Chapter 9: Resonance
The lyrics of the first four sentences made Xiaowei have a strong resonance.
I was the first in the college entrance examination in that small town in my hometown.
After nine years of hard study, I was finally admitted to this well-known school.
At the farewell banquet before coming to school, it was really a noisy gong and drum and firecrackers.
I came to the school in a beautiful way, fantasizing about starting my magnificent and splendid life.
Unexpectedly, after coming to the school, I found that my score was certainly outstanding in the town.
But in this school, where everyone is a local champion, his score is less than 80% of that of some roommates!
This hit him deeply.
The good study habits that I had developed in high school gradually became looser.
I gradually lost interest in studying, and no matter how hard I worked, I couldn't pass these perverted classmates in the class in the exam.
Over time, he became tired and numbed himself by watching dramas and listening to music all day long.
But when he heard this song, he suddenly realized that he really seemed to be wrong!
Why should I give up on myself?
Why should I do nothing?
How can a person as good as me be depressed and give up as soon as I encounter a blow?
Why can't I have a brilliant life?
……
Ten minutes later, the dormitory door was opened, and the roommates came in one after another, laughing and chatting.
But I didn't see Xiaowei, who usually watched the drama with a lunch box at noon.
"Huh? Where's this kid? ”
"I'm not in the toilet either, have I gone to an Internet café?"
"Haha, don't care about him, let's start a game of three!"
The three of them happily sat on the chair and stroked continuously.
At this time, Xiao Wei was already holding a few textbooks in his arms and a few slices of bread in his mouth. I came to the air-conditioned school library.
"A person as good as me should have lived a brilliant life."
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"Xiaoli, I recommend a new song to you!"
In the dormitory of a female worker in an electronics factory in the south, a young female worker with a fashionable hairstyle and a small rose tattoo on her shoulder loudly greeted her roommate who had just finished lunch and was about to enter the house to rest.
"What's new?"
Xiaoli wiped the sweat beads on her forehead with the towel behind the door, took a big sip of the cup and sat down next to her roommate.
"Oh, this one, "People Like Me"!"
"Oh, let me tell you, this song is so good, this singer's voice is beautiful and deep, and there is a middle-aged man's magnetism in it, this timbre is simply amazing!"
Xiaoli took the headphones suspiciously and put them into her ears, and then she heard Jiang Kan's heavenly singing.
The trace of disdain and cynicism in his eyes gradually calmed down and became solemn as the music played.
"Someone as smart as me
I have long said goodbye to innocence
Why did you still use a relationship
Go get a scar
”
"Hiss......"
A cold air rushed up from her spine and hit her brain, and the whole person was a thriller!
Memories came flooding back in an instant.
She is 18 years old this year, she is in her third year of high school, and she has just passed the college entrance examination.
But she was originally smart and motivated, but for some reason she was fascinated by her mind, and she fell in love when she should be working hard to score points, and was fascinated by a handsome guy in the next class who was also a senior in high school!
I don't want to go to class anymore, and I don't want to tutor anymore.
Even the daily milk tea time she enjoyed with her little sisters, she was in no mood to "waste" again.
As long as I have time every day, I am tired of being with my "boyfriend", and I am inseparable from me.
And this boy is also the type with the worst grades, he has long lost hope of going to university, and he himself has no idea of changing.
Being able to catch up with a beautiful and excellent girlfriend before the college entrance examination is naturally infinitely joyful.
It's too late to get tired of being together, how can you think about encouraging her to study hard, and after being admitted to college, there is time for you and me.
In this way, Xiaoli, who could have scored more than 600 points in the test, dropped more than 100 points in a semester.
She should have been able to get one exam, but to everyone's expectations, she only took more than 450 exams, and she didn't even touch the edge of three books!
But she was infatuated, but she didn't care, and she couldn't listen to her family's advice to tutor for a year and then fight for the college entrance examination, but chose to follow her "boyfriend" south to Nanyue, entered an electronics factory with a monthly salary of 4000, and lived the life of a small couple!
Originally, they were all doing well, and she was very satisfied with it.
But in recent days, she has discovered that he is still being pursued by little sisters in other factories!
This made her angry, and she was in a cold war!
Then today I heard this song recommended to me by my roommate.
"Someone as good as me
should have lived a brilliant life
How did more than twenty years come to an end
is still floating in the sea of people
”
Listen, listen, Xiaoli was silent.
There was no sound for a long time.
"How's that, that's good, isn't it? Let me tell you, I'll go to the Internet café to check the Internet after work at night, which singer's trumpet is this 'eloquent talk', and how about we give him a list in the future? ”
"Xiaoting, go by yourself, I'm going back."
She took off her headphones and gently put them back in her roommate's hand, smiling at her.
"You're going back? Where to go? Home? ”
The roommate known as Xiaoting was stunned and stared at her with the eyes of an alien.
"Yes, when I go home, I want to repeat my studies and try to get into a good university next year."
"No, why are you leaving all of a sudden? Go back and repeat? Are you a high school student? How useful can you do with repetition? ”
Xiaoting was hit.
This little sister who is crazy with herself, makes trouble together, and chases stars together has never told herself where she came from, and she thought that she was originally the same as herself, she didn't study hard in junior high school, and she didn't get admitted to high school and came out to work after finishing the secondary school.
"Yes, I'm a high school student, and I thought I could continue to be like ...... Keep messing around, but I listened to the song and I figured it out. ”
"A person as good as me should have a brilliant life."
"Why should I give up my brilliant and happy life for the sake of this scumbag?"
As she spoke, Xiaoli packed up her daily necessities and bedding, folded them one by one, and put them in her bath tub.
"Are you really leaving?"
Xiaoting's whole person was not good, she stood in front of her high and low bed in a daze, looking at the roommate in front of her with a determined look.
"Yes, I'm really leaving, thank you Xiaoting, it was this song you gave me that gave me the courage to decide."
She patted her on the shoulder and smiled.
"I'm leaving, you have to be kind to yourself, usually have time to learn more scientific and cultural knowledge, and sign up for a self-exam......"
Xiaoli left, carrying the bucket without looking back, without notifying her "boyfriend", and she didn't think about coming back this month's salary.
Xiaoting stood in the gate of the electronics factory, watching Xiaoli outside the door gradually disappear, and her figure disappeared into the sea of people in a blur.
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