After Zhong Nuanyang went home, she cheered up and answered a series of mother's questions, and then when she took a bath and slept next to her mother, she was still feeling that the child grew up in an instant.

"Mom," Zhong Nuanyang turned off the light and lay down beside her, hugged her and asked, "Are you...... Will it be sad? ”

Zhang Xue was stunned for a moment, and turned white about what she was saying, she reached out and touched her daughter's face, slowly touched the back of her head, and gently soothed her: "It's all over, my mother has gone forward." However, it is not sad to say that it is also a lie. Although it has been so many years, what Mom wants you to know is that he is your father after all, and he still loves you. ”

"Then he ......" Zhong Nuanyang actually wanted to say why he wanted to go with that woman and leave himself and his mother in pain for so many years, but thinking of the tears that his mother had shed, she held back at the last moment.

The mother sighed silently and was silent for a few seconds before she told her daughter her story about them for the first time.

It turned out that Dad didn't only later meet the woman in red who destroyed their family, and Mom knew about her existence from beginning to end.

When his mother gave him a scarf to his father, he honestly said that he ran away from home because he fell in love with a woman who was not recognized by the family. The woman, because she had no home for her relationship with him, left her hometown and went to a distant land, leaving him without any message.

And he turned his back on his family and wandered around just wanting to see her again, because she loved to sing, so he would stop and sing everywhere, hoping to meet her.

It's just that in the nearly five years he has been wandering, he has not heard from the woman, and the letters he sent back to her home have never been answered, making him feel that he may not have met her in this life. may be really tired, may have completely given up the pursuit of this vain relationship, may have moved him with his mother's innocence, in short, later, they came together.

With her mother's narration, Zhong Nuanyang's worldview slowly collapsed, she had always thought that the two of them had a deep relationship, at least in her own eyes, her father's love for her mother was not inferior to her mother's love for her father. But...... It turned out that my mother always knew that my father had someone else in his heart, but she was willing to put a moth to the fire and invested in this relationship that was not favored.

And when the woman appeared out of thin air, it was also her mother who took the initiative to withdraw from this relationship that had been in business for more than ten years.

Zhong Nuanyang was shocked after hearing this, and felt very incomprehensible, she looked into her mother's eyes in the dark: "Why? Do you know that he loves someone else? How could he do that to you? ”

Zhang Xue touched her daughter's hand, her body trembled slightly and recalled the past, as if she had been overwhelmed by the past again, but she quickly adjusted her emotions and continued softly: "At that time, we were both young, and it was when I felt that feelings were more important than anything else, I liked your father, and I felt that it was better to be wronged than to lose him." But now that I think about it, maybe I was wrong in the first place. ”

Zhong Nuanyang hugged her mother distressedly, and suddenly felt that she had not shared the pain in her heart for so many years, and she didn't know how she gritted her teeth and came over.

"For so many years, it is false to say that you don't hate him, but after all, the memories he left us are all good, so, Yangyang, I don't want you to hate him." Zhang Xue touched her daughter's hair: "When you reach your mother's age, you will know that people are really limited in this life, don't waste time on resentment, and cherish every moment of the moment with gratitude." ”

"And if he ...... I mean, if ,...... Daddy is back, what do you want to tell him? ”

Zhang Xue was silent for a long time, and then spoke in a sad tone: "I hope that the rest of his time is not so painful." ”