170 White Moonlight Likes Me (70)

But thinking of the conversation they heard just now, their tone was so sweet, and my sister's attitude towards him was different from that of anyone in the past.

Sheng Jia still has some gains and losses: "Really? You're just like that for him, and you don't really like him. ”

If so, then he can understand, after all, he too

Jiaoyang looked into his eyes and nodded.

But Sheng Jia is worried, what if the relationship goes on like this for a long time, and the fake becomes real again? He must admit that he really does not have this confidence in Jiaoyang, believing that she will not fall in love with someone else.

After all, she wasn't him. I don't have such a deep obsession with her as I do.

Sheng Jia had just been comforted and calmed down for a while, when he suddenly grabbed her, pushed her down on the sofa behind her, and began to kiss her from top to bottom, and then took off her coat.

"So, let's really come once, don't you want to be with that man, okay? What he does for you I can do for you, and I can do what you need, I"

The expression on Jiaoyang's face was not affected in the slightest, and he grabbed his hand to continue.

"No, what he can do for me, you can't do for me."

Sheng Jia raised his head in a daze, his eyes were red: "Why?" ”

He wasn't satisfied, he wasn't satisfied with the ambiguous relationship he had with her. Especially when she knew that she had other men besides herself.

He was jealous of the man who didn't know his name, even if he couldn't have her in a dignified way, but he didn't have an unbridgeable abyss like him.

Yes, he knows why. Know what the difference is between your existence and that man. But at this juncture, he still didn't give up asking her.

"You know why, Jia."

Jiaoyang took advantage of this time to get up, and began to dress calmly, her fingers smoothly buttoning the buttons on her coat.

Sheng Jia watched her actions with red eyes, and suddenly uncontrollably threw her down again and kissed her on the lips.

Jiaoyang closed his eyes and didn't resist the whole time, but he stopped by himself, and tears fell on her body one by one.

Jiaoyang sighed, looked at the child who was silently crying with his back on his back, stretched out his hand, wrapped his arms around his waist, and looked at him from behind.

"That's it, Xiao Jia. We can't do that. ”

Sheng Jia's eyes turned even redder.

Jiaoyang smiled, what a spoiled child, really like her.

"As you can see, there will be no outcome between us, so I can't just you, I need to find another man. You also know that between normal couples, if they can't even enjoy their private lives, the emotions are very difficult to maintain, and in the end they will either become enemies or become more and more dull, Xiao Jia, this is not only for myself, but also for the sake of the long-term relationship between us. ”

Sheng Jia bit her lip tightly.

But he was still unwilling to push his beloved woman to other men.

"Then I. What if you have your own necessary needs? Aren't you, and can't satisfy me? ”

The corners of Jiaoyang's mouth were slightly curved, and the bottom of her eyes was dark: "In this case, Xiao Jia can also go to find other women." ”

"What?" Sheng Jia was stunned.

Jiao Yang touched his stunned cheek with pity: "Xiao Jia is outside now, aren't there many women?" I'm not going to stop you from going to find women, I'm going to help you find the right girl to be your girlfriend, like Tianman is very good, isn't it? ”

The boy was completely stunned: "What is this? ”

"It's kind of a free-love relationship."

Jiaoyang looked at him with a smile: "First of all, you need to see your heart thoroughly, whether you really love me, or mixed with other purposes and feelings that you yourself don't know." Until then, if you have any confusion, you can always come to me. And we don't have any commitments to each other, we have enough freedom to leave whenever you want to figure it out. ”

Sheng Jia looked at her stunned: "But I know my feelings very well, I am absolutely for you"

Jiaoyang spread her hands: "But your performance didn't make me feel so convinced." Besides, this kind of thing, as a party concerned, is not clear to the authorities. ”

Sheng Jia was silent for a while, and suddenly fell into her arms and hugged her with attachment.

"You don't mean to play with me and wait for a while before getting rid of it, that's why you propose that, right?"

Jiaoyang curled her lips: "How could it be." I'm just doing this to help you get out of this relationship as soon as possible. ”

"But I had a hunch that I couldn't get out. I'm sorry, sister. ”

Sheng Jia kept crying: "Am I making it difficult for you?" ”

Jiaoyang didn't speak, just touched his golden head.

She could have avoided being involved in his feelings for her, but she still chose to accommodate him.

Sheng Jia's heart was full of apologies, it was because of that huge sense of guilt that he had the urge to agree to her.

He will try his best to endure and suppress his inner impulses towards her, and he will try his best to control himself and not let himself interfere in her life. When I really can't suppress myself, I will go to her again.

But since she said so, he would never touch another woman. Because he wanted to prove to her that he really loved her, it was never what she said, because he was young and immature, so he couldn't carry it.

But Sheng Jia always felt that something was wrong, and he couldn't tell where it was, his heart was uneasy, his heart was beating wildly, and the feeling of gaining and losing became more and more serious.

"So. Sister, can you guarantee that even if you have someone else, I am also the most important one for you? Even if you're not in love with me. Unable to get the perfection he wanted, the boy sought solace in his heart.

The corners of Jiaoyang's mouth curved slightly: "No, Xiao Jia, I can't make that guarantee to you." After all, you should understand a little. From the beginning to the end, I was just pampering you. ”

Sheng Jia looked into her eyes, and after a while, she was defeated.

"Okay."

In the end, I chose to compromise.

(End of chapter)