Chapter 150: At least now I have a meaning
Yongguo Palace, Xiangfei dormitory.
Xiao Yan couldn't remember how long he hadn't remembered the past, and when he really dreamed about these things again, he realized that he had never forgotten.
"This palace has heard that since you came back from the queen's palace a few days ago, you have not eaten or drunk, Xiao Yan, are you forcing me?"
Wei Rudai asked the boy sternly, her glass-clear eyes were as cold as frost and snow, and she couldn't see any warmth.
"I didn't force you to ......" The boy raised his head, his pale little face was tense, tears were accumulated in his eyes but did not fall, and he stubbornly looked at Wei Rudai, "Mother, if I am well, will you come to see me?" โ
Wei Rudai was stunned for a moment, quickly turned her face away, and said coldly: "Such a mother-in-law, how can you become a big thing, if you like the Li family so much, it is better to recognize her as your mother, anyway, she has no children, and besides, she treats you very well on weekdays." โ
Xiao Yan's spare eyes saw a plate of pastries on the table, and quickly withdrew his gaze.
He knew that his mother was not the one who would feed him snacks, even if he hadn't eaten for days.
Xiao Yan gently tugged at Wei Rudai's sleeve and said, "The mother is wrong, the queen is already pregnant." โ
"What!" Wei Rudai's face changed in shock, "She's pregnant?" How is it possible, Your Majesty clearly promised me......"
"My father said that he would pass on his throne to his younger brother. Mother, is it because I am not good enough, is it because I am a monster that he doesn't like me...... Can you tell my father that I will take medicine obediently, I will never cry out about pain again, and I will never cry again. โ
"Eat...... Medicine? โ
Wei Rudai asked rhetorically.
The boy didn't notice anything unusual, he just followed Empress Li's advice and revealed Xiao Ji'an's statement that she would make the child in her womb the crown prince to Wei Rudai.
He just used this to test his mother's feelings again, like a plant growing in the dark, relying on instinct to seek a little sunshine.
However, Wei Rudai did not react at all.
At that time, he felt that Wei Rudai didn't care about these at all.
But he was attached to the young Xiao Yan in his dream, but he suddenly found that she was stunned for so long after hearing what she said at the time.
He was about to carefully distinguish the emotion in Wei Rudai's eyes, and in a flash, he saw Xiao Jixing, who was covered in blood, at the door of Empress Li's bedroom, holding the queen's corpse and crying in the sky.
"Wan'er, why, why!"
On this day, the third prince Xiao Jixing led the rebels to storm the palace and kill his brother to usurp the throne, but the first place he went to after entering the palace was the palace of Queen Li Wan.
However, he was still late.
The queen, who was seven months pregnant, had already died twice.
The boy suddenly understood something, took a few steps back in horror, and began to run wildly.
Xiao Yan, who had already experienced all this, was ready and stared at everything around him like an outsider.
In the middle of the night, he rushed to the emperor's palace, Xiao Ji'an had been pierced through the heart by Xiao Jixing's rebels, and he still had a sharp short sword in his chest.
The man did not bat his eyes, his eyes were wide open, and he collapsed on his back on his dragon chair, staring unwillingly at a landscape painting above his head that asked for immortals.
In his hand, he was still holding an elixir smelted with Xiao Yan's blood.
Xiao Ji'an may think that if he is poisoned, he can still detoxify it, but he was pierced through the heart by ten thousand arrows, and the gods can't save him when they come.
Xiao Yan was disgusted inside, but his possessed young self had already cried.
"Father, mother, mother, concubine......" The boy knelt on the ground and looked at Xiao Ji'an's side.
- Wei Rudai, who was dressed in a red dress, was also hit by several arrows, and quietly knelt on Xiao Ji'an's knees, already breathing.
From this point of view, they are such a couple who are in deep love, and they are a couple who live and die together.
"Isn't this Gongzi Yan, catch him!"
The boy cried for a long time, until the rebels tried to capture him, and he broke free from the two eunuchs and ran back to Xiao Jixing.
He was still holding Empress Li's corpse, his face was painful, but he didn't know when he put on a dragon robe for himself.
The subordinates next to him had already changed their names with great eyes, and sighed and persuaded: "Your Majesty, after the first emperor found out about us, he immediately ordered to kill Empress Li, the child in her womb is seven months old, but it's a pity...... Please mourn Your Majesty, please lift your spirits......"
The person Xiao Yan used to call the Third Emperor Uncle raised his head with red eyes, and he was extremely resentful:
"Condolences? How this king mourns, this king can't wait to eat his flesh raw! This is his child, didn't he say that he loves Wan'er very much? Why, why?! How could he bear it?! โ
Xiao Yan slowly walked in front of Xiao Jixing, and asked in a childish voice with hatred: "Then how can the third emperor uncle bear it, kill the king, kill the sister-in-law, and seek to usurp the throne?" โ
Xiao Jixing heard this voice, turned his head, and looked at Xiao Yan, who was just a child. ลดลดลด.
After a while, he put down Queen Li, stepped forward suddenly, grabbed the child's collar and lifted it alive: "Little cub, what do you know!" โ
"Your Majesty, Your Majesty is angry, the sudden death of the first emperor is already full of suspicions, Gongzi Yan's life will be kept for the time being, and this child he, he has grown up in the beastyard since he was a child...... a rebel hurriedly said.
Xiao Jixing remembered something, threw Xiao Yan to the ground like a hot potato, and roared through gritted teeth:
"What do you know about a stinky child? At the beginning, this king and Wan'er were childhood sweethearts, and they had no guesses, and they had already reached the time to discuss marriage, it was Xiao Ji'an, the king's good royal brother, and the noble prince, he had to intervene sideways and forcibly marry Wan'er as the crown princess! โ
As he spoke, his eyes became more and more scarlet as he remembered the events of that year.
"Xiao Ji'an is just for Wan'er's good reputation, he doesn't love Wan'er at all, but for the sake of a reputation, he actually threatens Wan'er and the king with the lives of the entire Li family! Then, how long did he have Wan'er, so he abandoned him like a piece of, as a prince, to pamper a person in the rivers and lakes, Wei Rudai, she is also worthy of competing with Wan'er for favor? !
Xiao Ji'an, he doesn't love anyone, he ...... Do you think he loves you? You are his only prince, but he has never made you the crown prince, not to mention, this king also thinks it is ridiculous, why would he and Wei Rudai throw their own sons into the beastyard? โ
Xiao Jixing thought of Xiao Yan's experience, and his sad and painful face finally eased a little.
The emperor and Concubine Xiang threw Gongzi Yan into the beast park, inside and outside the palace, but everyone knew about it, and no one was surprised.
He lost the woman he once loved, but this little cub was even more miserable, from beginning to end, he got nothing.
He studied some secret techniques of immortality all day long, asked the immortals, and summoned so many folk divine doctors, in this case, why didn't this king replace him? Isn't he going to live forever, and now, dead, dead without turning a blind eye! โ
The young Xiao Yan tried hard to understand what Xiao Jixing said, he didn't know how to refute it, for a long time, he wiped the tears on his face, and said sharply:
"No matter what, you are an unrighteous person who kills the king and his brother, and my father studies medical skills, not because you have bad intentions, and you have been sending people to assassinate me and Wei Rudai all these years!"
At that time, although he had been tortured by Xiao Ji'an, although he had understood the essence of that man in his heart, he still had a glimmer of hope.
His father should love him, and he gave himself those bitter medicines to save himself;
Even if he became an invincible monster because of this, at least he survived;
As a mother, Wei Rudai is so disgusted with herself, even afraid of herself, but her father will comfort him;
Even though his father sometimes needed his blood, he wanted to save the guards who had been poisoned by the Assassins to protect him.
He had a lot of wounds on his body, but when there were many wounds, it didn't hurt......
He gently touched the scabbed wound on his arm, the last time his father took blood, it was more than ten days ago, and his injuries were all healed.
Xiao Jixing was suddenly stunned when he heard the boy's words.
He looked at Xiao Yan condescendingly, and after a while, he laughed maniacally: "Xiao Ji'an actually told you like this, too, you are just a child." โ
"This king decided to compete for this position because Wan'er wrote a few months ago that he couldn't bear Xiao Ji'an, and your other imperial uncles, as far as this king knows, they have no interest in the emperor at all. Where did someone assassinate you all these years? โ
Xiao Jixing's words were like a heavy hammer, bombarding the boy's heart.
Xiao Jixing continued: "Even if this king wants to kill, he will kill Xiao Ji'an, how can he assassinate you for no reason? Could it be that if I kill you, Xiao Ji'an will really make me the emperor's younger brother, this is really the most ridiculous joke this king has heard today!
This king understands, just as they threw you into the beastyard, do your father, queen mother, want you to become some kind of martial arts wizard, the first in the world? Hahahaha. โ
As he spoke, he took the forged holy decree handed over by one of his subordinates, and did not shy away from showing it in front of Xiao Yan.
Xiao Yan had already bitten his lip and tasted the taste of blood.
He couldn't tell his blood, but fortunately, this matter was too unbelievable, and Xiao Jixing didn't suspect anything.
"Oh, this king is wrong, the imperial brother did make this king the imperial brother, and from today on, I am the emperor of Yongguo."
Xiao Yan stumbled back, shook off everyone, like an arrow off the string, and returned to the dark room he was most familiar with.
In the underground room, all that was left was the cross stake in the middle and the bloodstained chains, which the boy tore off and threw away, found a machete in the corner, and cut the stake.
With that done, he turned the mechanism.
In this room, the outside is the place used by the father to "cure and detoxify" himself, and the inside is a dungeon.
- He remembered that there were several assassins who had come to assassinate him and were captured by his father, who said that he would interrogate them properly and try to eradicate them.
As soon as the mechanism was opened, Xiao Yan couldn't help but retch.
There was no one living in the dungeon, and seven or eight black-clothed men fell to the ground in all directions, shot into a sieve by sharp arrows from all directions, and the thick blood had gathered into pools of blood.
They had just died, and they were very unwilling to die.
Xiao Yan understood in an instant that they were killed by their father when they found out that Xiao Jixing had attacked the palace and that he was already certain to die.
He crouched down and picked up a black token in a pool of blood, as he peeled off the face of the nearest corpse.
The token is worn by the secret guards of the father's emperor;
The corpse is one of the eunuchs most trusted by the father.
Eight-year-old Xiao Yan understood everything that happened to him.
All along, he sent assassins one after the other to assassinate his people;
He was covered in wounds, and every day he was poisoned by all kinds of poisons;
Let him drink one bitter medicine after another, and become a person who is invincible to monsters, it is his father - Xiao Ji'an.
Reliving the memories of his youth again, Xiao Yan felt that he was ready, but when he saw the token, he still had a headache in his heart.
"I ...... At least now I have a meaning. โ
He muttered to himself, feeling as if there was a transparent shadow around him holding him gently, with a faint fragrance of pear blossoms, just like Chu Yi was in his dream, right next to him.
The slightly cool fragrance of pear blossoms slowly calmed his spirit.
The boy Xiao Yan searched in a pool of blood and found only this token.
As he left, he set a fire and burned the entire room and the dungeon to ashes.
Taking advantage of the chaos when the rebels whitewashed the peace and the emperor died, Xiao Yan returned to the palace and opened the landscape painting scroll that Xiao Ji'an was staring at before he died.
Underneath the scroll, there is a thick record of Xiao Ji'an.
He has always wanted to use his blood to achieve immortality.
It turned out that he tried to get to the end of the road, and there was really no light.
Later, Xiao Yan met the only little girl who helped him in the ice lake, and saw the girl who was determined for life at a glance in the prosperous Shangjing City in spring.
His past was dark, so he could only chase the moon in the sky and use all his strength to give her a bright future.
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"Chu Yi, don't die, this king won't let you die!"
In the dream, the four seasons are reincarnated, spring goes to autumn, and when Xiao Yan comes back to his senses again, what appears in front of him is a scene that makes him tear.
Why is this happening?
Why is the person who could have quarreled with him just now lying on the ground?
He was ready to lose her, but not now.
"Ah Yi, please don't die...... Are you waking up? Please......"
The voice that belongs to his own ears roars, pained, humbled to the dust.
Xiao Yan stared at the woman who was out of breath on the ground, her delicate and beautiful face was much thinner than now, without the slightest blood, and her body seemed to be so thin that only a pair of bones remained.
She was like a cuckoo crying blood and dying in the autumn courtyard.
His moon fell.
"Ah Yi!"
His cry of grief coincided with the man kneeling on the ground, holding the corpse.
Xiao Yan opened his eyes suddenly.
Dream and reality became one in an instant, and he saw that his Ah Yi was leaning on the chair in front of him, his eyes closed, his face still the same, one hand still on the edge of the bed, breathing softly and gently.
There was a faint scent of pear blossoms in the air, which was the smell of Chu Yi's body, which instantly flooded his heart.
Everything around her was not important, Xiao Yan saw her resting by her side unharmed, and suddenly understood the meaning of the words "the years are quiet".
Perhaps because of what he felt, Chu Yi's eyelids moved, and he slowly opened his eyes.
A tear slipped from the corner of her eye.
She had a long, long dream.
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