Qiao Mu grabbed her again, "Then let's go together." ”

Susie shook her head helplessly, "I can't go yet." ”

"But you can't delay any longer."

Qiao Mu hugged her, "No, where are you and where I am, I will never be separated from you in my life." ”

Susie really can't help it.

Qiao Mu hugged her so hard that Susie could barely breathe.

She didn't say anything more, she knew that she couldn't make sense with Qiao Mu.

After a long while, Susie gently nudged the arbor.

Qiao Mu let go of his hand and asked a little nervously, "Am I trying too hard." ”

He sensed that he had gained a little more strength, but he couldn't control it, and Susie said these words to him today, which made him feel as if they were going to separate.

It's not okay, it's absolutely not.

His affection for Susie had reached a point where he sometimes felt scared even himself.

Every time Susie went out, he thought about her almost all the time like a walking corpse.

Thinking about what she was doing somewhere, thinking about whether she had eaten, thinking about whether she slept well.

He knew he was a little sick like this, but he couldn't help himself. He didn't dare to tell Susie either, he was afraid that Susie would be afraid of himself like this.

He usually pretends that he loses Susie and doesn't care that much.

The ideal is in his heart, and Susie is not on the same level at all, for Susie, he can give up everything, including life.

But none of this could be known to Susie.

He was afraid that she would have a burden.

He knew that in her bones she didn't like to be bound.

Susie shook her head at Qiao Mu gently, "Forget it, let's go." ”

She stood up and walked forward silently.

At this moment, Qiao Mu suddenly felt that Susie was far, far away from him.

A strong panic gripped his heart, and he strode forward and grabbed her hand.

Susie remained silent.

When she was about to get to the bottom of the mountain, Susie gently broke free of Qiao Mu's hand, "Qiao Mu, I still hope that you will think about it seriously, go back to the capital with your father, and go to college as soon as possible." ”

"I remember someone once said that if you don't have a dream, what's the difference between being a man and a salted fish!"

"You have an arrogant personality, a high IQ, and strong hands-on ability, people like you are very suitable for scientific research, and you yourself have such dreams."

"What I hope to see you is a radiant man, a man who fights for his ideals."

"Not a mediocre man who sacrifices his dreams for love."

After Susie finished speaking, she didn't look at the arbor anymore and walked away quickly.

Qiao Mu stood in place, looking at Susie's back, his heart like a knife.

He read what Susie didn't say.

If he gives up his ideals and follows love, then he will become the kind of man that Susie looks down on.

Even if he followed Susie, it would be difficult for him to get her favor.

The contradiction between him and Susie is that Susie is above all else in his heart, and with Susie, he seems to be dispensable.

She always has a lot to do, go to the port city, go to the capital, she is busy, in her life, she only occupies a small part.

Qiao Mu watched Susie walk away in despair.

He stood on the side of the mountain for a long time before returning to the collective household.

Qiao Yan took a nap in his bed, but he didn't actually fall asleep, his eyes straightened when he saw his son come in, and it seemed that his soul had been lost, so he quickly got up, "What's wrong?" ”

Qiao Mu didn't speak, and Mu sat dumbfounded.

Zhu Zhicheng, who was on the opposite bed, looked at Qiao Mu with some concern.

He remembered that the arbor disappeared in the middle of the night, and he had been so stupid before.

He was really afraid that Qiao Mu would do something he couldn't think of.

Qiao Yan knew that Qiao Mu went out with Susie, and it was estimated that she said something that made her son like this.

He didn't want to ask, so he could only watch Qiao Mugan anxious.

In the afternoon, Qiao Mu did not go to work, so he sat in the house for a while, and went up the back mountain alone, and sat in the cave.

Zhu Zhicheng followed him from a distance, carefully not letting him find out, seeing him enter the cave, it seemed that he wanted to be alone and quiet, Zhu Zhicheng was a little relieved.

The arbor sitting in the cave was already crumbling.

There was no way for him to leave Susie, but he didn't want to be the kind of man Susie looked down upon.

He hopes that in her heart, he is a man worthy of her worship and pride.

Ideals, reality, and love are like a few saws pulling Ling Chi's heart back and forth.

Qiao Mu sat in the cave for an afternoon and thought about it all afternoon.

Seeing that the sky was getting darker, he knew he had to go back.

The father is still there, and he can't let his father worry.

He came down from the mountain exhausted.

He saw his father walking around the yard with some anxiety, he walked over and said softly, "Dad." ”

Qiao Yan breathed a sigh of relief when he saw his son.

In the afternoon, Qiao Mu went up the mountain alone, he was a little worried, and went to Xu's house to ask Susie again.

Susie just said that she persuaded him to go back to the capital, and he might need to think about it himself.

Qiao Yan didn't dare to go up the mountain to find it, for fear of disturbing his son.

At this moment, seeing that his son had finally come down the mountain, the stone in Qiao Yan's heart fell to the ground.

He pulled the arbor and walked towards the stove house, "It's time to eat, your friends have made a lot of dishes." ”

Qiao Mu followed his father into the house, and saw a steaming table of dishes on the table.

Everyone smiled when they saw him come in: "Susie sent a pot of chicken, just waiting for you to eat." ”

Qiao Mu wanted to cry a little and sat down slowly.

Qiao Yan sandwiched a piece of chicken to him, Qiao Mu ate it in his mouth, and a tear fell unconsciously.

Everyone didn't seem to notice the strangeness of the arbor, and they were eating lively.

After eating, Qiao Mu and Qiao Yan walked to the courtyard, Qiao Mu lowered his head, "Dad, I can't go back with you now." ”

Qiao Yan frowned, "You kid-"

Qiao Mu lowered his eyes, "You listen to me." ”

"I'm a tractor driver in the team, I'm leaving, no one drives a tractor, and before I leave, I have to teach an apprentice."

"Also, it's November now, and the holidays are coming soon, so I have to go to school, and I definitely have to wait for the next semester."

"After the New Year, I will return to the capital."

Qiao Yan finally breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this, his son was still sensible, "Yes, yes, your consideration is right, you must start and finish when you do things." ”

"Okay, then wait until the New Year and then go back to the capital."

He suddenly looked at Qiao Mu, "Come back after the New Year?" ”

"Wouldn't that make Dad celebrate the New Year alone?"

Qiao Mu pursed his lips and did not make a sound.

Qiao Yan hurriedly said: "It's okay, it's good to celebrate the New Year here." ”

The son must want to spend more time with the partner.

He asked, "Then what school do you want to go to, I will arrange it in advance." ”

He asked his own son for a place to recommend to go to college, and there would definitely be no problem.

Qiao Mu said slowly: "Academy of Aeronautics and Astronautics, if one day, our country's spacecraft can land on the moon, I hope that there will be a little contribution from me." ”

(End of chapter)