myself, and I'm afraid Shen Shi can't understand it so much.
But Jiang Jueli is different, Su Mo's current struggle is the same as Jiang Jueli's hesitation. They all carried what Tony and Shen Shi did not carry, and such a renunciation was not chic, but needed to bear the pain in their hearts. Jiang Jueli could understand how difficult this trade-off was for them.
After completely transferring the Xu family to Jiang Jueli and part to the other directors of the Xu family, Su Mo instantly felt a lot lighter on his shoulders. Maybe there are some things that they forced themselves to bear from the beginning.
Back home, Tony is still standing on the windowsill, he has never smoked, but during this time Tony has learned to smoke. Tony deliberately concealed Su Mo, and Su Mo pretended not to know.
"Tony, let's go to Dali, it has the best view. You haven't been to see it yet, Cangshan Erhai, we'll open a small inn there. It may not make much, but it is enough for our family, so it will be good. Su Mo gently hugged Tony from behind, her tears soaking Tony's shirt. This once stubborn and arrogant man suffered an unprecedented crisis because of himself.
When you think about it, all the pain lost seems to be worth it.
"What?" Tony didn't seem to understand what Su Mo meant, this week, he stayed at home, of course he didn't know the news that the Xu family had become a mess because of Su Mo's departure.
"I have arranged all the things of the Xu family, and in the future, the Xu family will have nothing to do with me. We'll be together as a family, I'll go there to open a small inn, you go to open a small clinic, and we'll live an ordinary life, okay. Su Mo turned to the front, stood on tiptoe, and dropped a kiss on Tony's lips.
Only then did Tony understand that Su Mo had abandoned Xu Chen and her past, which was probably the most affectionate confession Su Mo had ever given Tony.
"Thank you......" Tony hugged Su Mo tightly and whispered in her ear.
At the airport, Tony was holding Sisi, Su Mo was pushing a small amount of luggage, and Shen Shi looked at this family of three, and his eyes couldn't help but turn red.
"Xiaomo, do you have to go? It's not arranged over there yet, so if you go over so quickly, won't it take a while for you to get used to it? Shen Shi wanted to keep Su Mo, even if it was only for a while, at least give her a little more time to repair the relationship between them.
"We didn't have to arrange anything, we went there and went with the flow. You don't need to have any ideas, just find a beautiful place and settle down. Don't worry, as soon as we stabilize it, we will tell you the address. When the time comes, you must come with a lot of money. Su Mo reached out and grabbed Shen Shi's hand, pretending to be witty and relaxed.
"Xiao Mo, I ......" It was only at this time that Shen Shi wanted to say that sorry. If from the beginning, she believed that there was nothing between Su Mo and Jiang Jueli, maybe Tony wouldn't suspect anything. If Tony hadn't suspected anything, maybe that accident wouldn't have happened, and they wouldn't have had to flee to Dali.
"Hours, I understand what you have to say. Before, we weren't mature enough, so we weren't considerate of each other. Now, I know what I'm protecting. I don't blame you, even, I thank you for giving me a chance to say goodbye to my old self. Tony and I will have a good life, and you and Jiang Jueli will also have a good life. Su Mo gave Shen Shi a look that I understand, and stopped Shen Shi from saying sorry.
Su Mo's words made Shen Shi even more embarrassed, but Su Mo's understanding just reflected how narrow-minded she used to be.
"Take care!" The radio repeatedly urged that Su Mo and Tony were about to get on the plane, and Shen Shi could only swallow back all the unspoken words.
Looking at Su Mo's reluctant and frequently turned back, Shen Shi's tears could no longer be held back. She covered her mouth and sobbed quietly, Su Mo left, and her best friend finally left. In this life, she has suffered so many separations, no matter which one of them makes her hoarse. Shen Shi looked up at Jiang Jueli, is it that one day, she and Jiang Jueli will also face parting?
"No, I won't leave at any time." Jiang Jueli understood her worry from Shen Shi's eyes, he reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said softly.
Moved by Jiang Jueli's short words, Shen Shi's tears became more and more turbulent. In the end, under the curious eyes of everyone, Shen Shi barely stopped his tears.
At this airport, how many people are going through, or will experience parting sooner or later, Shen Shi doesn't know. At that time, she was reluctant to Su Mo, and she was extremely envious of Su Mo. Although she has gone through a lot of twists and turns, Su Mo still went to the life of an ordinary person after all. That is what Shen Shi has always longed for, but it is difficult to achieve.
Later, when Shen Shi stood at the inside of this airport, she could really feel Su Mo's mood of running towards freedom and indifference. That's something worth having no matter how much you lose.