Section 4 Similar Scenes

People are only in a quiet place, the outside world has nothing to do with you, lonely to observe and perceive this world related to yourself, you need to survive, you also need to continue naturally in this world, you can taste yourself alone, taste this strange and familiar world, the road ahead is still far, you still need to move forward, but also to grow!

Liu Qing curled up on the broken sofa, and the mood when he worked in the freight yard was similar to now, he looked up at the sun moving westward little by little, and the place where the sun shone was bright, but as the position of the sun changed, his flat body was gradually trampled by the sun.

The life of chicken feathers flashed frame by frame, and he was already hungry, especially after Li Ming helped him find a job after being laid off, the life of the whole family was on the right track, and everything was developing in a good way.

But Liu Chun and his buddies still looked up to him, their world was both familiar to him and strange to him, whether it was Liu Chun's business or his brother's love life, it was something he couldn't understand at that age.

People are sometimes only one or two years old, and life is a world away. Different perspectives, different environments, different positions and responsibilities, the pattern is different, the choice of the road is different, some prematurely see the scenery at the end of the world, but also find a convenient road to there, this vision will lead a group of people together.

Liu Chun is the kind of person who has foresight, is good at seizing opportunities, acts more decisively, and moves forward when he knows the direction, which is completely different from a person like himself who has no ambitions and is at peace with what he encounters.

Maybe the responsibility has changed, is it that he has really changed or he has retreated, just like now, with the experience of an adult, the choice of life has also changed, what a good situation, ambition, motivation, nothing, this is not as good as a fish in water on Liu Chun, how many years of good life does a family take, heroes can still rise from useless places, at that time, there is no useless place in the eyes of heroes, but what about him? It's like a deserter hiding in this dilapidated factory.

Liu Qing thinks that his brain is enlightened late, and even Li Xinxin, who is in class in one grade, is not as good as Li Xinxin, who still knows how to study hard and make progress every day.

Li Xinxin, as a peer, quickly integrated into Liu Chun's world, at that time he was still ignorant, as he grew older, Liu Chun's mind quickly abandoned Liu Qing a few streets, Liu Qing couldn't catch up with his brother's footsteps at all, and he was soon abandoned by his brother.

I had to play with Li Xinxin's younger brother Li Ming, except for a little experience in playing games, I didn't even pay attention to the girls around me.

At that time, Liu Chun and the others entered puberty prematurely, and their curiosity about the opposite sex was something that Liu Qing did not have at that time, and Liu Chun belonged to the kind of precocious people.

Every day, Liu Qing can listen to his brother: Li Xinxin often squeezes his old and fat man, and when it comes to Li Xinxin, he still has a kind of appreciation, bold and resolute, but he has not been frustrated and educated, and he is disgusted by the fat man's cheeky behavior to please Li Xinxin, and the matter of children's love cannot affect his mind. This is also what he calls self-satisfaction!

Liu Chun did his business wholeheartedly and tossed with the fat man, but the fat man tossed and turned, always leading the war to Liu Chun, that is to say, the fat man's matter, Liu Qing felt that his brother was still vaguely involved in the middle.

Liu Chun can only chat with Liu Qing before he goes to bed, he spends more time contemplation, seeing Liu Qing, Liu Chun always thinks of their helplessness standing by the pillar of the movie theater, as well as his brother's crying, after a day of fatigue, looking at his sleeping brother, he swept away his inner exhaustion, and his heart surged with infinite motivation.

The fat man is like a stupid cow who can only plough the land, and he doesn't move his brain at all, as soon as Liu Chun heard Li Xinxin say this about Wang Shiwei, he changed the topic, and in the face of Li Xinxin talking about her relationship with the fat man, he didn't say a word, Li Xinxin chatted with Liu Chun, and he was also very excited, this situation is also the most headache for his brother, time, Liu Chun always feels that there is not enough time, the luxurious people's cinema is standing in front of him, Li Xinxin is also standing in front of him, everything needs time. It is only in deep sleep that this unwarranted anxiety can be extinguished.

Now, with Liu Qing's thoughts: at that time, Li Xinxin had entered Liu Chun's emotional circle, Liu Chun and their business elites were seeking career development, on the other hand, they also had needs in terms of physiological perception, excellent men always attracted some beautiful girls, Li Xinxin was the same as him, people had to grow, the roots were looking for what land it was suitable for, people had to be attached to it in psychology and perception, and they continued to choose in the process of attachment. Li Xinxin's emotional recognition is also vague, simple and turbulent, after her emotional world environment is determined, the pattern has also taken shape, and the choice of that circle is limited, and his emotional swaying from side to side has a basis, she and Jiang Fangfang may be the same as Jackie Chan. This "husband" was also determined in a last resort, Liu Chun was bent on his business, and he knew something about Li Xinxin's mind just waiting, everyone was playing together, Liu Chun didn't care much about uncertain things, after all, he also liked this group of buddies gathered together, for the sake of mutual strength, he could only balance the relationship between small circles.

At that time, playing with Li Ming could be regarded as a reduction in Liu Qing's psychology, and it was a step back and self-development, otherwise Jiang Fangfang, who was greatly listed, would not have entered their circle. That is to say, during that period, because of the difference in circles, Liu Qing and Li Xinxin really had little intersection, although they lived in the same hospital, their identity was just a friend of her brother, and she was also a friend of his brother Liu Chun in Liu Qing's eyes, and her emotional perception was not at the same level.

Li Xinxin studied well and was still Liu Qing's squad leader, perhaps because he was small, Liu Qing played with his younger brother again. She manages Liu Qing like her younger brother, and in Liu Qing's feelings, Li Xinxin's attitude is not correct at all. But her words are evil, and she is like a sister.

After Li Xinxin graduated from junior high school and entered a technical school, he played with Liu Chun and the fat man Wang Shiwei, which was after Liu Qing went to high school, and Li Xinxin married the fat brother, he knew the same as his father, in Liu Chun's matter, the fat brother did a good job, and the brother's business was over, he didn't pay attention to the fat brother at all, although Wang Shiwei, who is Mengmeng's father, and Liu Chun are old people who worship the son, of course, this is also related to Wang Shiwei no longer interacting with his family.

Liu Qing was under the direct gaze of the sun, his eyes were blurred again, and inside his eyelids was a red world, although Liu Qing appeared in this parallel world, his personality, pattern and way of acting did not change, everything went according to plan.

His brother is different, as the eldest son, the eldest son in the family, matures early, has his own opinions at a very young age, from choosing to do business, he has a clear eye, it has always been smooth sailing, and an accident made Liu Qing lose him when he was in high school.

Liu Qing now understands that with him, the accident will not happen again. I thought to myself, in the future, my brother won't need to be nostalgic, and my mother won't have to be secretly sad as soon as she wakes up. The most important thing is the accident in my own factory, what can I do without power! Why do you have to buy a type of air switch first. Find a time node, change the air switch, this is easy to do, maybe not do that, what is known is his best advantage.

It's really hard to be emotional. Mengmeng was put in front of him as a conclusion, and Li Xinxin should like his brother Liu Chun. It can be seen from my brother's record book, because what is written on the first page of this book is given to Liu Chun by Li Xinxin, and there is an ancient poem on the last page of that book, but in the future world, Li Xinxin and the fat brother have Meng Meng, and when he thinks of Meng Meng, he has a sense of powerlessness. Thinking of Fat Brother's achievements, Liu Qing thought of the lines of the sketch performed by Chen Peisi in the Spring Festival Gala, and even a guy with thick eyebrows and big eyes like Zhu Shimao also regretted Liu Chun.

When Liu Qing was young, as his brother's follower, he always attracted Liu Chun's dislike, and when he was older, Liu Chun had his own little brother, Liu Qing couldn't keep up with Liu Chun's beat, so he had to play with Li Xinxin's younger brother Li Ming, he was unwilling, but he usually couldn't catch his brother.

After helping his brother and the old man for a long time, Liu Chun looked at Liu Qing squarely, this is not that Liu Chun's attitude towards him has changed, blindly letting him and holding him, this is like Meng Meng pestering Li Ming, as soon as Li Ming arrives home, Meng Meng is like a little tail, in his house, Li Ming is Meng Meng's closest person, Li Xinxin can't catch up, he took her to find her father, find Uncle Qingqing, find Aunt Fangfang, in Mengmeng's eyes, Aunt Fangfang is stronger than Li Xinxin.

Li Xinxin is the same as Liu Chun, this has evolved the gap between adults and children, Liu Qing thought of his brother's attitude towards him when he thought about Mengmeng's situation, he and Mengmeng liked Li Ming and didn't like Li Xinxin, because there was a psychological gap.

In the face of what has happened, where to go, it is useless to simply think about it, there will still be more variables in the future life, as long as you live, everything is business as usual.

It's just that now it's different, and new chapters will appear on the loose pages of his life's memory.