If Chen Xinyi simply wanted to get that person's attention, she could find other ways, and I don't believe she couldn't think of this, so there must be other reasons for her to use herself as an insider.

"Because he doesn't want me anymore." Chen Xinyiyun smiled lightly.

"He doesn't want me anymore, since he doesn't want me anymore, why am I still alive?"

I can't understand the feeling that a person completely pins his life on another person, just like I can't understand that a couple or couple is going to kill the other because of a breakup or divorce, and as Chen Xinyi said at this moment, because he doesn't want her anymore, so she feels that it is useless to keep her life, and it is better to use it as a pawn for a game.

"What about Shen Shuo?" I knew that Shen Shuo was actually just her prey, but I still said it.

"I've seen the way he looks in front of you, I think I'm still a little bit accurate in seeing people, although he is a rich second generation, but his nature is not bad, he chased you for a long time, and you saved him, although the kidnapping was designed by you, and you designed it to be bitten by a poisonous snake or something, but he didn't know that in his heart you should be a goddess."

"I believe in his feelings for you, but what about you, don't you feel anything at all?" I asked, staring into her eyes.

"After seeing the bright starlight and the bright moonlight, will you still pay attention to the faint fireflies on the ground?" Chen Xinyi asked me with a smile.

Shen Shuo was in her heart, compared to that person, it was like a world of difference, how could the light of the fireflies compete with the bright moon?

So she didn't bother to care about what Shen Shuo thought of her, and she didn't care about Shen Shuo's feelings, she thought she had seen a better and broader sky.

But is that really better?

I looked at Chen Xinyi with a little sadness, her upbringing was wrong from the beginning.

"He's ...... Zuo Xi or Li Ronghe? I took a deep breath and turned the question back to him.

"Guess?" Chen Xinyi winked at me slyly, looking playful.

I secretly screamed no, and rushed forward, Chen Xinyi pulled out a knife with her backhand and stabbed it hard into her chest, and the whole person was soft to the ground.

I didn't dare to move her body, for fear of increasing her wounds, so I could only shout hoarsely into the headphones: "Help!" Call an ambulance now! ”

The ambulance must not have arrived as quickly as we did.

The scene was chaotic, and I later learned that as early as after Ye Huancheng received my code, he led a few elites to quietly lurk next to the truck, and found Shen Shuo, who was still stunned by the drug, from the car.

By the time I was talking to Chen Xinyi, Shen Shuo had been successfully transferred safely.

And just when Ye Huancheng was about to tell me about it, Chen Xinyi simply committed suicide.

It's like she's already timed.

The police rushed over and grabbed Mao Shujian and cut his hands, but the man who had always been silent did not open his mouth, but just put his eyes on Chen Xinyi's body.

Chen Xinyi didn't look at him, her eyes were always looking at the vast cloudy sky, even if she was moved to the car, it was like looking into the distance through the roof of the car.

"It's not going to die so easily." Ye Huancheng's hand pressed on my shoulder: "We have done first aid measures, although she is not soft on herself, but you reacted quickly and avoided secondary injury in time, believe in medicine, we are sending her to first aid, and the ambulance is also driving towards us, she will not die." ”

"It's my fault." I clasped my hands on my chin, my hands stained with blood, and the blood that was still warm when it came out of Chen Xinyi's body was now cold.

"I had expected her to think about it and knew her intentions, but I wanted to know more about that person from her mouth, so I didn't catch her sooner......"

"Even if we catch her at the beginning, He Yang, you can't stop a person who wants to die, she will have countless ways to commit suicide, and no one can stop her."

I know that Ye Huancheng's words are right, no one can stop a person who does everything possible to commit suicide, just as there is no way to wake up a person who is willing to sleep, but I still feel guilty.

"Will be saved." Ye Huancheng slapped me on the shoulder.

Probably because my face was too ugly, even Qin Yuan, who had always been afraid of heaven and earth, did not come to my side, but sat far away.

Chen Xinyi was sent to the operating room as soon as possible, and we waited at the door for news.

The last time I stayed at the door of the operating room like this was when Lin Yi was hospitalized, one was an apprentice and the other was a prisoner, but I hope that their hearts to live are as strong, life is precious at any time, and it should not be discarded at will for anything or anyone.

When Chen Xinyi grows up, she may be relieved, she will look back at the hardships she has experienced, she will laugh at them, and she may always suffer for these things, but no matter what, if she stabs herself with this knife, she will no longer have these possibilities.

Most likely, she will have no future.

Only by being alive can everything be possible.

When a man dies, everything is empty.

I think of when I was young, probably when I was in junior high school and high school, I was not afraid of heaven and earth, especially not afraid of death, what is so terrible about death, anyway, life is so boring, it is immutable.

I remember discussing with my classmates how to die, and we agreed that death should be painless, and who wants to die if it is too painful.

Young people like reunions when they watch movies, novels and TV series, and they don't have much suffering in life, so they can't understand the coldness of death, and what we care about most is that death can't be too painful.

We waited until sunset, and in the middle of the night, Wang Qiuyue and Lin Yi came to the hospital, and I rushed home to rest, and finally Ye Huancheng and I waited for the doctor to come out of the operating room.

He shook his head at us.

It's not a big disappointment, probably because I've been mentally prepared.

From Chen Xinyi's hope when she first pushed into the operating room to the situation later, several expert doctors rushed to the hospital to participate in the treatment, I heard a lot of unfamiliar professional terms from their mouths, although I didn't understand what it meant, but I knew that Chen Xinyi was in danger, probably unable to be saved.

"A new type of neurotoxin." The doctor took off his mask, and the high-intensity surgery for several hours left him with a tired face.

"The preliminary estimate is that it is a drug similar to phenylacetone, which acts directly on the brain."

"Doping?" I frowned slowly, which was unexpected, I didn't expect Chen Xinyi to secretly eat the poison while talking to me.

The question is, when did she take the poison?