Chapter 66 The authorities are confused, but the bystanders are clear
"I, I changed with the queen in order to show those people, but mother, I'm sorry Sangsang."
In the first half of the sentence, Chu Tingxiao answered why he deliberately went to Yonghua Palace to get angry as the emperor.
The courtiers wanted to provoke the relationship between the Gu family and the Rong family, and now he took the initiative to "quarrel" with the queen to suppress the matter, so that everyone's attention was on the discord between the emperor and the queen, but the Gu Rong family would not be affected in any way.
In the second half of the sentence, he calls himself "I".
This is because Empress Dowager Rong also called herself so just now.
At this moment, Chu Tingxiao is not a noble and incomparable emperor, but a child who is full of confusion and needs his mother to pat his head.
As an emperor, he thought he had done nothing wrong, but as a husband, he felt guilty.
Empress Dowager Rong tried her best to be a good mother to comfort her children.
When she saw a white hair on Chu Tingxiao's sideburns, she felt a pain in her heart, and picked up a strand of black hair and quietly covered it.
With Empress Dowager Rong's gentle movements, Chu Tingxiao's mood slowly calmed down.
When he was six years old, his biological mother died in childbirth, and his unborn brother died twice.
When he knelt in front of his mother's mourning hall and wept bitterly, a pair of warm palms gently touched the top of his hair.
He raised his head, it was the mother of the house, Rong.
"I don't have a mother...... he sobbed, his eyes dazed with fear and confusion about the future.
Rong Shi held his child with one hand, held him with the other, and said seriously: "Xiaoxiao, I will be your mother in the future, and Feng Chi will be your brother." ”
Chu Tingxiao will never forget the moment when the Rong family stretched out his hand towards him.
And now, in front of the Empress Dowager Rong, he has become the child who only knows how to cry.
"I'm sorry Sangsang, because, I thought I wouldn't be this emperor."
Chu Tingxiao knelt on the Queen Mother's knees, his face was a little pale, his voice was extremely hoarse, and his red eyes were full of tears.
Empress Dowager Rong still remembers that Chu Tingxiao liked to cry most when he was a child, crying for his relatives, crying for the people, crying when he was unhappy, crying when he was angry, crying when he lost a fight, and crying when he won a fight.
But since he became emperor four years ago, he has never cried again.
"A gentleman is more important than Mount Tai, at that time I promised Sangsang that if she was with me, I would let her be free and be the happiest woman.
She likes freedom, but now she is bound by the identity of the queen, and for the rest of her life, she will always be trapped in this quagmire, and she will not get what she wants in her life.
I am still indiscriminately angry in Yonghua Palace today, even if it is to show those people, but I know that Sang Sang will feel sad in his heart. ”
Chu Tingxiao said, tears almost fell, but thinking that he was a man, he held back stiffly.
He inexplicably went to Yonghua Palace to quarrel with Gu Sangsang during the day, Sangsang must have been very aggrieved.
How comfortable he was when he was the king of Chu, he cried when he wanted to cry, and laughed when he wanted to laugh.
What can I give to Sangsang now?
There was a muffled thunder outside the hall, as if they were all sad for Chu Tingxiao.
His heart became more and more depressed, and suddenly, a petite crimson figure ran out from behind the screen.
Chu Yi pushed his father away from the Queen Mother's lap, sat on the small soft stool by himself, and said eloquently: "It's going to rain, I, it's better for me to come out." ”
The Queen Mother patted the position beside her: "Xiao Yongning, you don't have to grab a small bench with him, just sit here at the mourning house." ”
Chu Yi leaned on Empress Dowager Rong with peace of mind, relieving the uneasiness of hearing the thunder.
Spiegel knew that the princess didn't like rain, so he walked over and closed the door.
"Wait," Chu Yi thought of Xiao Yan, paused, and said, "Auntie, the ice is still outside, let her in, and then bother to send a dress to the other guards, listen to this thunder, the rain won't be light today." ”
"The slave obeys." Spiegel went down to prepare.
Chu Tingxiao was already stunned, looking at Chu Yi who suddenly appeared dumbfounded.
On his long eyelashes, there was still a teardrop that wanted to fall.
"Six-six-six-six...... Six-six, why are you here!? ”
He came back to his senses, stammered, and hurriedly wiped away his tears with his sleeve, his face turning from pale to red.
Chu Yi said: "I've been here all along." ”
Chu Tingxiao: "Then you hear me...... What did I say? ”
He struggled to maintain what little imperial dignity he had left.
"Father, Yongning's ears are very good." Chu Yi nodded with a smile.
Chu Tingxiao let out a "whin", put his hands together on his face, and covered his entire face.
He, the king of a country, the honor of the Ninety-Five, is today's son, the Emperor of Dayan-
When I hugged my mother's thigh and cried about my love with my wife, I was heard by my little daughter!
He's faceless, he's not alive.
Empress Dowager Rong looked at her son and symbolically patted him on the head again.
Chu Yi thought of the words he had just heard behind the screen, and there was a teasing smile in his eyes.
She had indeed come to the Eternal Life Palace a long time ago, before her father came.
If it weren't for that, she wouldn't know that Chu Tingxiao still had this crying side.
"Father, Yongning actually never thought that this palace was a cage, let alone that being a queen was a bondage.
The queen mother does like freedom by nature, but true freedom is not to do whatever she wants, but to have the right to choose and choose to live the life she wants.
At this point, the father and the emperor have already given it to the queen mother. ”
After Chu Yi finished speaking, his heart said, it was another day to save his parents' love.
"That piece of vegetable is not the queen mother's condemnation of you, but her original words in that small world."
The Queen Mother nodded with a smile, and by the way, she took Chu Yi's somewhat cold little hand.
Chu Tingxiao was stunned and repeated in a low voice: "Freedom is not about doing what you want, but about having the power to choose......"
He repeated it again, his eyes gradually firmed, and said: "Liuliu is right, the identity of the queen and the emperor should not be the shackles and estrangement between me and Sangsang, but give me another choice, who said that love and great cause cannot be both, who said that the emperor must be ruthless, I must take a different path, I must be a sentient son of heaven." ”
Empress Dowager Rong laughed, with a hint of pride in her smile, an emperor, can say such a thing, she is very proud that she can have such a child.
Chu Yi nodded secretly.
There were a few more thunders, and the sound of rain hitting the sycamore sounded outside the window, and she leaned towards the side of the Empress Dowager Rong.
She thought to herself that their love was real, and the promise was real.
Gu Sangsang planted that piece of vegetable furrow, not to remember the past, she did not indulge in the past, Chu Tingxiao thought that he was ashamed of Gu Sangsang and did not complete the beautiful future that was promised to her, but the future is constantly changing, and no one can predict what will happen in the future.
Chu Tingxiao, who made his promise, did not know that he would become an emperor in the future; After being reborn, I can't be sure what my future will look like in this life.
"Father, living in the moment and cherishing the people in front of you is what should be done."
Chu Yi looked at Chu Tingxiao's eyes and said seriously.
The father and daughter had the same dark eyes, and the light in Chu Yi's eyes dispelled the confusion in Chu Tingxiao's heart.
Cherish the person in front of you, these words were told to him by the child Liuliu.
Liuliu seems to have experienced some things that she didn't know, and these things made her grow up.
He didn't know whether to feel sorry for her, or to be proud that he had such a daughter like a little fairy.
After Chu Yi said this, he was stunned for a moment, and somehow, Xiao Yan's cold and handsome face flashed in front of him.
"However, today I went to Yonghua Palace to get angry, Sangsang she ......"
Chu Ting calmed down, and suddenly thought of what he had done in the morning, and the expression on his face froze suddenly.
It doesn't matter if he figured it out, the important thing is that Gu Sangsang was wronged for no reason, and he must hate himself to death!
Chu Yi said earnestly: "Since my father can take the initiative to come to Yongshou Palace to apologize to my grandmother on behalf of my mother, and I have said so much, why can't I tell my mother your true thoughts?" ”
Chu Tingxiao shook his head: "Old, old husband and wife, I can't speak." ”
The Queen Mother said: "When the emperor just cried, he spoke very smoothly." ”
Chu Yi: "When my father cried just now, he spoke very fluently. ”
Queen Mother: "If you don't explain, you are angry with the queen, emperor, don't blame the queen for being angry." ”
Chu Tingxiao gritted his teeth and retorted in a low voice: "I, how can I explain, woo woo, do I have to tell the queen in advance when I get angry in the future, I did it on purpose, in order to let those mediocre ministers see the discord between the emperor and the queen, and impeach some queens less?" ”
Chu Yi asked rhetorically: "Otherwise?" ”
The emperor shook his head and comforted himself: "I don't say it, I just don't say it, I think the queen and I have a heart, she must understand what I mean, there are some things, I don't have to say it, she will understand." ”
Got a heart? Hearing this, Chu Yi couldn't help but think, in his previous life, maybe Gu Sangsang really had a heart-to-heart relationship with Chu Tingxiao, and they maintained a tacit relationship until they died, pitying themselves for these unlucky children who were worried about their parents' love.
But even so, she can't guarantee that as time goes by, if her father deliberately snubs her every day, the queen mother will really not be sad.
Her red lips opened lightly, and she said: "Actually, Yongning can go to comfort and comfort the queen mother, and by the way, help your father explain to you, it's just ......"
Chu Tingxiao turned his head expressionlessly and looked at Zhang Desheng in the corner who was trying to reduce his sense of existence to zero.
"Zhang Desheng, you go to the treasury and spend 10,000 taels to Liuliu."
Isn't it just money! Heh, he understands.
Chu Yi was surprised: I didn't expect her father to learn to draw inferences!
She coughed, and said: "Actually, now the Yulin Army is not only poor, but the eight thousand people are really difficult to make up, and Yongning can't really go to the Gyeonggi camp to rob General Cen of people, you know, Yongning killed Xu Xiang some time ago and lost thousands of people......
"Poof!" The Queen Mother accidentally squirted out a sip of tea.
Thousands of people.
Xiao Yongning's mouth, it's really ......
Chu Tingxiao's temples suddenly ached.
"I asked Zhang Desheng and Wang Zhi to listen to you, and then allowed you to pick some people from the dark hall." He said word for word.
Isn't he just human, he understands!
Chu Yi shrunk his neck and looked at the stormy hall: "Just pick?" ”
------Off topic------
Woo woo, there was a little problem with the phone yesterday, I gave a factory reset, who knew that there was a problem with the backup, tinkering until now, more than 10,000 photos of chat history memos for several years are gone...... I really want to cry.
The second chapter is late.,Don't wait.,I don't even have some small plots on my phone.,Fortunately, I didn't save the manuscript and couldn't lose QAQ.