Qiao Mu sat on the edge of the bed, picked up the bun on the table and ate it.

At noon, he went back to the dormitory to get his lunch box and was about to go to the cafeteria to eat, when his roommate told him that a man named Susie had called to find him.

He put down his lunch box and ran out, how could he care about eating.

Susie sat next to her and gently watched Qiao Mu eat steamed buns.

Qiao Mu was stared at by such a gaze, as if his chest was filled with happiness.

The corners of his mouth went up, and he asked with a smile, "How many points did you score?" I have a feeling that you must have scored very high. ”

Susie smiled and nodded, "You eat first, after eating, let's talk about this again." ”

Qiao Mu didn't notice anything, quickly finished eating the buns, and drank most of the bottle of soy milk that Susie bought.

Susie said slowly: "Qiao Mu, there is something I want to tell you. ”

"I didn't apply to a university in Beijing."

Qiao Mu's smile instantly condensed on his lips.

Susie continued: "Uncle Guan helped me get it over, and I plan to go to college in Hong Kong City. ”

Qiao Mu's face was full of disbelief, "Port City? ”

"Minato City?!"

Susie nodded slowly.

Qiao Mu was speechless for a long time, as if he couldn't accept the information he heard at all, he looked at Susie, his eyes reddened little by little, "Why?" ”

Susie's eyes were full of apologies, "I'm sorry, Qiao Mu, I've thought about it for a long time, Hong Kong City is more suitable for my own development than the capital." ”

She said softly: "I have already partnered with someone in Hong Kong City to open a company, and after the past, I plan to open my own company as soon as possible." ”

Qiao Mu couldn't help but tremble a little, "So, when you made a decision, you never took me into your consideration?" ”

Susie looked at him tenderly and said softly, "That's not the case. ”

"It was a difficult decision for me as well."

"But I'm really sorry, I can't give up my ideals."

Qiao Mu's eyes were red, "So, you can only give up on me?" ”

Susie shook her head, "No, Qiao Mu, I didn't want to give up on you. ”

"I just—"

"You just chose between your ideals and mine." Qiao Mu interrupted Susie's words.

Susie sighed and didn't speak.

Qiao Mu said: "Okay, since you go to Hong Kong City, I'll go with you." ”

Susie shook her head slightly, "Qiao Mu, don't be like this, I won't give up myself for anyone, and I don't want you to give up your ideals for me." ”

Qiao Mu's eyes became redder and redder, and he unconsciously clenched his fists, "What you mean is that you have to pursue everything you want, but this does not include me." ”

"And if I give up everything to follow you, you won't accept it."

Susie didn't know what to say, Qiao Mu's words sounded cruel, but when she put aside all the cloak of warmth, it was almost a fact.

In fact, if she is selfish enough, she can watch Qiao Mu give up everything and be by her side.

But she knew that Qiao Mu was the kind of person who hated dealing with people in his bones, and his character was suitable for research, not for surviving in a flowery world like Hong Kong City.

She didn't want to see the arbor destroyed.

She sighed, "Qiao Mu, this can't be helped-"

Qiao Mu's eyes were scarlet, and he interrupted her, "Obviously there is a way, since you don't want to come to the capital, then go to Hong Kong City." ”

"But you tell me, you don't!"

Susie fell silent.

After a long time, she raised her head and said slowly: "Qiao Mu, do you remember what we said that night in the mountain behind the collective household?" ”

"I said, I'm unmarried, and I told you, I don't like to be tied down to marriage."

"I said, if you're ready to get hurt and are willing to have a fruitless relationship with me, then we'll get started."

She tilted her head and looked at him tenderly.

Qiao Mu looked at Susie in a daze, as if looking at a stranger.

He remembered those words, of course, but, he thought, they were just an excuse for her to reject him.

He could feel that Susie liked him too, and he thought that she was like himself, wanting to stick together day and night, never separated.

It turned out that he was wrong.

He knew that she didn't like him as much as he did for her.

But he didn't care, as long as she liked him a little, he felt very happy.

But now he realizes that it is not enough, far from enough.

She liked him so little that he wasn't in her future life plans at all.

This was unacceptable to him.

Qiao Mu didn't know what to do.

He looked at the girl in front of him who he regarded as his life, and only felt that she was so cruel.

Susie looked at Qiao Mu, her eyes full of apologies.

She remembered that in her previous life, a high monk once told her that a person has to pass three levels in his life.

Affection, money, life and death.

Love and money, she feels that she has passed it in her previous life.

She has already seen through the essence of love.

There is love in the world, and there are also good men, although there are few but there are definitely them.

However, love is a thing that rises and dies, and there is life and death.

No matter how strong the love is, it will one day become dull until it gradually dies out.

Nothing in the universe can escape such a law.

From the perspective of human nature, even more so, people are constantly growing, and the people they liked when they were eighteen years old may not still like them when they are twenty-eight or thirty-eight years old.

Even if a person sometimes hates himself, how can he expect others to love you for a long time?

Love is like fireworks, beautiful and short-lived.

Love is not a necessity for a man, and it is no different for her.

She can't be like a real girl, to devote herself to a vigorous love.

In this relationship, she is like an outsider, always sober and sensible.

The only thing she regretted was that she didn't resolutely refuse Qiao Mu at that time.

But she also has some selfishness, such a handsome, pure, beautiful man, she rejects him, as if she is a tyrannical thing.

She also wants to be old in the future, when she sits in a rocking chair and watches the sunset, there is still a love that can be remembered, and there is such a person worth remembering.

How sad it would be to find that you don't even have someone to miss in this life.

She just didn't expect that Qiao Mu would sink so deeply.

Susie could only look at him gently, and said softly: "The separation is only temporary, I will come back to see you after the holidays." ”

Qiao Mu was not comforted by Susie's words at all, and in the year since he left Susie, his thoughts about her have flooded up like a tide almost every day, drowning him and making it difficult for him to breathe.

It was the belief that they would soon be together that sustained him.

But now, she is going to Hong Kong City, and he feels that he can't support it.

He didn't believe that she would come back to see him, and Susie's departure to Port City would mean eternal separation for him.

(End of chapter)