Chapter 135: My Youth Has Returned

If it weren't for the appearance of this [why swing the sword in his hand] system task, Ling Ze would not really agree with what Bigu Kiyojuro said, and he would most likely take it as an excuse for the other party, although the other party actually thought so from the bottom of his heart.

But Ling Ze didn't think that Gu Qing Shilang, a stranger he met for the first time, could understand himself better than himself, and if he was a mature person, he might still have some credibility.

But a stranger came up to "Balabala" to give you a pointer, saying that you have no goal in life and are living a mess, and if you don't give him a big mouth, you are already good-tempered.

Ling Ze has never felt that he lacks a goal, he has always had his own clear direction to move forward, and he has not felt any confused feeling of "not knowing where the road ahead is".

When he was in the slums, everything he did was to be able to live, in order not to die inexplicably miserable in this world.

When he was in the Imperial Assassination Organization, his purpose was also very clear, that is, to desperately become stronger, to try to get out of the control of Gozqi, not to become a murderous blade manipulated in the hands of others, and by the way, as the team leader, to save his own team members who depended on each other and had a tragic fate.

After arriving in the world of "Rogue Kenshin", he continued to implement the goal of striving to become stronger, while using pure swordsmanship to fight those swordsmen, sharpening his sword skills while increasing actual combat experience, while trying to trigger tasks as much as possible, in order to get more strength improvement and more chips.

"Dreams, wealth, power, lust, power, freedom, justice, and knowledge, if I had to say, the only things I am pursuing now are "freedom" and "power", right? ”

In Ling Ze's own opinion, except for the real things that belong to himself, such as "power", everything else is a bit too illusory, floating, and not real enough.

In addition to "knowledge", "wealth", "power", and "lust" are all things outside the body that can be destroyed at any time, and there is no absolute conclusion about "justice", and as for "dreams", it is even more illusory and ethereal.

Like the word "dream", Ling Ze actually doesn't like it very much, his preferred word is a clear "goal", only the world of children will talk about "dreams", adults have long passed the age of dreaming, only talk about realistic goals, not about broad "dreams".

Although when he was in the slums, Ling Ze also had so-called "dreams", such as relying on the power of forty-eight imperial tools, punching General Bude, kicking Estes, exterminating the revolutionary army, destroying the decaying empire, and being invincible to the world.

But this kind of thinking at that time was really too naΓ―ve and unrealistic, and after Ling Ze gradually recognized the truth of life, he very decisively threw away that kind of thought.

After all, it is really a big question when the forty-eight imperial tools will be collected, and he himself was still worried about his livelihood at that time, and it was really ridiculous to think about what "invincible in the world".

Although there is only one word difference between "dream" and "dream", there is a world of difference between them, and the difference between the two is usually worth pondering for most people.

Ling Ze thought about it carefully, and found that although he had always had a lot of short-term goals, he really didn't have any life goals that were too long-term.

After accomplishing his current goal of "getting rid of Gozqi", Ling Ze really didn't know what he was going to do next for a while.

At that time, Ling Ze already had the strength to deal with Gozqi, and it was of course impossible to want him to go back to the slums to nest.

Although he doesn't have any thoughts about saving the people of the world, he is not a great hermit like "Bigu Qingjulang", who has completely seen through the red dust.

Although Ling Ze scoffed at the statement that those with great ability must benefit the people, he completely agreed with the fact that the more capable people are, the easier it is to obtain the satisfaction of "wealth", "power" and "lust".

In fact, Ling Ze does not need to agree with this, this is a very objective fact, and "the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility" This wishful thinking is completely different, people with absolute strength can get what they want more easily.

In this case, it is not that I do not have the pursuit of "wealth", "power", "lust" or anything, on the contrary, it is precisely because I want "everything" of these things that I finally choose to pursue the most fundamental "power", and after having "power", there is the possibility of "wanting everything". ”

Ling Ze examined himself in his heart, and he found that if he was allowed to live a hermit life like "Bigu Kiyojuro", then he would indeed not be able to accept it.

What he wants more is to enjoy life, to enjoy the convenience that powerful power can bring to him, whether it is power or wealth, or women.

In such a different world, you can't have everything without "power", and Ling Ze instilled the concept of "power first" in Chitong before, naturally because he himself also adheres to this concept.

After all, wanting to become stronger is still a very simple idea for Ling Ze to be able to live and make his life better, this is the case when he was in the slums, when he was in the imperial assassination organization, and it is still like this.

While sticking to his moral bottom line and three views, he has the power not to be manipulated by others, and can do what he wants to do wantonly and get what he wants, this is what Ling Ze has always been pursuing, very simple and very self-solipsistic.

Maybe the life of "drunk and lying on the knees of a beautiful woman and waking up to the power of the world" is not bad? ”

After mastering the method of traveling through the world, after finding a way to quickly unlock the Imperial Tool by doing tasks, after finding the correct way to use this system.

Ling Ze suddenly found that the initial "dream" that he had thrown away seemed to have some possibility of realization, and it was no longer just a simple "dream", but a "goal" that could be thought about, and Ling Ze's mind came alive again.

"Then make this my long-term goal, to overthrow the rotten empire, destroy the ambitious revolutionary army, and build a new empire of my own."

It's still very rewarding to think about it like this, that feeling of using your own strength to conquer a world, this is one thing that can make Ling Ze truly "do whatever you want, and get what you want".

Ling Ze sighed with emotion, although it had been so long, thinking of this "dream" that he had thrown away again, it still made people feel a little unstoppable.

"Sure enough, the man is a teenager until he dies, even if he has recognized the reality, but if the teenager in his heart seizes the opportunity, he will still jump out and want to do something exciting."

Ling Ze licked his lips, he felt as if his youth had returned, although his body had only just entered puberty.

"So why hasn't this task been completed yet?"

After determining his long-term goals, Ling Ze was slightly puzzled.

"Isn't that what the mission requires? Doesn't this god's chattering "sword heart" just want me to be sure what I'm swinging the sword for? ”

Ling Ze was indeed a little unintelligible, he had obviously determined the reason for swinging his sword.

He doesn't swing his sword to protect something, nor does he swing his sword to change anything, he just swings his sword for his own desires, and he swings his sword for his "strong desires".

If Ling Ze is asked to say it, his "sword heart" should be the word "strong desire", or the more direct "I want it all".