Regression (1)

The campus was peaceful and orderly, Zhong Nuanyang felt in a trance that everything seemed to be just a dream of his own, Zhang Sheng's death, his father's death, Su Feng's disappearance...... She really wanted it to be all gone.

After being downstairs in Su Feng's dormitory, she was stunned for a while, and found that everyone who came in and out looked at her with strange eyes. Looking at her somewhat messy hair and clothes, Zhong Nuanyang quickly turned around and walked towards the dormitory as if she had suddenly woken up, she couldn't let Su Feng see her embarrassed side.

"Nuan Yang, are you back?" Chen Nan was doing PPT in the dormitory, and when she saw Zhong Nuanyang who pushed the door in, she threw down the computer and greeted her: "You...... You okay. She found that Zhong Nuanyang had lost a lot of weight in less than a month, and her already petite figure couldn't even support her current clothes.

"Xu Huanhuan is still taking the exam, she asked you to wait for her in the dormitory...... Mei Xi went to the city to run errands, and will be back in a while, do you want to drink some water? Chen Nan carefully helped Zhong Nuanyang take the things in her hand, and found that she was not as broken or sad as she imagined.

"I'm going to take a shower." Zhong Nuanyang took his luggage by Chen Nan, took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom, as if he had just returned from class.

Chen Nan was a little surprised, the string of comforting and encouraging words she had prepared was stuffed back into her stomach before she was ready to play, she listened to the sound of water in the bathroom, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that she was a little worried. She helped Zhong Nuanyang put things away and went back to make PPT, just listening to the movement in the bathroom while doing it.

As the hot water filled the bathroom, Zhong Nuanyang's mind repeatedly scrolled about the places he had been to in the past half a month, every friend Su Feng had seen, every corner that Su Feng had been to, and even dressed up in various ways to go to all the business places under Brother Chao's name, trying to find some familiar faces, but to nothing.

Her mother was very distressed when she saw her go out early and return late, getting thinner and thinner, and persuaded her to leave the job of finding someone to the police, and she stayed at home and waited for the phone. If the police can't find her, then what can she do as a girl.

Zhong Nuanyang looked at her mother's sincere eyes, and just lightly comforted her that she was not tired. In fact, she was afraid that she would be cranky when she stopped, and as long as she was awake, she would have to do something so that she would not remember everything that had happened these days. And every day when she went out, she felt that Su Feng was suddenly waiting for her with a smile in a corner, telling herself that it was just a prank, and in that way, although she would be very angry, she would still forgive him.

Another thing that kept her awake all night was her father, who alternated with Su Feng in her dreams. Although she had always wanted to pretend that she didn't know the news of his death, every time she pretended like this, her stomach contracted and she wanted to vomit. In the dream, there is also Zhang Sheng's white cloth face that never lingers, Zhong Nuanyang often sees the three of them lying on that cold hospital bed alternately, making her sweat and screaming to wake up, but fortunately, those screams can only be heard by the people in the dream.

Coming out of the bathroom, Zhong Nuanyang found three concerned faces waiting for him outside. Xu Huanhuan was the first to come over and hugged Zhong Nuanyang: "It's okay, we are all by your side, just open your mouth if you need us to do anything." ”