decision

After returning from the mountain that day, Yuan Jiu regretted and blamed himself for a long time, but he didn't know what provoked him to lose his sense of proportion. He was deeply afraid that his words and deeds would inadvertently expose something, but the brother who came back with him seemed to understand him very well, and comforted him with sympathy, saying that it didn't matter if Zhong Nuanyang didn't like him, it was because she didn't have vision, so let him not be too sad.

Yuan Jiu gradually recovered from the initial panic and found that it seemed that the people around him were sympathizing with him but couldn't love him, and even Jiang Fangfang had heard about the things on the mountain. She found him as soon as possible, told him about the insults and contempt she had suffered, and then earnestly asked her cousin to help her repay Fu Feng and Zhong Nuanyang.

Yuan Jiu refused to get involved in this matter at first, because he found that he was not as detached as he imagined, and sometimes his emotions would be out of his control, which made him very insecure. But he couldn't stand Jiang Fangfang's soft grinding and hard bubbles, and promised to let his father invest money for him to try out his business, he was a little hesitant.

There is another reason for Yuan Jiu's hesitation, that is, he found that Zhong Nuanyang made him very exploratory, and the more he saw that Su Feng was different from her, the more he wanted to understand what kind of charm this girl had, so that such a prodigal-looking Su Feng was willing to soften his body and make many moves that he couldn't imagine before. What stimulated him the most was that Su Feng's eyes looking at her were tender and firm, which made Yuan Jiu suspect that Su Feng in front of him was pretended by someone else.

On the way back from the hotel, Yuan Jiu thought for a long time, Jiang Fangfang's hysterical expression just now shocked him a little, he didn't know if a person who was hurt in his relationship would end up on a paranoid and extreme path, but his own selfishness was unwilling to entangle him anymore. He is afraid that the more he does, the deeper he falls, and then he is afraid that the secret will not be a secret.

Every time he thought of this possibility, Yuan Jiu would wake up from his dream in a cold sweat, and the people around him had never questioned his sexual orientation. At most, he just thinks he's a bit of a cleanliness fetish and doesn't like physical contact with people, and he thinks he'll bring the secret into the coffin if possible. He still doesn't admit that he is txl, he thinks that maybe it's just that he hasn't met the girl who makes him excited, when Su Feng and Zhong Nuanyang haven't been together again, he even hopes to use Zhong Nuanyang to break his breakthrough, at least she is the only girl who has interested him for so many years.

However, now that Jiang Fangfang asked him to do something, he had been despising before, and he felt that if he really separated the two according to her plan, he might also have a disturbed conscience. But another voice was also about to move, admonishing him not to be so pretending to be high, looking at his uncle's family history, how could people who want to achieve great things stick to these moral shackles.

Walking alone on the boulevard of the school, Yuan Jiu was still wandering in pain between the two voices, and just when he was distressed, he saw the two hugging each other in front of the teaching building not far away. He watched Su Feng put his arm around Zhong Nuanyang with one hand, scraped her nose with his hand, the two smiled at each other, and finally, Su Feng kissed Zhong Nuanyang on the forehead, and the two walked hand in hand towards the dormitory building.

Yuan Jiu stopped in the shadow of the street lamp, and the light spilled from the crack in the tree on one of his arms, and he could clearly see that his hand was clenched and released, as if he had made up some kind of determination.