Chapter 16: Personality
The second I looked at that person instantly brought me back to the feeling of seeing him in the window that night.
I was stunned.
As he stopped, the nurses began to push him, and he turned around and walked on.
A surge of blood welled up in my head, and I immediately rushed over, pushed through the crowd, and stopped in front of them.
The two nurses looked at me confusedly.
"You ......," I thought for a moment before I said, "Did you show up downstairs in my house that night?" And...... Still staring at my house? What do you want to do......"
The nurse on one side said suspiciously: "You recognize the wrong person, this patient has been staying in the intensive care ward all the time, how can he come to your house?" ”
I was a little anxious, so I grabbed the man in the hospital gown by the collar and said, "Let him say for himself, did you say it was you that night?" What are you still telling me, I'm next, it's you......"
The nurse interrupted me and said impatiently, "He's a dumb man, and can't answer you." ”
I was stunned.
When I raised my eyes to meet this person's eyes, I felt as if he had never seen me before.
It was full of confusion, and his eyes were as bright as fake eyes.
I looked up and asked, "What's wrong with him?" ”
"Schizophrenia plus intermittent mania, it's dangerous, don't you see that he has something tied to his hands? I haven't left this hospital for several years. ”
That's when I saw that the man's hands were strapped, like the shackles worn by prisoners in prisons on TV. He stared blankly at me.
"If it's okay, get out of the way, buddy."
After two seconds of froze, I quickly got out of the way, and they ignored me and walked over.
If he is insane, then what he does is reasonable, because he has no logic.
But why did he just turn his head to stare at me inexplicably?
I stood there in a daze, and I didn't slowly come back to my senses until his back disappeared.
Is it a coincidence? This madman happened to get sick and ran downstairs to my house, and I happened to come to this hospital and met him again?
At this time, I saw that the number displayed on the screen was mine, and I quickly entered the outpatient room.
The woman who received me was a female doctor, estimated to be in her fifties, very thin, wearing a particularly wide white coat, and I always felt a little weird looking at her whole aura. As soon as I went in, she stared at me motionlessly, and I was a little hairy. I thought to myself, maybe psychiatrists are so weird.
I told me half-truths about my situation, and I didn't say anything about my video, but I just said that my parents saw that I had symptoms of sleepwalking, and that I had experienced it as a child. When the doctor heard this, her expression suddenly became a little solemn, and she told me that my condition might be a bit serious.
I was a little panicked when I heard it, and she explained it to me, which probably meant that I might have a latent personality in my heart, but my mental power suppressed it for too long, although I couldn't feel it at all, but the other side of my personality was about to move, so it caused my sleepwalking symptoms.
She said that it is very likely that the sleepwalking disorder will develop further, and eventually I may become this personality from time to time and do things that I would not have done at all, and then I will not remember what I have done at all.
To put it bluntly, it is multiple personalities.
Frankly, I was very shocked to hear that this was the case, but I tried not to show anything, she said that she suggested that I be treated in the hospital, I asked what the treatment was, and she told me, hypnosis.
It's a new approach they're trying, and according to her, the clinical results are very good and a great feature of their hospital. But when I heard these two words, I couldn't help but feel scared, and subconsciously, I always felt that hypnosis was a very dangerous thing, a pseudoscience, and not trustworthy.
Thinking of this, I didn't say anything more, just said I'd go back and think about it. Then he hurried out of the room.
Multiple personalities, when I think of this term, I think it's very incredible. I never thought it would happen to me one day. Am I actually a potential lunatic?
In the hospital, I pretended to be a relative of Liu Xian and inquired about his whereabouts. When I learned about his ward, I went to him. As soon as I entered the building in the inpatient area, I felt a little scared, it was extremely quiet and had an eerie atmosphere. After all, all of them are abnormal humans. It's inevitable that something terrible will be done.
When I found Liu Xian's ward, I knocked on the door, and through the window on the door, I saw him lying on his side on the bed in the room with his back to the door, in a somewhat strange posture, as if he was asleep.
I walked in, and it seemed like he was sleeping soundly, and I wondered if it was because of some kind of medicine.
I was hesitating to wake him up as I entered, when suddenly he jumped out of bed and rushed at me with lightning speed!
Before I could react, he threw me down, looked like a hungry wolf, and yelled, "Kill you!" Kill you! ”
He was holding my neck, and I subconsciously tried desperately to push him away, but the strength of a mentally ill person was unusually great, and I couldn't even shout for help.
Just when I felt that my life was hanging by a thread, a few nurses suddenly came in, and they subdued him, and he was still staring at me desperately, his eyes were fierce, and I felt a chill down my spine.
I rubbed my throat and coughed for a long time before I felt regained my breath, and the nurses glared at me with some confusion and asked, "What are you doing?" ”
I hesitated and stammered that I was his family, and the man told me not to approach him lightly from behind, saying that this kind of mentally ill person is very sensitive and hostile. You'll think I'm here to hurt him.
However, at this time, Liu Xian was particularly restless, everyone couldn't control him at all, and in the end, there was no way, the nurse forcibly gave him a tranquilizer, and then he slowly quieted down.
I thought to myself, it seems that I can't ask anything from him this time, so I can only come back next time.
When I left, I thought back to Liu Xian who was in bed just now, and suddenly felt that something was not right. In that position, he didn't seem to be sleeping.
Rather, it's like you're looking at something.
What would a madman look at? I couldn't help but get lost in thought.
When I got to the door, I saw the security guard standing at the door, and he was still staring at me as before, and I avoided making eye contact with him, and trotted all the way out.
The moment I passed him, he suddenly whispered to me, "You shouldn't have come here." ”