It always seems like this in the hospital.

Anxious, irritable, numb, cold, and full of hurried people.

Some people wear white coats, and there are always more or less pens pinned to their breast pockets;

Some people are wearing hand washing clothes and disposable hats, probably just coming out of the operating room, and they can't take off their masks when they hang on their ears, and they look tired, eager to find a random place to sit against the wall;

Some people hugged the bag tightly and ran numbly to the payment window, for fear that it would be later and there would be less hope;

There are dazed, frightened, and faintly expectant patients, who are being carried, pushed, or in wheelchairs, or lying on hospital beds......

Despair and hope coexist, indifference and warmth coexist.

Ruthless or affectionate, Ben has nothing to do with these buildings.

It is always people who set the tone.

When Ni Bingyan and Sang Yuan arrived at the hospital, it was already evening.

There are many people waiting for the elevator on the first floor of the inpatient department.

Most of the patient's family members have become accustomed to it and seem to be very settled.

The takeaway guys carried the takeaways, and from time to time anxiously glanced at the elevator floor and then at the mobile phone, which made people irritable.

In the summer, Ni Bingyan and Sang Yuan both wore masks and blended in the crowd.

In other places, people will always take a few more glances when they see handsome guys and beautiful women, but here, no one has that leisure.

Drifting is not beautiful or handsome, it will always be ranked behind health.

"Ding! The fifth floor has arrived! ”

The elevator stopped, and the two got out of the elevator, followed closely by two bodyguards.

The fan is in the first ward of the medical oncology department, bed six.

The two found the ward and knocked politely on the door.

"You ...... Who to look for? ”

The woman who opened the door had a round face, looking pale and haggard, but she radiated tenderness from her bones.

I was shocked when I saw three strong men accompanying a woman at the door!

Ni Bingyan hurriedly took off his mask: "Excuse me, is Kong Xuyan here?" ”

The woman looked at her stunned, and after a while, a sparkle appeared in her eyes, and she opened the door incoherently, and let her into the house:

"Ahh Yes! Be! Be! This is it! Come in! Please! Please go ......"

After the excitement, his eyes quickly filled with tears.

I didn't care about finding paper, so I wiped my face with the palm of my hand.

She didn't expect that Ni Bingyan would really come.

In the past two days, the child has always been confused, but no matter how uncomfortable he is, as long as he wakes up, he will go online to see Ni Bingyan, and after reading it, he said that he feels that he has strength again, and he can hold on a little longer.

In the past, when he was still healthy, he always said that it would be nice to see his idol, but now that he is sick, he never mentioned it again.

But there are some things that Mom will always remember for you.

Kong's mother discussed with her husband in private, whether she wanted to try it, to see if she could invite Ni Bingyan and let the child see it with her own eyes, so as not to leave with regrets.

Father Kong thought about it for a long time, but still agreed.

After that, the two of them kept trying, like harassers, sending private messages to her Weibo, sending handwritten letters to her company, and sending emails to Sister Wei's work mailbox......

As a parent, even if there is little hope, I will try.

It's like knowing that the child has bone cancer with a very low cure rate, but still bankrupt to treat him.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for causing you trouble by making this trip......"

Mother Kong couldn't help but apologize.

For his own selfishness, he caused trouble for others.

Ashamed, but not regretted.

"You don't have to be so polite, you're a great mother, really!"

Hearing her say this, the woman's tears became more and more turbulent.

In this world, there are still many good people.

There is warmth everywhere in the world, but no matter how nostalgic the child is, he can't stay......

The way of this world!

"Who's coming?"

Inside, there were three beds.

The bed at the door was empty, probably just discharged, the sheets and quilts had not been changed, the garbage on the table had not been confiscated, and the patients and family members on the other side of the wall were not there.

In the middle of the bed lay a sallow-faced, thin-skinned man, who was sleeping deeply.

A gray-haired man was bending down to tuck the quilt for him, and when he heard the movement, he asked softly, "Who is here?" He stood up and looked out.

Sang Yuan followed Ni Bingyan into the door, saw a lot of things on the bedside table, put the fruit basket on the ground, and took the initiative to shake hands with him: "Good afternoon, Teacher Kong." ”

On the way here, Ni Bingyan read the letter forwarded by Sister Wei, and knew that Kong Xuyan, who was sick, was 18 years old this year and was their only child.

His father was a high school chemistry teacher, and his mother ran an inclusive kindergarten.

This family of three, the father is strict, the mother is gentle, the child is well-behaved and sensible, and the economy is also passable, it was originally very happy, but who knew that an illness ruined all this.

In these years, every child is expensive, the child is the center of the family, the child is gone, and the whole family feels empty.

In a situation like Kong Xuyan, I want to know how difficult the couple's life is.

When the child is young, he is about to fall, and his parents can hold him in time.

Parents are extra proud of every time a child survives.

Now that the child is about to leave this world, the parents find that their arms are not as strong as they imagined.

At times like these, nothing can be done.

"Last fall, one day after physical education class, my child came to the office to find me and told me that his calf hurt, I thought it was just a bump, but then I saw that his leg began to swell, and I noticed that something was wrong, and I went to the hospital for an examination, only to find out that it was a malignant bone tumor."

After a few simple greetings, the child's father silently moved two chairs, invited them to sit down, and sat in the corner of the hospital bed in a restrained manner, talking about the child's illness.

Seeing that the child didn't wake up, Ni Bingyan didn't let him wake him up, so he whispered to the Kong family and his wife.

Ni Bingyan found that the word "cancer" was always avoided in their words.

"This disease is progressing very fast, and it is still very fierce, you have done your best!"

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but before they reach the sad place, Dad Kong will be in tears unconsciously.

Last year, he was still a high-spirited middle-aged man, at the peak of his career, full of hope for the future, and full of plans for which university his son should go to.

Now I just want to save the child's life, even if I take medicine all year round and the requirements are as low as dust, I still can't meet it.

Probably every dad is like this, he can be strong or vulnerable.

It's only been a long time, and it's already old.

Just looking at the back, others may think that he has reached the age of bringing grandchildren.

It's a pity that he won't be able to be a grandfather in his life.

After sitting for a long time, the impact on the soul was not so great, and Ni Bingyan was a little more comfortable, and began to tell them some interesting things about his filming.

While he was whispering, the patient by the window was in a wheelchair and was pushed back by his family.

It was a girl with baby fat on her face, probably still in junior high school, she was still crying and crying in pain in a wheelchair, but when she looked up and saw Ni Bingyan and Sang Yuan, the whole person was like a spring flower blooming, and she smiled very brightly.

"Mom! Mother! Mother! ”

patted the armrest of the wheelchair and shouted mom three times in a row, the girl wanted to stand up with the wheelchair, and her mother was so scared that she hurriedly hugged her!

"Ouch! Why are you a tiger? Can you stand? ”