Even when I close my eyes, I can feel a pair of hands reaching out from the door, rubbing back and forth next to my neck, giving me a very itchy feeling, and it seems like they are going to strangle me at any moment!

I shook my head sharply and rushed to the sink by feeling.

After turning on the faucet with my eyes closed, I picked up a handful of water with both hands and washed my face directly with the rough palms of my hands! In the bottom of my heart, I told myself to be calm and to overcome these hallucinations!

But when I looked up, I saw myself in the mirror: the skin was scratched, and my face became bloody and ugly!

At this moment, I raised my hands and pressed the sides of my temples violently, and I felt like I was going crazy! And through the mirror, I can also see: in the bathtub on the right next to me, there is a blood-stained hand, uncovering the translucent film, and there seems to be a bloody person in it, about to come out!

I couldn't take it anymore, so I turned around, opened the door, and rushed out.

At this moment, I had a very strong desire to commit suicide.

So I got out of the way of them, ran straight to the balcony, turned over and was about to jump, but my clothes were grabbed by a few pairs of hands!

But when I looked down, I could see a lot of people waving at me below!

At this moment, perhaps because of the complete despair in my heart, I looked down with a dull gaze.

Just as I was watching, the neurologists and nurses they had brought in came. The doctors and nurses, with their assistance, pulled me back and pressed me to the ground and forcibly sedated me.

They think it's all right, but it's naïve!

For me, it's just a different space and suffering. This feeling may be something that no one can experience except for neuropathy!

My mind has become extremely sensitive and fragile, and the whole person is like being locked in an extremely dark space, and it is difficult to even breathe.

I also tried to push away the darkness, but instead I felt more tightly locked in.

It wasn't until they came and pulled my hand away and I woke up that I realized that I had been pinching my neck since I fell asleep!

I couldn't accept everything so sudden and so terrifying, but I still forced myself to accept it as much as I could. I pretended to sit very calmly, not crying or laughing, because there was no greater grief than death.

Seeing the horror they looked at in my eyes, I didn't have the slightest expression, and just let it go like that, knowing that they wouldn't hurt me anyway.

But they think that there is no way to go on like this, and I will destroy it, so they think of a way!

Just when everyone was at a loss, the clown suddenly called and asked me to answer.

"Haven't you always wanted to know what I'm thinking? Haven't you always wanted to know the world I see? He said on the other end of the phone.

I sneered in despair and asked, "So the world you see is like this?" So you have hallucinations too, right? ”

"Almost, although I don't have hallucinations, everyone around me is very realistic and cruel to want to harm me!" As he spoke, he looked very angry, and the words he said were sonorous and powerful.

This last accent, despite trying to make it weird, and the voice is turned on the voice changer, but I listen to this tone, and it feels a little familiar! It's like a familiar sound!

All of a sudden, I had a gut feeling: could that clown be someone I've always known?

But it's unlikely, so I think it's my own auditory hallucinations!

After I sneered twice, I asked again in confusion, "Then why are you dealing with me like this?" Have we ever had a holiday with each other? You won't let me die! Let me suffer this pain that life is worse than death! ”

"Have you been to the madhouse?" He asked suddenly.

I said categorically: "I'm not going!" ”

"We'll see!" After the clown finished speaking, he hung up directly!

When Song Siyu saw me put down the phone, she came over and asked me what was going on.

But when I saw their horrible appearance, I didn't want to answer.

After putting down my phone, I just lay down on the bed, thinking that I would die!

But I was afraid that I would choke myself again, so I asked them to tie me up, and even asked them to gagged my mouth with the cloth to prevent me from biting my tongue and killing myself.

And they did!

When they had done everything, I was going through this horrible ordeal and torment, but I suffered in silence because I didn't want to be sent to the madhouse.

Late at night, when they saw that I had stopped, they went to sleep.

But it didn't take long for the door to open again.

At first I thought they were coming to see if I was asleep, but I saw the clown sneaking in.

I really did my own thing, let them tie me up here, and gag my mouth, and now I can't even call for help!

The clown raised his right hand and made a "shhh

I struggled on this bed, slamming my feet onto the sheets.

Just when I was about to die of breath, he stopped for a moment, but then he started pinching me again!

I was about to lose my breath several times in a row, but I gasped for breath, and I felt that it was completely dark in front of me, and my tongue wanted to vomit but was blocked by the cloth, and I couldn't vomit!

He leaned next to me, sneered, and whispered: "Hehehe, I can now let you enjoy what is called skin and flesh blooming, but no one will think that I did it, they will think that you did it yourself!" ”

After saying that, he really took out the knife. This sharp blade is very bright and clear, and it can also be refracted to windows and cabinets!

I looked at the gleaming knife and thought to myself, why did he and I hate each other so much? He even wants to put me to death to Ling Chi!

But at the end of the day, I don't have the strength to resist!

I could only look desperately at the face of the knife, waiting for the torture he inflicted on me. But in fact, I wish he had killed me with a knife!

Just as the knife was about to fall, my right foot suddenly broke free of the rope.

Hearing a loud "pop", I jerked my right leg and punched him in the ribs with my knee.

The clown was caught off guard by me, and the whole person fell off, and the knife stabbed him down.

Luckily, the knife was stuck in my pillow, and although it was next to my face, it didn't hurt me.

Before he could come back to his senses, I jerked up my leg and pushed him away!

There was a loud "bang", and he slammed into the door!